2006!

Phew! In just a blink of an eye, we're going to say "bye bye" to 2005 and welcome two O O six with both our arms! Have you people thought of what you should do on these last few hours of 2005?

Haha... It had been a fun filled year with lots of happening things! Looking on a sadder side of my life, I failed 3 full units! Meaning I have to study really hard for my exams in year 2006 as I'll be taking 6 units! Sigh. Had lots of arguements and quarrels with Bester throughout the year. Had let my parents down for not doing well in school! Didn't spend as much time as I did before with my bestest buddies and pals! (They are Jen, Wen, Ying, Carinne - buddies. Hui, Juan, Ting - pals) Didn't talk to my brother as much as before (Hey bro, yeah.. I miss u a little too! haa.. dun get too surprised by that okie? You're da only brother I have!) *Always look on the bright side of life...* haa.. of course there are many joyful events in my life too! Haa.. Like the fun that I had with my parents when we went out together as a family.. the laughter that Bester's family has brought me! Hee.. There are fond memories that I'll never forget!

There are some things which I'll like to share with everyone. Something that I had only thought of after one my ex-school mate's death. He was only 20 when he died weeks ago.

I've been saying "I love you" to those whom I hold dearly. Just don't want to regret if by any chance I would to leave this world a bit earlier than expected! Anything can happen! Sigh. You can get yourself killed if when you cross the road! Sigh. Sad isn't it?

To all my who I know, just want to appreciate for your friendship for the past days, months and years! If I've offended anyone of you in the course of my life, just want to take this chance to apologise! Sincerely I present to you all my apologies! Sorry ppl!

I pray to the Lord that in my years to come, I'll be taught to be a better person. Amen.

Messy!?

Can't stand my room any longer! Ha. So messy with things lying around.. be it on the floor, my bed, the table.. well, it's everywhere! Trust me... haa.

I'm going for a battle in year 2006. Will first attack SIM Hall 4.03 and will take a break from there before conquering Singapore Expo Hall dunno what! Ha. How on earth am I going to win when I didn't even know the actual war zone? Shux! Have to pay some money in January to bribe those officials. It's a hefty sum mind you! $3000!!! Dad told me that I better score well this time round if not he's going to let me earn my own school fees!

Am rushing to finish my projects on hand. Hope to do it well and good. Gave myself a dateline that by 1 Jan got to complete everything that I'll have to plan!

Read XiaXue's blog. She looked so pretty in those pics! Sigh. I hope I can too! I am looking fatter each day. Trying to skip meals nowadays and also to walk longer distances to burn a bit more calories. Ha.

Emotionally I am still quite disturbed by certain things. I wonder why can't I be seen as who I am!? Why am I treated like as if I'm one of the finalist in the Star Idol!? Well, if I really am I should be in that show as one of them right now! Sigh. Shall use one sentence that Bester used.. "I'm treated like shit!"

Now I know how it feels. Dar, I apologise for that! Truly!

Wanna buy more pink stuff! Haa. Thinking of getting Lucky a pink leash! Haa. Perhaps a pink bowl where she can drink from. Hmm...

New Year - 2006 - Resolutions

Hee... Just celebrated Christmas and now waiting for 2006 to come! Here are some things that I wish to accomplish or things that I wish may come true during the year to come!

1) Spending more quality time with my parents, brother and Lucky!
2) Be a better child of God and to my parents, a better sister to my brother, a better servant leader to the drill committee, a better friend to all my friends, a better person who treats everyone well and good.
3) Harmony and peace in my family and dar dar's family.
4) Hope to build better relationships with everyone!
5) Score well in my examinations!

Heee... Yeah think that's abt all.. will update when I feel there's more things that needs to be added to the list.

Now for the list of things that I wanna get for myself!

1) White tube top
2) More skirts
3) One pair of Levis jeans
4) More beautiful tops
5) More shoes
6) Stuff from Perlini Silver (Heard that they are having post Xmas sales!)
7) More bags

Hee.. Am giving myself $200 budget for all these things! So I guess I'll have to buy things that I really like the most! :)

Xmas 2005

"Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock!..."

Spent an awesome Christmas with Dar and his family. Shall mention who were at the party... Got Auntie Sally, Uncle and Auntie, Joshua, Dar's bro and Charmaine, Dawn and Alicia, Dar's 4th Auntie, Dar's 3rd Auntie and uncle, Marybeth and of course got dar dar and me! Haa... Had lots of fun during the gift exchange as we draw lots to see which one we would get!

Party would be incomplete without yummy yummy food isn't it? Had sushi, honey baked ham, log cake, bee hoon, salmon, chicken.. Simply delicious! Haa.. But I controlled my food intake a little fearing of putting on weight! Haa... Had some aloholic drinks and a bit of beer.. hee..

