Friday, March 30, 2007

Curry.

Mommy cooked curry chicken today! Gosh. Rushed back home and ate it all up! Yummy!!! Simply "sedap" ah!

Sigh. Studying. Chore. Eeks.

Fats. Urgh. Wobbly!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

It's here!

Yup! My first spree item has finally reached my place. Phew. Erm. Kinda disappointed as the colour and the design differs quite a LOT from the pics I saw online! Urgh. But it's the experience that I am actually seeking for. Here are my some insights that I have gathering after exploring the spree websites for almost a month!

Goods ordered from Taiwan auction websites takes at least a mth for the entire spree process to end. Quality wise, erm. Get it?

Be good to your spree ograniser and they will be good to you too! Don't be too demanding as they have kindly volunteered their time and effort in helping us to purchase OUR stuff. Remember, be KIND to them!

Will update more. In school now. Ha. Running here and there instead of mugging la!

Anyway, just went to submit my resume to HSBC! People, pray hard for me that I will be able to get an interview! =) I am realli interested in working for HSBC.

HSBC, the world local bank. =P

Monday, March 26, 2007

Invesment Management

IM. Not instant messenger la. It's the toughest module that I would be tested on for my finals. And the worse thing, I DON'T understand a single thing! Urgh. Trying my best to read and re-read but...

I am afraid for IM! HELP!

Friday, March 23, 2007

Fisher Separation Theory states that...

Financing and invesment decisions are separated. Irregardless of the firms' preferences, all will have an optimal investment policy at the tangential points of Production Opportunity Frontier and the Capital Market Line.

Haa. Going crazy!

Tomorrow is going to be another long long long long and tiring tiring tiring day.. I miss my bed!

Monday, March 19, 2007

Sigh.

Wondering why I am not in bed yet? It is all because of a cricket! It made the ringing sound la! Couldn't sleep. Another main reason is that I was thinking of the GB event on 24th! Have been slacking and not studying for the past few days! I have wasted 4 days! That is equivalent to 48 40 hours, if say I manage to sit down and mug for 10 hours a day. Can't blame anyone but myself.

That expression on her face. I would never forget. Speaking poor English. Help! I stammer when I am nervous or trying very hard to convey a message across! That feeling really sux!

Sigh.

My right hand is numbed!

Friday, March 16, 2007

=)

Haa. I just want to be like my mom, being a housewife and have lots of time on her hand!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Huh!?

"Our lives are ruled by rules and conventions. Throw away our inhibitions and you may have some unexpected experiences."

How long have you not walked in the rain without an umbrella? Shameful. I actually spelt the word umbrella wrongly just now. Laziness. Power of word processor and it spell check function!

Ha.

I want to be a HOUSEWIFE. I want to have my own BABY! Sob.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Thankful. Getting older.

Home alone for the past 2 days. I cried when I came back from home after my mock exams. Sense of loneliness. The feeling was terrible and with all the things I've been going through, I just couldn't control my flow of tears. I know, am too soft and emotional.

Finally, my brother came back from camp and I felt more at ease. Sent the car for a wash @ Caltex then went to buy KFC dinner. Had a fun time catching up with my brother and got to know more about his experience in camp. =) Felt bad leaving him alone at night while I went over to Bester's place.

Papa roach came to my place after he had his dinner at home. I'm VERY thankful for his presence and time with me. Without him, I think my world will be dark and lonely!!! Really appreciated his love and concern for me! Thank you dar! Guess that's one way how God showed me His concern, that is sending a friend to stay by my side.

Bester and I turned gardeners for a day! Haa. Oh boy! Had so much fun watering the plants! Dar saw a ladybird and he was so so so excited! Haa. I commented that it look like a robot and he couldn't not agree with me! =)

My parents just came back! Hee. Felt so relieved! Dad said that we didn't water enough and some plants are very dehyrdated! =P Dunno mah! First time spending so much time in the garden. I am surprised that I kinda liked watering the plants!

Ha. I am a grown up! Must learn how to deal with stress and challenges. Hey, that is what the world is about today. Do not be afraid as God will be there to guide me. Why should I be bothered over small issues? Interacting with people aint easy but does not mean I have to be afraid. We HAVE to interact with human beings at every moments of our lives! Brace up, Jasmine!

Thank you ru! Yup. A transition period. That is what I am facing. But with family and friends around me, and most importantly with God around, they will always be there to pick me up if I ever fall down.

I have been putting up false front. Appear to be garang on the outside but inside me, I am as timid as the mouse! Ha.

Suddenly felt so encouraged. Hee. Listening to music.. err.. those without singing kind?

Got to buck up! I CAN DO IT.

I miss him! = (

Friday, March 09, 2007

Overwhelmed.

Yes. I am in a very stressed state of mind right now. Went out without remembering to bring Hui's examiners' report and thinking that my paper starts at 9am. My mind is in a whirl. Full of things that isn't related to the paper I am taking later on.

I'm worried whether things will get settled before the actual day and with so many changes happening, when can it be really finalised? I thought yesterday would be the day I have settled most of the things but it turns out not to be.

Roles. Responsibilities. Why do I have to grow up? Am I facing a hard time because it is a transition period of being a teen to a young adult? Oh boy! I must have taken a very long time. Sigh. I don't even know what I want to do after I graduate. Yes. I am afraid. Afraid of stepping into the working society. But guess I would have to learn along the way.

By the way, I am in school. Gonna do some last minute studying before by paper at 10am.

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Ultimately.

Stressed. Getting REALLY nervous right now. Cannot sleep well for the past one month already just because examinations is in another 2 months time. It's actually less than that minus-ing off those days that I need to be in school for revision workshops! Left about 49 days counting immediately after my MSM prelim!

ME paper really stressed me out! I didn't know a single question and can only make do with my minimal knowledge! It's so much tougher compared to year 2006 paper and I thought that was the toughest!

IM paper was kinda easy provided I did a thorough revision, which of course, I didn't! Was trying to cram in all the information the night before. The weather on the day itself was a spoiler. Had been raining for the whole day! Urgh. Seeing people leaving earlier made it worse! Totally no mood to sit in the exam hall for the whole 3 hours and not to say to write decent essays to be marked by the examiners. Sigh.

I am in deep **** trouble! It's my last year. If I fail 2, my degree will just merely be a pass. That means I have wasted my 3 years of mugging. But if I fail more than 3, I can of course choose to retake. That would mean wasting more of my "investors" $$$! Ehh, investors are my parents la. Sigh!

HELP. Need lots of prayers. Pray I will be able to remember ACCURATELY those things that I have studied. Pray that I will UNDERSTAND what I am reading. Pray that I will be in good health. Thank you all! Sigh.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

Drowned.

*toot*

So many things to study!?