Emotions

当一个人计较起来，他是没有理性和时间去管对方的心情的。那我所受的insults and disrespect, who is going to be responsible? That's life isn't it?

But I've been said, I am too egoistic. 

always.

reflections.

was meeting up with customer and had a good ME time after for quite some time. Reflections time.

what is the thing i go for in life. 
simple life. one that inspires people.

one that brings joy and happiness to other.

everyone of us loves surprises.

loves to know that we have been in someone's mind isn't it?

so what do i want to achieve in life?

if i dont do things that service my goals in life why bother doing them?

why do i want to achieve such goals?

is it worth the journey?

it may not be easy, but when looking back i am sure i will be very proud of myself of what i have achieved.

its about me. and me. and nobody else in my life can make the decision for me. because i lead my own life. 

discpline is hard but is required in life.

i'm not perfect, but i will always work towards the best version of me. there isnt best actually, but always the better us.

It's okay not to be okay.

It is okay not to be okay.
This shows depicts the inner struggles of a caregiver, who has been caring for his elder brother, who has autism. They were on the run, because the elder brother actually witnessed the murder of his mother right before his eyes. Post-trauma made this brother went berserk whenever he dreamt of butterflies, because of the brooch that the murderer wore. 

Just watch it again, if I find the tough going. 

Communication

https://www.lifehack.org/articles/communication/communication-101.html

If you want the right action to take place when you communicate something important to another person, three C’s have to happen:

• Comprehend – the person has to understand you.
• Concur – the person has to agree with you. [This can be over-ruled to some extent in hierarchical environments, but it’s generally better if there’s buy-in.]
• Care – what you are trying to communicate has to matter to the person.

• Empathy – the parties need to understand each other’s disposition. If I can read you, I’ll know when to talk, when to shut up, when to ask questions and when to leave you alone.
• Listening – extending out past empathy. When I listen – really listen – to you, I can rapidly assess your level of intelligence, confidence, knowledge of the topic, and viewpoint. I can ‘hear between the lines’ and know when to ask a question to get you to open up further. Good listening, in short, will ramp up the level of of communication between us.
• Advocating – when I do open my mouth, what comes out of it? This is the element that most people associate with effective communication – the gift of the gab, the silver tongued devil – and if I am deficient in this capacity, it is unlikely that I am going to gain a reputation as a great communicator.

you need to be genuinely exceptional in all three of those areas, plus you have to be sufficiently self-aware and sufficiently confident in yourself to apply those skills in your day-to-day dealings.

Very good article!

http://www.thevalue101.com/article.php?id=55177

The struggle..

Is real...

Seriously... 

Keep it simple?

Honor your words. 

The struggle is real. 

Can I just shrink and hide? 

Insensitive.

Just fucking insensitive.
I'm having my menses, Sarah woke up at 3am and has been crying and bubbling since then.
I constantly got disturbed by Jovan just because he wants someone to play with him.
And yet you expect 100% attention on you.
I mean like what the fuck???

Let me tell you why I am so angry! Because I made the effort not to talk to you... not to tell you things... as much as I want to..that is simply because you said you are at work. So stop fucking around and leave me alone!

What do you guys want from me???
I am just downright negative.
Stay away.

非凡自由

想要放弃是最容易的。

I am tired.

Like seriously! Exactly how I felt! 

Mid Life Crisis?

Lots of things happening in my life.
If I have chosen to blog, it means I really need to vent it out by writing.
I'm in my mid30s. Am I having a mid-life crisis?
What do I want in my life?
What do I want to achieve in my life?
I have learnt a lot.
I have grown a lot.
I have matured a lot.
But suddenly, this sense of emptiness.
It fills the void of my heart.

Success.

Often we heard, success is a choice.
Indeed, everything in our lives is about making a choice.
A successful person is not because of the abilities but because of his attitude that made him who he is today, in every aspect of his life.
My life, I need to plan ahead and not waste any more time.
I am already in my mid-30s. Jasmine, do something that in future when you look back, you are proud of your own achievements.
Despite all the challenges that are being thrown in my life!
Hwaiting!

Burn out.

Has been a tough week! =) started off quite on the fire, but the fire slowly died down with rejections that I met. 

I keep reminding myself, it is because I want that Is why I am willing. Got to keep reminding myself that! =) 

我要我愿意。

I'm.not.a.quitter!!!

Back to writing.

It seems, writing in the past has helped me pass by my days. And I do enjoy penning done my thoughts.

It has been a while since I last posted something. I seem to be in the midst of a mid life crisis. Am I? Or am I trying to be a turtle and hide in my own shell? I feel like escaping but there seems no route that I can take.

It is expected of me to recharge and regain my life. 

Reminder to myself. Focus on my goals. Focus on what I want. Focus on the things that spur me on. Focus is so so so important!!!