Just reached home. Finished my POA test with the help of the notes and my friends. I felt so scared and lonely. What if I don't pass my examinations again? How much money and time will be wasted? Tried doing my assignment yesterday. I did not even know what the question was asking! How am I going to be prepared for my final exams? My examinations fee: $2772!

I don't work. I don't have an income. Yet I have to spend so much on everything! Presents. Food. I shan't watch any movies. I shan't go out. I am using my parents' money and not mine!

I don't get to use the car often and even if I do I am being nagged at it. But why not the others ?Not fair!

I have to face another silent situation. It really makes my face go red!

Studies. No life!

I cried but who knows? Nobody! I am crying!

Torn between so many things. What should I do?