Hee.

Updating my blog has always been an enjoyable task for me. Thank you so much for those who have been faithfullly reading my blog. Haha. Though I don't know anyone who reads my blog every now and then! Haa..

I have bought an OP bag which my brother thought it cost $60 bucks~!!!!! Haa. I am a cheapo. Bought it at only $15. Yeah! Worth buying rite?

Ai ai ah.. Don't buy your $168 bag lah! So expensive! Haa..

Have managed to crack da codes a bit here n there.. haa.. Quite obscene. Haa. So shan't typed it here. Msg me if you want to know what the msg means. Or if you have a definition of it. =)

I am sick! Haa. Dar said my mouth smells like a sick person lor. Boo Hoo Hoo.

Argh.

Haa. My lips feel dry and hot. Seems like I am falling ill soon.

Yawn. Sleeping time. Good nite.

Thankful.

Thank goodness that my colleague has made clear to me that she wasn't actually irritated by me!!! Haa. It was me being over sensitive. =) So just ignore my previous entry!

Yeah. Can resume to my usual chatty self in office le!

I'm thankful to a lot of people who have crossed my pathway... Some who have left footprints... Some left scars... Some left golden words... Some haven't left yet! ;P

=) Somoeone has left a string of codes for decoding. Am trying hard to make out what it means.

Puzzled.

Seriously, what on earth have I DONE WRONG to have irritate someone so badly.

Depressed. Shall be back to my quiet self once again. Shhh.

Work.

Haa. Hey peeps, how's everyone getting on? Miss me because I've been missing in action for weeks in the internet world? Haa. Gonna update you people what I've been up to lately. Got to provide some explainations right? ;]

Started my new job assignment after 4 days of temping at J.D. Power Asia (a marketing research company) and now working as a Temp Admin Assistant at Toyota Motor Asia Pacific Pte Ltd. It was fun and thank goodness that I have got Madelene to guide me for 2 weeks before she leaves and start schooling at SIM! Ha. Ironically, there was a temp girl (also from SIM, taking UOL programme as well!!!) who was supposed to take over her duties but she left after one day? Ha. A small world indeed. (Awww...)

Job scope: Filing, doing PV (don't ask me what it stands for!!), delivering documents to different departments, etc. Fun!!

Sigh. But I miss school. A lot!!! Really cannot wait till school reopens. Can't believe that it is still June as it feels like I am already in the month of July!!! Can time pass a little bit faster? Haa.

Manage to catch my very first movie after so long with my bestest buddies. Hee.. Watched "Just my luck". A comedy that I would recommend. Especially if you have found yourself lately to be very unlucky, wait till you watch this and see how unlucky others really are.

Hee.. Sigh. Have been feeling down too. (Secret. Won't divulge anything.)

It's Saturday and I'm learning to treasure the resting and entertainment time I have!

Oh yah. One happy thing to note. Bester bought me my favourite heels!! Thank you hubby! HUgz.

Life.

The title of my blog: Life.

When I first stated this blog, I wanted to share with people about my life and what I have gone through for the past few years. To update all about my unhappening life. I also wanted to blog about my thoughts and feelings, those that I may not want to verbally share it with anyone.

Life. Alive or Dead?

I can't imagine my parents, brother, Bester, my bestest buddies, best pals and friends leaving this world. The thought of this makes my heart sinks!

Lousy.

Have been in a lousy mood ever since my exams finished! Worrying about my results all day long, fearing that I may fail any subjects again!!! Have been praying hard that I will be able to clear all and also to score well if I can. Sigh.

I have been in a daze to such an extent that I do not like to talk much nowadays. The bubbly me has faded as time goes by. I have been "showing attitude" to everyone, even to Bester and parents and my bestest buddies.

Bester: I got to apologise the being not the usual self ever since I started preparing for me examinations. I am trying hard to become more chatty and open. =)

Jen, Ying, Wen, Carinne: Sorry!!! Know I have not been talking much to you gals lately!!! Perhaps it is due to us not meeting up so often nowadays that makes me feel kinda distant from you all lately. Especially Jen, thank you so much for making the effort to make me communicate with you all! I really appreciated it lots! =) Give me some time k?

I promise that I will get back my bubbly and chatty self again! I promised.

Updates.

3 June 2006, Saturday

Haa. Have actually forgotten to blog about the BBSS 20th Anniversary Dinner! Ha. Here's a rather late report of the happenings. Saw several of our teachers who have taught me during my 4 years in sec school. Was fun catching up with one another and marvelling at the numerous changes that had taken place.. In terms of our apperances, ie those who used to be nerdy nerdy type (just like me? ha.) are now becoming prettier ever since we graduated. Hee. (BHB ah? hee..) Will post up the photos if I am free for the next few days.

