A new blog skin!

yeah ppl... so exciting rite? I'm having a new blogskin! Piglet this time round.. like the pink background... okie now guess what? i'm using my brother's computer! Yupz yupz yupz.. okie... seldom I'll get to use this com.. cos when he's around, the area around his computer desk becomes a prohibited area! anywayz.. his work area is cool... like as if you're working!

time check.. time now is 4.45pm.. ppl are getting ready to go home from work... coolz.. actually kinda miss working life a bit!

oh dear.. these few days have been eating non stop.. guess it's time to play the mental game again.. later better go do some jogging.. hehehee.. alritey... (arghz.. mommy jus fed me with this cripsy meet) oohhz.. nice! hehehee.. okie okie.. my right tooth hurts a bit.. ouch!

Hey...

Erm... something must be very wrong with me nowadays... Haven't been typing a decent entry for ages... Perhaps is due to me working for the whole of last month... or is it because I have already lost the touch of "penning" down my thought? Arghz... I've got absolutely no idea man...

hmmmz... it's time that I change my blogskin... Yeah? hehehe.. This black one though seems cool and nice... but erm... it's far too simple for a complicated mind.. Well.. I love to think and when I do, I complicate stuff... hehehee...

Sighz... Lotsa of things happened to me recently. I am torturing not only myself, but the people around me suffer lots too! The person who stood by me... other than the Almighty Father... he's the one who gave me encouragement... Gave in to me... He's none other than Sylvester Swee... My boyfriend...

PMS is over and I am glad that it is gone... The dry throat is still there accompanied by the constant coughing... I am trying harder to be nicer to everyone... To my mom, dad, brother, friends and of course to him...

Hey, did I mention that I drove to Orchard and town area? And that was like really the first time that I ever drove there? Okie.. for those who do not know, I am a lousy driver who don't dare to drive down along Orchard.. Reason? So horrible! The traffic there is like.. ai yo.. headache ah... and must know your roads well if not you would not how to drive there man.. hehehe.. thanks to my map reader, Syl, who successfully directed me from one end of Orchard to the other... hehehe.. :) Thank u dar..

Hmmmz.. so exciting! Drill Committee Retreat! The very first one! hahaha... so cool..

hmmmz... I'm starting to wonder... and I wonder how and I wonder why... hehehe..

okie... Stop wandering in my thoughts!! hehehee.. errr.. hmmmz.. *scratching head*

Siblings...

Hey hey yo yo... I love you you love me...
I tot we're happy family...
But the fact that you said we are drifting apart...
Shows that we are not happy...

Hey hey yo yo... What to do? You tell me...
This conflict that we're having...
How to solve it? Sit down and have coffee me...
So that we can be happy family...

Hey hey yo yo...

Hungry

I am hungry now. Tot I could eat the chicken wrap that i bought from KFC after the shower.. but ended up they didn't give it to me and I paid for it! Stupid me... I am crying... I don't care what others think. I can't take it. I just want to cry.

Who knows how I feel?
At this moment of my life...
The stress that I have to face...
From school, friends, my and his family...

Who knows I am crying?
Deep within my heart...
The hurt I've gotten...
To see and hear things...
About me that's not me...

Who knows I am trying hard?
Do they know that I am?
Do they try their best too?
In whatever ways we all can?

Who knows the struggle that I have?
When I tried and failed each time...
The voice who kept me going...
But another who asked me to give up...
The torturing moments, I'm tired...
Spare me if you all can...

Thank You Lord for Your unconditional love...
I guess there's no one else in this world,
Who is willing to love like You do for me,
And without any stings attached!
Father, I need Your strength now...
To fight against this emotional war that's within my heart...
Help me Lord, if You can...
Or is this a test that You have set for me?

Updates...

Okie ladies n gentlemen... here's some updates abt my life...

I'm no longer working. Slacking at the moment. Ha. Erm... No income no $$$ to spend! How? No lah. Looking for a perm part time job. so ppl, if u have got lobang pls do tell me alrite?

NDP NE show was good... Tml there's going to be another one. Priscilla, thank you for your prayers! Ladies from NDP'05 marching contingent... jia you wor! Drink lots of water tonight. Rest well and don't stay up too late!

Hmmmz... Attended my best buddy's graduation yesterday. Feel so happy for her! Haha... She looks so pretty!

Today marks the 1st year anniversary I have with Syl. Yupz! :)

NDP

phew... Didn't faint yesterday... Thank God for providing my with the strength...

And to those who have given me support... Ppl like Amanda, Ashley, Jeannette, Angeline, etc... Thank you so much for your concern and care! hehehee.. :) hugz... n not forgetting my dar dar, who taught me how to relax while standing smartly and how to keep myself entertained throughout the whole parade. Last but not least... n I've thanked Him for His strength upon me! Thank you all...

I am very proud of the GB girls. They did well. Though sometimes they may get a bit cranky..(oopz..) but when it comes to parade, they have indeed did their best and bring glory not to our organisation but to the great and almighty Father in heaven. We're marching not for ourselves but for Him! Girls, keep it up!!!

Whenever the bus passed by national stadium, it reminded me of girls and sirs who took part in last year's NDP! It was indeed an awesome experience with them! Miss you all!!!! How have u all been ladies? hehehe.. For those who are having their major exams this year, please work hard and all the best to you... Will keep u all in prayers!

Hmmmz... Saw my dar dar march yesterday! So smart and cool!!!! hehehe.. Alrite.. I noe I shouldn't move much while standing on the parade ground.. but couldn't help but to glance at him while he was forming back to the contingent to march off! hehehe... So hunky... oopz..