I'm still 19 ppl!!!

hehehee... yupz.. tat's rite? I'm still a teenager.. considering that my age now is stil nineTEEN! hahaa... veri soon I'm gonna be 20 year old lady!!! OoooOOOo.. that's fast!!! Can still remember the day I turned 16.. was wondering how I'm going to celebrate my 21st bday! Bu have got only a year to plan for it.. hehehee..

Hmmmz... Not going to write a bday wish list.. hehee.. Cos the best thing that someone can give me as a present would be friendship! yup yup!!! hehee... lotsa friendship!!! It's practical.. and long lasting.. hehee.. so ppl.. dun ever think of getting me a present... jus send me a sms, email or a ecard to wish moi "Happy Birthday"!! hehee.. But if you really want to get me something.. hmmz.. maybe a box of black ball point pens? hahaa.. Uniball one? hahaa.. Exams coming lah!

These few days were the worst days that I had for this month.. because I had been a bad gal... I made life veri difficult for piglet.. so much so that things happened yesterday morning... I'm sorry ling.. I'm sorry.. Dunno what I can say to make u feel less painful.. but jus wanna tell you one thing.. dar... I wanna be your wife for sure... I love you! I hope I can be your Cinderalla for as long as possible.. the beautiful crystal shoe is reminding me of that! Dun ever say that you dun like me... Cos my heart aches a lot...

My wish for now is to be a good laobi.. a good daughter and a good student! Working towards that goal!!!

Now you can add comments!

yup ppl.. for those who wanna voice out your opinions.. or jus dropping by to say hi! U can now just st away add comments to my new posts... n of course.. if u wanna tag... go under the navigation keys.. n click on the "the talkings"... u'll be able to find the chatter box!!! yup yupz...

For the past few nites... I haven't been sleeping well... know the reason why? Cos I was studying! yupz ppl.. u hear me rite.. n for last last nite.. that's the torture.. was trying to register for my revision workshops... but the whole system was jammed up because everyone was trying to log into the system too... Ended up.. I tried many many times.. n a few times nearly succeded but got kicked out of the system! yupz yupz... Slept @ 2am that nite.. n the next day I had to attend two lectures! phew.. that's really a torture...

Later m going for my POB consultation... got to find time to do a lot of stuff... but for now can I jus switch off? well.. can't... tml got the DI qualifying.. got to revise thru the program for one last time.. gotta do the briefing tml.. yup.. hmmmz...

think I'm going to be late for the consultation! arghz.. hahaha.. take care ppl.. n have a nice nice day.. do comment n tag!! hahaa..

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I'm so tired...

Yupz.. I'm so tired.. Physically..

Haven't slept well for the past few days... Stayed up late either to study.. if not will be busy replying emails and settling stuff (hasn't quite settled yet.. haiz..) I'm so tired... but not sleepy.. jus plain tired... Mentally I would tell myself to do a lot of things.. Like doing my revision.. planning what to do for my bday.. vday.. his bday.. what presents to get for him... hehehee.. Need to go shopping.. for new year's clothes.. Getting new year decorations for my house.. gonna spend like max of 30 bucks on it.. hehee.. Got to clean up the whole house.. cos it's still quite messy! hahaa.. M thinking of going IKEA too.. to get a lot of things.. yup yup.. hahaa..

I'm tired... Chinese New Year in 2 weeks time.. Going to turn old soon..

Was crossing the road jus now.. Used the zebra crossing.. An old man has already crossed the road.. the black car didn't stop.. old man not happy and scolded him.. There was a scene when the guy stopped his car @ the petrol kiosk when both of them kinda argued! Then saw a red car didn't give way to the taxi.. Kept horning.. Drivers! hahaa.. I m a driver myself too..

ooooOOOo.. tiredness.. ppl.. I'm still 19!

Got to do lotsa revision.. Need to catch up with lotsa sch work.. Need to sign up for revision courses.. everyone is so nervous about the examinations.. I m too.. I gotta speed up my revision.. I gotta plan my time well... Have been eating quite a lot lately.. Got to cut down on my food intake! Gained a bit of weight.. but lazy to go for a jog...

haiz.. still tired...

