Close shave...

oh man!!! It was another scary experience... My dog's left eye got scratched again!!! This time round dunno by what~!! So brought her to see the vet...

She was so fierce and started barking at any dogs or cats that she saw in the clinic.. hahaa.. the receptionist was like commenting that she's a veri fierce doggie... but I'm glad that Lucky is now okie..heheee... phew..

hehehee... She got scratched by a cat b4.. but she isn't scared of them though.. hahaa... she'll jus bark n bark n bark.. She doesn't like motorbikes too.. hehehee... hahahaa....

Poor Lucky.. hehee.. n now she's barking again.. :)

9 more days...

another 9 days n I'll get to see little piglet... Wondering if he's coping fine with the tough training... God please help him oh Lord to pass his JCC..

Hmmmz... Friends to me are equally important... Ask any of my veri good friends and u'll know this truth... hahaa.... geeez... bhb.. hahaa... But really.. heheee...

Love all of you! : )

Lemon tree... hahaa...

I'm sitting here in a boring room...
It's just another sunny sunday afternoon...
I'm wasting my time I've got nothing to do...
I'm hanging around I'm waiting for you...
N I am always, waiting for you...

I wonder how I wonder why...
I miss you so much do u ever know...
N I am here... waiting for you return...
I'm turning my head up and down..
I'm turning turning turning turning turn around...
N all I can do.. is continue to miss you...

haiz.. Have to wait another 10 more days.. yupz!

Soon...

Jus another 10 more days or so... n little piglet will be back from his training... guess it must be pretty tough for him but with God's help.. I'm sure he'll come back in one whole piece.. hahaa..

Actually nothing much to blog lehz.. hahaa... as you can see... nowadays I seldom blog... yupz yupz.. Cos I've written most of the things in the little booklet.. yupz yupz... Haiz.. All I can say is... life is super duper sianz!

Bought this watch that I had once seen @ Bugis... Wanted to buy but it costs $12.90.. then went Sim Lim yesterday... saw the watch again... but it's sold @ $10... hehee.. asked my brother if I should buy it.. N he said yes.. First time that he agrees with me wor! hahahaa.. Normally if I ask him if I look pretty in that outfit he'll give me a standard answer... which is NO.. hahahaa... So bad of him huh... @ least give some constructive comments why I dun look nice in it lah..

hehehee.... Suddenly tot of Phillips (my house in sec sch...) cheers... Here it goes...

1) Dun say you're winning, cos Phillips is running.
N We're always winning jus see how we run...
Dun cry here baby, not before we're ready....
Dun say you gonna be the champions... It's not like we're losing...
Give us, give us some time... ( Sing in the tune of "Dun say u love me..")

2) Ai ya yi ya, we're the Phillips butterfly...
Green and just green make the nature's colour bright... (ai yah.. u all know lah... "Butterfly")

3) A little bit of enegry from your side, a little bit of cheering from our side...
A little bit of speeding you can do. A little bit of everything that makes you! ( "Mambo No.5)

hehehee... Miss secondary sch days... especially when I was in sec 1 n 2... all of us were so united as a class... hahaa... Still remember when we were in Sec2... tchers' day... we played the bombing game with the class beside us.. hahahaa... Ended up the principal came up.. but he didn't scold us.. phew... hahaa... haiz.. lots of things happen! but we still enjoyed our 2 years... Rite gals?? hehee..

Hey ppl...

Hmmmz... Nowdays I've been veri forgetful... For example, I had forgotten to lock the car..not once.. but twice... in a day! Oh mine... N also I'll forget what I've just thought of n stuff.. that explains why I need to write down whatever I'm thinking of...

I was jus thinking of something... but have forgotten a moment ago.. but now.. hehee.. can remember le!! hehehee.. Anyone know where I can get pretty evening gowns?? N at the same time not buring a hole in the pocket... Willing to pay up to $250 for the gown.. Yupz yupz.. or does anyone know where to find a good seamstress? haiz.. I'm attending a ball in october.. yupz..

haiz.. Why can't time pass a bit faster!? Just a bit more?!!! I'm sad.. I m.. I'm tired.. I m.. Because my auntie is visiting me pretty soon.. hahaa.. Hey hey.. haiz! Getting the mood swing thingie! hahaa.. sianz!!!!

I love you for who you are...
Dun doubt my love for I will cry...
Make me sad if you want...
If it doesn't pain your heart...

Missing you isn't a chore...
Cos deep down in my heart...
I know I've always love you right from the start...

Do you know I miss you so?
Waiting for your return...
Dun leave me again if you can...
And I promise I'll always be with you...

Suddenly tot of writing this... yupz! hehehee..

New guitar...