The clock strikes 12 and all of us exchanged presents and wishing one another "Merry Christmas!"... haa.. Receieved lots of presents from many ppl..

Parents - A hot pink Motorola Razr
Bester Dar Dar - OP violet skirt and a Pierre Cardin pink wallet!
Buddies - A tube top.. hee.. a bit too small ah.. and a necklace in my fav colour pink! and xmas cards, a pair of chopsticks with my fav Precious Moments!
Best pals - key chain, xmas cards!
Auntie Sally - Aroma therapy
Auntie Maria - Spa set
Uncle Cogan - Perfume
Charmaine and Dar's brother - Necklace

Haa.. Thank you all! Am very blessed with all da gifts! It's the thought that counts! Love 'em all!

Meant to have a joyful Xmas dinner with best buddies on da 23rd Dec.. Apologies to Jen, Web, Ying, Carinne and Bryan for the awkward moments. Also wanna apologise to Dar Dar cos I had upsetted him a lot on that day! Sorry honey!

This is one of the best Christmas I ever had! Thank you all who have made it possible!

Hot pink Motorola Razr V3

I have finally discarded my old Nokia phone and got myself a phone which I love veri much! It is really a limited edition (when I bought my handphone set, there were only 5 left!). It's colour, PINK, is one of my favourite colours! (Guess what? Dar wore pink today! He's so hunky!)

Finally, the phone that I always wanted. Goodbye Nokia. Till u come up with a pink phone if not I'll stick to this one! :)

Steamboat!

There was a steamboat at my place last night! Juan, Hui and Ting came over for a gathering and also to celebrate Christmas. Haa. We sure had a fun time catching up with one another while munching on the yummy food that we have prepared.

Thank you Daddy for allowing us to have it at our house!
Thank you Mommy for cooking the soup! Simply delicious!
Thank you Di Di... erm.. haa.. just thank u for being my brother!
Thank you Dar Dar for washing all the food and being able to be there with us!
Thank you Ting for frying the nuggets! Yummy!
Thank you Hui for washing the plates!
Thank you Juan for the log cake! hee!

Ah.. We took serveral shots of ourselves! Will upload them in a while.

A picture taken with my bestest pals.

Just me and dar with the log cake!

The insignificant us.

Bester and I are tiny in this world. But when we are being noticed by anyone, we should feel honored.

I am really glad and happy to know that there are so ppl reading my blog! And for those who have known me for years, thank you for the comments that you all have made. Hee.. I guess you all have seen quite a big change in me huh? For those who do not know me and seen me in the past and yet make comments elsewhere, hmm.. I'll gladly accept any kind of statements made. :)

Of course, the positive us have been getting more strength, grace and love from God. Thank You Lord. :) For taking care the insignificant us.

The Words of the Lord..

Matthew 7 : 1-5
"Do not judge or you too will be judged. 2 For in the same way you judge others, you be judge, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. 3 Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? 4 How can you say to your brother, "Let me take the speck out of you eye," when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? 5 You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye.

Lord, help me with to lead a Christ like life, Father! It's never easy but I will do it.

Updates on my life.

Let me first upload a pic! hee.. hang on..

Haa.. that's me and my baby at East Coast Park. We went on the 17th Dec, Saturday! Had lots of fun and laughter with him on this special day. He was so sweet. Gave me a bottle with a note inside, just like what I did a year and a half ago. Haa. But I threw the bottle not knowing that we will be together. But dar dar said it's alright. He remembered it at heart. Hee.. Wanna know more about what we did? Can visit his blog at www.johannesswee.blogspot.

Hee. There has been a lot of emotional warfare going on in the house. Hatred was filled in the everywhere. I cannot deny that I was not affected by it, afterall I am still a young teen (uh hum.. haa.. not anymore in a month or so..) and a gal. Though I have been reminded hundreds and thousands of times that I shouldn't, but I can't help but to carry that baggage (bad potatoes) inside me. There are many times I ask help from God to help me grow a forgiving heart but devil overcomes that desire and I eventually let it take control of me.

But now, God has spoken to me once again that He is with me all the while. I just have to open my heart and go back to His words and the truth. I am willing to do that! I am! God help me please.

School? Haa. Have been slacking for almost 2 months. Didn't do much revision and catching up. Am determined to do so once 2006 starts! haa. Peeps, keep me in prayers won't you?

rUmBliNg...

haha.. my tummy is calling for help! No food is inside my stomach. Was thinking whether I should eat my dinner. Am meeting da drill comm ladies for dinner later! hee.. But am afraid of putting on weight and I'm currently quite broke. Sigh.