The food actually kinda not up to the expected standard. Hee. It was so so. Edible. A word to describe if you insist that I comment on it. Haa. The whole fun was actually taking lots of photos and catching up with one another, finding out the current status and situations we all are in. Hee. Went back to 4e1 and 4e3 classrooms. Took a photo with our 2e4'99 teachers, Ms Ngiam and Mr Latiff.. How can we also forget the Chemistry teacher who has helped us in getting distinctions for the subject? Haa. Oh ya! There were kind of "grumbling" how good we were then as their students in comparison to the curren batch they are teaching. Haa. Oopz. We are BEST! Yeah.. 2001 always rules man! Because WE ARE THE BEST!

Yeah. Lamer, me! hee..

9 June 2006

Went shopping with my dear Jenny and Ying! Were having lots of fun walking around, trying on shoes and clothes. I actually saw a few that I like! Charles and Keith and U.R.S Inc do not have shoes that really fancy me. Surprisingly, I saw a few good ones at Trendy Zone, a shop that I always thought to be of inferiority (ehh.. correct spelling bo? I not angmoh trying to be one okie?) Ha. Anyway, I didn't buy anything! Hee. Forever 21 shall now become my favourite apparel shop lo! =) Carinne joined us after her work and we continued on our shopping spree. Haa. Oh. I did buy something! Nail polish that cost only $2.50! I will be getting the remover as well from The Face Shop. Cheap and nice! Highly recommended! Got to thank Bester for keeping me accompany. He's one of the extinct guys that will keep gals accompany to shop! (Hugz!)

I envy both Jen, Ying and Carinne. All got income and can buy stuff without much involvement and do not percieve much differences between brands. Well, let me recall, in marketing terms, they are engaging a "Variety Seeking" buying behaviour? Haa.. Sigh. Oh yah! We are going Bangkok!! That is if only my parents allow! I am crossing my fingers!! I really wanna go badly! Hee..

11 June 2006
Shopping trip at Bishan Junction 8 with Bester's mommy and tua yee! Haa. Finally bought 2 pairs of footwear from Trendy Zone. Still thinking whether I should buy the heels from there and also another pair from Hush Puppies! Haa. Argh. No $$$ !!! Then went to P.O.A and saw business suits that cost only $30!! I bought a pants for only $15! Yeah. Usually the things are rather expensive. Maybe going down to take a look again at Orchard outlet and see if there are other good bargins!

Dar is angry with me! Oh no! For the long blogging I did.

Oh well.

Ha. Wanted to change my blogskin actually. Well, was browsing through so many skins till I got fed up and sian. Can't seem to find one that catches my eye. Argh. I am feeling yucky. Fats forming a float around me. Yikes. Flabby arms that goes "biong" everytime I start waving my them. Eeeckz... What to do? I am a undergraduate who had just suffered under tremendous stress during examination period, grown sideways and now slacking my time away.

My room is in a mess. Ha. It is now "whining" for the long waiting makeover that I owe. Literally "begging" me to do it fast so that it will not look like a eyesore compared to my brother's room and his working space. Ha. What to do? I am just plain lazy.

Each time I saw old folks cleaning the tables, so that youngsters like us are able to buy food and eat comfortably at our clean tables and seats, I feel so sorry for them. The saddness will sometimes be so overwhelming that I will feel like crying out, for 'em. = (

I miss my grandmother. She died when I was 15. A few days after my birthday. Her smiles never fail to brighten up my days when I used to visit her often when I was still a kid. Even when we're older and I know how to speak a bit of my dialect, we would talk almost about anything. Well, mostly about my mom's and uncles' and aunties' past. Ha.

I want to shop. But with no money, I don't know how I am going to do that! Sian!

Work.

Well, now I realised that studying is so much fun than working. I miss studying. I want to sleep. Haa. =)

Ah!!!

Sigh. What's happening? My conversation skills with people seems to have turned from bad to worse. Shux! Can't even form proper sentences and when I speak I will get jittery and scared. Sigh. I am fustrated at the state I am in now! Dear friends, when you converse with me try to use English and force me to speak in that language too, okie? Haa.

Nothing much to update. Have rejected the job offer from Recruit Express. The place is simply too far!!! Takes about 1 hour and 15 mins to reach the office! And to take a train to and fro takes up too much of my precious time. Ha. At least if I reach home earlier, I can go for a jog or engage in some activities that allow me to lose some weight. Isn't that better than to lose my time away? Haa..

GSS. No money to spend on pretty clothes and shoes. Not much sales going on too. As in the discounts that they are giving doesn't seem so attractive to me. Sigh. Thought can buy lots of things during this period. Haa.

I desparately need a job. Anyone got lobang?

Shux. Here I go again.

Dilemma

Sigh. I am thinking hard whether or not should I accept the job offer at Braddell. It's very far from my place. = ( Sigh.

Over.

It's over. The days of mugging and flipping through stacks and stacks of notes has finally come to an end. NOT feeling relaxed at all. My head is still spinning and hurting from those stressed up period!

My goals now: SHOP! Make myself extremely stunning! Ha. =)

Hooray!!!

Ping Hui and Sharon,
All the best for your CF okie? Jia you!!!