But there's something that I won't get tired of doing it.. Missing someone n I think tat someone noes.. Miss ya...

Hmmmz...

Life! ah.. sianz! Why is it so? hahaa.. Why got to study? Why!? sianz! hahaha..

Was thinking whether I should go back to serve in the company..

So what's life~? haiz..

oooOoooo..

hahahaa.. OOooooOOOoo... so much changes to the GB program!!! yup... Can't catch up already... Found out like yesterday some of the changes that have been made... It's all so exciting.. ya? hahaa...

here I m.. trying to blog something.. got to study later on.. POB! hahaa.. yah yah.. for the first time rite? hahaa.. okok.. I know.. hahaa.. take care ppl.. Jia you wor!!

Unforgiveness..

Forgiving a person is quite hard to do.. especially if that someone has done something that hurts u a lot! well... it would take some time to forget about the whole matter... during this period of time... Pray to God.. Ask Him, in His strength and might, help you to forgive this person... Although saying is always easy then doing.. but u got to try.. yup! I've got to try!

A tiring day...

tiring day I would say.. started cleaning up my room @ about 8.45am... I didn know that tidying up my room alone is so tiring.. not to say about the whole house.. N my poor mommy and daddy had been doing that since we moved in here... n now.. They are in their 60s and still doing it.. They have really aged a lot!!! Back to my room.. wiped that dirty old fan.. n now it can go @ any speed.. cos it used to make quite a bit of noise when switched to slower fanning mode.. yupz...

Went shopping with my mommy yesterday.. it was so fun.. Since young.. I would always go into the changing room with my mommy and see her trying on those clothes.. As I watched her yesterday, I then realised that she has already got so many wrinkles on her face.. I felt so upset out of sudden.. PMS... mood swing.. but seriously.. I do feel sad.. for not always being @ home with my parents! Even if I m, I'm not spending enough quality time with them... I'm so fortunate.. so blessed to have my parents as my parents.. n of course not forgetting my brother..especiially Sylvester.. Wen, Ying, Ning, Jen, Drill Com ppl, ROwlies.. and to all my friends.. I thank God fer bringing u ppl into my life..

Jus got to know from my mom that my dad's diabetes has come back... not only that.. there's some problem with his kidney..

Dear heavenly Lord.. watch over my daddy and keep him in good health.. I'm afraid.. yes veri frightened as each day pass by.. I'm scared to lose all my love ones.. Lord, please bless everyone that I know oh Lord and that You keep them safe and sound please.. Thank You Father..Amen..

Sometimes, when we quieten ourselves down and really think what has happened to us.. We may have realised the wrong ways and stuff.. but the funny thing is when it comes to u.. u will actually repeat the mistake.. that's us.. Humanz!

Haiz.. so far for now.. Back to typing the minutes..

So cool...

WoW... I'm using my brother's iBook G4 to type out this blog... now I'm not tired.. yupz! because got to use something new? Yupz yupz... Got to type out the minutes later on!!! hehehee... this is so totally cool... the keypad is so nice to type wor...one thing that I'm not used it's his system! hahhaa.. yup yup!!! so cool.. hehehee..

Consequences...

Everything that I do.. I'll have to bear with the consequences... Things like going on a diet... Skipping meals... Well... it affected not only my stomach.. but also my body... Always getting this black out feeling after I get up from my seat... It's getting worse nowadays...

Skipping lessons is another things... Exams in months time n I haven't started my revision.. I didn't bother to catch up with what I've missed out! Bad attitude!!!! I better wake up my ideas...

Sianz.. is all I can desribe! sianz!!!

Ying's early early bday celebration...

Not a grand celebration..cos this time round was a bit too rush! hahaha... cracking our brains for ideas is another thing.. I mean we were like thinking what kind of surprises we wanna give to her this year... wOw... the four of us sure had a hard time thinking of how to surprise her! hahaha... Ours should be the earliest celebration that she has for this year's bday! hehehee...