Heheheee... Yeah ppl! I've bought a new guitar.. Yamaha... Black one.. hahaha... Looks kinda cool.. Went for my first guitar lesson yesterday.. The instructor tried playing with it.. n He said it's a good one.. Sounds nice.. hahaa...

yeah yeah! hahahaa... hmmz.. played the chorus of gu dan bei ban qiu yesterday.. n it's in front of those pros.. fwahz.. was so stressed up!!! yeah... haiz....

kk.. better get going if not i'll be late for lecture!! byeeez..

have not been blogging....

yupz.. Haven't been blogging for quite some days.. Cos I'm not in the mood to do so...

Had a wonderful saturday evening... Went to teach drill...N they are ppl who are like older than me? Oh mine.. Was so stressed up! yupz.. Later went coffee club with joey, mr, n yl.. ai ai never join us cos she was too tired.. There was this foul smell that kept blowing towards us.. Puke puke.. then yl was telling us about her digestive system n stuff.. hahaa.. quite gross.. hahaaa...

then yl was asking about little piglet n I.. "....planning to get married??..." hahaa... It's too early to say anything I said.. but I was actually thinking about marriage n stuff.. But tot that I was too young to say about this.. yup yup.. I mean we just started out n.. but...hahaa.. Will say all this in my little booklet too..

hmmmz... Anyone has got the torch that's in the ndp goodie bag.. n if u dun need it can donate it to me? I need it urgently! yup yup.. please please ppl... help me wor.. please please.. thank you thank you.. hahahaa.. pengz.. so many X 2...

Do u guys out there have got any idea which hotel's mooncakes taste nice? I'm going to get them for my parents this year.. yup.. hehee.. Later going to back to sch for consultation.. Sianz! Cos it's maths!!! fwahz..

...when ppl say we cannot make it... but we did...

heheee... nothing much to write lah!! writing crabby stuff! hahaa.. sianz!

Such a feeling coming over mi...

There is wonder in most everything I see..
Not a cloud in the sky... Got the sun in my eyes...
N I won't be surprised if it's a dream...

Everything I want thte world to be...
Is now coming true especially for me...
And the reason is clear... It'e because you're here...
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen....

I'm on top of the world looking down on the creation...
N the only explaination I can find...
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around...
Your love puts me at the top of the world...

Routine...

Wake up in the morning... Feeling sianz! as usual.. This is what I'll always do....

Check my email.. both yahoo n hotmail accounts.. check friendster... for both little piglet n mine.. Looking @ the photos that we've taken together... haiz... miss ya...

Little piglet called me last nite.. when i was sleeping soundly... Tears rolled down my cheeks... I was shocked..excited..nervous..happy! so much emotions.. I'm really... arghz... I miss u so so much! I'll write more about it in the little book.. yupz..

Long long ago...

hahaa.. yupz.. It has been quite some time that I've written anything in this bloggie.. Have been busy accompany little piglet all these while... He went Brunei yesterday for his JCC.. hmmmz.. Will be praying for him that he'll be fine for these 3 weeks.. Kinda miss him now..

School isn't that bad.. Went for the consultation session.. it wasn't that sianz.. Except for the 6 classes of people who are squeezing into a lecture hall! People were like looking high n low for places to sit.. Some eventually decided to rest on the stairs.. hahaha.. Being the most considerate person in the world... hahaa... (puke puke...) I gave up my seat n went off.. Ooops... hahaaa...

Hehheee.. Today is that Phil lecturer again.. I wonder how am I going to suffer if I continue to attend his lecture! Can't really understand what he's teaching n stuff!!! Sianz!!! sianz!!!! hahaaa... Today he's moving on to differentiation.. arghz!! The 2nd most dreadful topic! hahhaa..

Lalalalaaaa... Composed a song.. but forgotten its tune!!! Yupz!!! hahahaa.. Nvm lah... Will try harder to recall it lor..

Take care ppl.. have a blessed week.. :)

Yawnz...

Friday 13 August 2004

Phew... Bad day!! Lotsa things happen... hehee.. sianz!!! But lao gong came to my house to stay over lor.. hehehee.. yupz yupz..

Saturday 14 August 2004

Morning parade wasn't that bad... The gals enjoyed the games... n drill... think the sec1s are improving lor.. hehehee.. yupz.. WEnt out with lao gong n his friends... hehheee... erm erm... not so bad lah.. yeah... get to hear lao gong sing also lor... but he has got this bad tummy-ache awwww.. sad sad...

Sunday 15 August 2004

Heheee... guess what day is it? SUNDAY! hahahaa... nope nope!! hahaa.. :) I'm sure little piglet knows.. yup yup... hahahaa.. :)

Yawnz.... hahaa.. :)

When I was sad...

I felt so tired.. so sad.. so down...
N when nobody is there, looking around...
I sat down on the sand, alone with no one there...
Crying in despair..