Hee. No much to update about for the past few days. Just miss my dar a lot! Miss his room and his parents! Haa. Well, I used to stay over at his house quite frequently. But doing so, I miss my parents, brother and my room lots! Haa.. Sigh. But I love the arrangement that Syl and I have come up with.

Mon - Stay at home!
Tues - Meet him in da evening but go home!
Wed - School!
Thurs - Dar coming over to my house!
Fri - Personal time!
Sat - School in the morning and gai gai in the afternoon!
Sun - Stay over at Dar's house!

hee.. Yeah... In this way, will be able to spend more time with my family and friends and he too can spend more time with his love ones! hee..

Missing him deeply now. Sigh. Time for HRM! Tata~

Sigh.

I miss my darling veri much.

Hate me if you want. I beg you not to do it to your only sibling?!

Sigh.

Yawn.

I'm feelin so tired. Perhaps I'm both physically and mentally drained by now. Haa. School is really something that is killing millions of my brain cells. Ouch! Haa. Have been doing some planning of my next week's schedule. Christmas is nearing. Lots of gatherings and dates! Keke. Not with guys, of course but with my sch mates, gb mates, best buddies and pals, family...

Just went shopping with Mom! Haa. Has been a long time ever since we went out together le! Hee. Feel so blessed to have her around with me. Tried to get closer to her when we walk. I like the feeling of being close to her. Wanted to hold her arm but didn't have the courage to do so. Nowdays, you seldom see youngsters holding their parents' hands right? That's pretty sad actually. Perhaps they yearn for our touch and concern too?

Di Di bought home 3 packets of Hokkien Mee. Daddy can't eat prawns so my brother didn't buy. Anyway, he just reached home from his fishing trip. Hee. I am glad that he has some friends to keep him accompany. This way, he won't feel lonely.

Lucky seems a bit sickly today. Didn't finish up the food that we gave her. She even didn't bite her favourite veg, West Australian carrot when we gave it to her! Shux. Gal, you better eat something. Don't try to lose weight like me okie? I know Mommy said you fat fat but you still must eat something! Ha. As if she can read this!? Oh dear. I must be getting really BONKERS!

I was trying to use the sewing machine just now. Mind you, it has been left untouched for donkey years! I heard some weird noise and before I know it there was smoke and buring smell filled my Dad's room! I got a scare of my life! I called for Mommy and she scolded me saying that there's nothing to be afraid of! Am glad that she didn't blame me for spoiling her sewing machine! Sigh. Sorry Mom!

Brother is sleepin now. Oh yah. I'm outside my room. He just moved this tower outside so that it is easier to do his stuff. His birthday is coming soon! Haa. Have already given him a present. Sponsored him for I-Pod Nano. Hee. Happy early Birthday brother!

Sigh. Have been spending quite a lot lately. But I insist so! Haa. It's the season of giving and of course receiving!

WoW!

That was the first reaction when I saw the hot pink Razr a month ago! And when I finally am able to get this handset yesterday, it went out of stock! Utterly disappointed and sad. Sigh.

Changed to a new blogskin! Pinkish.. that's my colour.. hee..

: (

I find myself singing this song over and over again...

God will make a way, when there seems to be no way.
He work s in ways we cannot see..
He will make a way for me..

He will be my guide, hold me closely to His side...
With love and strength with each new day...
He will make a way, He will make a way...

Sigh. School! That is my main focus! Other than that, I shall wash my hands off anything.

I am hungry!! hee..

Upset.

Totally emotionally disturbed.

God will be there to help me.

We have to continue this path on our own and of course, God!

Huat ah!

Feel so happy for my dar dar! He went for an appointment this morning and he just called me saying that the guy has actually asked for a quotation from him! Haa.. well that means there's still hope in getting the deal! Yeah..

Dar just called me again saying that there's going to be another appointment this afternoon! Fwah! Feel so happy!!! Hee.. Finally my dar dar has seen some of his efforts being paid off!

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No matter what, he will give ya the lowest price that you can ever find in the market! The material he provides is also very good! :)

My lunch.

Milo and dumplings and one ma ti shu! :) Cheers everyone!

Yi Ge Ren Shi Mian..

yeah.. haa.. it's 3am in da morning and I'm at Bester's room typing away. He just rearranged his room to this very cool arrangment! Haa.. Some kind like the office way of arranging the furniture. heee... (Can hear dearie snoring..) Poor him.. can't blame that he's so tired tonight. We went shopping for the whole of yesterday. I am tired too.. Just that am too sticky.. Err... Well, fell asleep when I was lying on da bed! haa..