Now then I realise how much I've missed hanging out with the 4 jie meis! We used to chit chat till late in the nite... n sometimes we will jio more jie meis.. ppl like desmond and shiyang.. hahaa.. yupz.. then we'll be like gossiping lor.. not really gossip.. but to update on one another what we have been up to... or start laming around.. hahaha.. yupz!!! Quite fun actually.. We had lots of laughter and fun... being together as a group of old frenz.. chattering away.. hehee...

of course... I miss my dar dar today too! That goes without saying... He has got duty on 1st Jan 2005.. hahaha.. that explains why I didn't spend my day with him today! hehehe... Dear, miss ya! I guess u're quite busy with ur illegal immigrants who are trying to swim across to ur camp now huh? hahaha... coolZ! hehehe... piglet jia you wor!!!

ate quite abit jus now! shux.. hahahaa.. got to go jogging one of these days le! maybe go swimming or something? hahaha.. yupz! can go tanning too.. actually I'm kinda afraid to go to the beach nowadays... u know.. after the tsunami thingie.. I know Spore won't be hit.. but still can't help but to worry lor... hahaha..

okie.. anywayz.. jus now something funny happened! hahaha.. the whole bus of passengers wanted to alight @ the bus stop opposite marina bay mrt station.. hahaa.. the interesting thingie is.. nobody in the bus wanna press the bell.. yupz.. guess what? the bus driver didn't stop driving but moved on.. hahaa... yupz.. hahaha... ppl started to panic and started pressing... but too late! He jus won't stop the bus!!! hahaha... n the whole bus actually wanted to alight @ that bus stop!? hahaha.. well.. that's us.. Singaporeans!! hahahaa...

Getting sleepy n tired... jus came back not long ago... sent shiyang, Carinne and Jenny back home.. Good nite peeps.. I'm gonna have a bath first! hahaa.. smells like those bbq stuff.. hahhaa... a roasted rabbit? ooPz...

It's two thousand 5... 2005!!!

yeah ppl!!!! aren't u all excited!? We have moved on, finally from 2004 to 2005... another year has passed.. I graduated from JC.. moved on to uni..found my dream guy... it's hard to juggle the time between friends, my parents, piglet.... so much that has happened in the past...

The latest.. the tidal waves crisis... so saddening.. to see the death toll rising each day.. n the estimated death toll would be reaching up to 150 000... I cried the nite when I watched the news with dar.. I'm on the verge of tears, even when watching it jus now... My heart goes out to those who have lost their family during this tsunami.. God, provide them with comfort.. let the dead rest in peace and the mourners to be less devastated.. It's really an horror... To see a holiday resorted... being visited by hundreds or thousands... to be down torn down.. completely by the killer waves! N the fast currents which has swept away so many innocent lives!!! Natural disasters! the consequences is really disastrous!

so much of the sorrows..

My resolutions for year 2005? To get slimmer? hahaha... have been putting on some weight lately... been eating non stop.. hahaha.. since Xmas eve! hahaha.. oooPz.. :P well... well... food is an irristable goods.. hahaa.. Gonna put in more effort in my studies! n working hard towards getting an honors for my degree! I can do it!? rite?? hmmmz.. seems a bit doubtful but I'll do it! hahaha... Spend more time with daddy n mommy! yupz... n also my dearest friends.. mainly ying, wen, ning n jen! yup yup!!!!! Get in line with God again... Be beside Him and not lagging behind... God please help me...

I guess the most most most upsetting thing in my life now would be...... I'll be turning twenTY this year!!!!! Oh no no no no no no... I'm like getting older!? n this time is really old!!!! haiz... so fast... think mommy n daddy also find that time flies bah.. it's like I was still a baby they were holding in their arms.. n now.. I'm a big gal!!! Big enough to get married liao? hahaha.. that's whay mom said! hahaha.. err... not yet lah! got to work n earn $$$ first.. hahaha...

oooOOOooo.... Time has a way of bringing changes n places never seen before.. so we're standing in this hallway.. looking at this door.. something says we're ready for what's on the other side.. so it's time to throw that door open wide... There r jus passages.. jus passages of time... for keeping the best and leaving the rest behind.. passages of time...