Washed my face to remove the makeup le. Perhaps that explains why I am so wide awake? Beats me.. :)

Dar dar has been busy with designing his website. Peeps, if you need the printing shirt service and it is 40 pieces or more, do come and look for me. Bester will and must try to give you the lowest rate that you can find in the market! I am serious! Do take a look at his webbie and you will roughly know how and why is it so... http://yiotexapparel.tripod.com

I miss my buddies. Saw Carinne on the train while on the way to Akira Warehouse sale! So sweet of her to bring her baby brother out to gai gai! Hee.. She was rushing back to watch the Star Awards and we did catch up a bit on the train! haa.. Not that I've not seen her for a long time cos we just met last Thurs for a shopping spree (ultimate shopping princess is Ying! She has bought Levis jeans, tank top from Hula and Co, skirt from Double Index.. n I think there's more? Can't remember!) haaa.. Miss Wen the most, especially! Haven't seen her for a long long long time... She has just finished her exams and think she's kinda wear out due to the stress and work load? Hee.. Jen will be working from morn till 9pm! Carinne also busy with her promoter's job... Ying will be heading back to work after her last paper on Tues! Sigh. Seems like we are all busy with our things right?

I felt that we are really grown up! Haa.. You know the topics that we chat now are so much of exchanging views about certain issues and lesser of gossips! Is it good or bad? haa... It can mean we have become more mature or we are really catching on our age!

Miss my parents and brother too. Wonder how they are now! Is my brother still awake perhaps using his Apple computer? My parents should be snuggling in bed at this late hour!

The most headache problem that I have now is that I HAVE PUT ON WEIGHT. That is a very sad piece of news to me! My flabby arms! Argh. Sigh. Back to using the gel again!? I am trying to do sit ups and push ups in the morning to tone them up a bit. Will be bringing down the Power Rider from my dad's room so that I can use it while I am at home. Oh ya. I am going to rearrange my room yet again! haa..

Bester said he miss those kids at the montessori! And the kid he misses most is Johnathon! haa.. Me too!

Sigh. Wanna go out with my mommy n daddy! Has been a long while since we all go out together! Will we be able to go out later in the afternoon perhaps to IMM to buy stuff? I dunch noe! hee..

Jingle bell... Jingle bell...

Yahoo! X'mas is finally coming soon.. It's the month of December and the X'mas-y atmosphere is everywhere! So here's my wishlist! (haa.. to those who still do not know what 2 buy.. keke..)

1) Hot pink Motorola Razr V3 (Daddy n mommy are getting me this! Thank you!!)
2) Adidas handbag (Ying has one) or those big big bags
3) Walletshop: wallets, hand pouches, handphone cover
3) Pretty pretty tops and bottoms
4) P.O.A bronze slippers
5) A makeover for my room
6) SLIMMING products are MOST WELCOME!
7) Necklace or pendants!

Err.. still got more.. but can't recall now.. will update again!

It's finally here...

For peeps who have been faithfully reading my blog, they would know that the mobile phone that I am comtemplating to purchase is now finally out in the market! Have this struggle within me whether I should get just this phone or a 3G phone which comes with a 1.3 mega pixel camera function! Sigh. In my mind it says that I should get the cheaper one, which is the hot pink version of Motorola Razr V3... but on the other hand, it is telling me that I should get one that is more value for money which is the Sony Ericsson P600i. Oh dear! Which one should I buy? Girls are really fickle minded! Aren't they? One instance they said they want this and another they insist on that. Shux! Who can help me to decide? My brother suggested that I buy Nokia N70 and he will exchange his phone with mine. Sigh.

I really like the hot pink mobile because it is stylish with the PINK coat but on the other hand a 1.3 mega pixel camera can do me good as I like to take lots of photographs of myself and friends! Sigh. Am thinking of getting a new digital camera too! Mine is getting older and older each year! Should I or shouldn't I change it? Sigh. Another thing I have to waste my brain cells on...

I am getting FATTER! People, I am not joking about this thing. I am getting FATTER and FATTER each day. I hate how I look like now. A pig! Really, that is how I will describe myself. Hate it! Sigh.

Notes, they are everywhere! Sigh. When will I ever finish reading them?

Of course, there are some things which bring me happiness and laughter to my life. My parents, my brother, my dog and not forgetting Sylvester, my buddies, my GB buddies from BBSS and Drill Comm and also my schoolmates.

Met up with Jen, Ying and Carinne at Orchard this afternoon. Without fail, they have sure brighten up my life with their smiles and concern! We are just like close sisters talking almost about anything. But someone is missing! Wen, our another precious sis! Yupz.. She needs to revise for her last paper which is tested tomorrow! We miss her presence so much! Haa. The three of them were so stoning because they had late nights the night before! All of them were at some popular night spots and oh boy, I think they have quite a bit of fun there! haa.. Of course it is definitely not as fun as the 5 of us being together right? Oopz. haa..

Haa.. I miss them all!!!