Using a stick, I write on the sand...
Why is God so unfair?...
However, I thought again...
He is using circumstances to increase my faith...

N here I am once again...
Looking at the sea and the stars in the sky...
I felt peace and joy in my heart...
Hearing a voice n here's what He said...
"I am always beside you my child. No matter where"...

It's over...

It seems so fast... The actual parade was actually so fast!?? I nearly cried when I was standing at the parade ground... N as I sing the national anthem, I felt that sense of pride being a Singaporean... Hey.. I was representing GB.. WoW! It's really an experience... So many ppl have given me so many encouragement... hahaa.. They sms-ed me saying that GB did well! I'm so proud of the gals!!! They really gave their best!!! All of them were shouting the timing... loudly n clearly.. N they took pride in their marching...

N as I ran out of the stadium.. I really wanted to cry! It's the end of the whole show... Sob sob...

N I as stood there.. watching the fireworks.. I felt so emotional.. Wanted to tell my parents that I love them too.. Wanna tell my friends how I really treasure the friendship that we have built up over the years... I love all of u ppl!

Although NDP has ended.. I still miss all of u! :)

NDP

ahhhh... 9th August... National day... hahaa.. feeling nervous and excited....

"What if your cap drop ah? hahaa.. Then I'll be laughing till I drop..hahaa.."

ai yo yo.. my mommy said that!!! hahaaa... Think my parents are proud of me lah.. though they didn say it out! hahaa.. ai yo..i bhb rite? diaoz.. yeah.. heheee... But it's really a great honour and joy to be the contingent commander of the Girls' Brigade Singapore for this year's NDP. Got to know a lot of friends... Ppl like Steph..Prsic...Sheila...n the other gal's name which I've forgotten.. sorry sorry.. n get to know army personnels like WO Wong.. Aylwin..Aylosius.. N get to know Ms Jenny Gan and Ms Angeline a lot better...

Also.. we got to taste yummy food for every rehearsal.. Although sometimes their food may not taste that nice... but still, Thank God for the yummy food that He has provided us.. Also thank God for Ashley.. Cos without her.. I'll be veri xiong! haaa.. Must go in for all the rehearsals.. NE show.. NDP perview n the actual! Thank u lots! N also... Wanna thank Ms Angeline for giving me this chance to be this year's NDP CC.. (hehee.. they can't find anybody..) haaaa... Also want to thank my parents, little piglet, my 4 si dang, Jami (my ai ai), Mengru, Wendy, Joey, Rowlies, Jeannette, n all who have given me support in way or another! Thank u ppl! Most importantly.. wanna thank God for His strength..

ahhhh!!! Better go n polish my boots again! hahaa.. Ppl... catch me on the tv alrite!? hehee.. yeah... those with vcr help me tape down leh.. thanks..

haiz..

"Hi Mr Latiff... How are u?"

"Hi May! How have u been?"

arghz.... I'm not May.. hahahaa... Oh no!!!! May, if u're happening to be reading this blog.. hahaa.. Yupz.. Latiff mistaken our identities.. I'm u.. hahaa.. diaoz.. hahaaa.. He always say that I'm u wor.. no wonder we are sisters rite? hahaa.. still remember i'm the middle one...n u're the xiao mei? hahaha.. yeahz..

"Oh Hi Jenny! Ta shi wo men de 2001 cello the group leader..."

She didn't even bother to say hi to me!!!! She didn't!!!! It's my fault.. Didn't hand in her homework.. That happened when I was in sec3.. Grandmother passed away.. ended up didn do homework.. then didn hand in that piece of homework for one whole month.. I was so sad lor.. She treated me as if I wasn't there.. what? haiz.... Why!!?? I know I'm not one of the top students in the class.. I know I shouldn't be in that class in the first place rite? I remembered u once asked me during your maths class...

"Jasmine, what level position did u get? oh.... 100 over? Then you shouldn't be in this class rite?"

I ran out of the classroom... Crying..

I told myself that I mus do well in her subject! I didn't hate her.. of course I didn't! Cos she's a good teacher!!!! Same like Mdm Yaw... Jus that the way they encourage ppl is by suaning that kind? It's okie that they suan me.. if they're talking to me alone...

N now I'm in SIM.. Determined to get First Class Honours! I mus do it.. Not for anybody's sake but for God, mine n my parents n little piglet! I mus do them proud!

Bad day...

Yupz... besides the shopping part.. the rest of the day isn't that good..

I'm having this cramp thingie.. n headache for the whole nite! I felt so terrible... Planning my time n everything... Little piglet will be going to Brunei soon.. I felt so bad.. I'm sorry little piglet.. U're like trying to spend as much time with me as possible N I'm not able to do that. Sorry.. Sorry....

I jus had this arguement with my brother.. what's the problem of going to sch 10 mins earlier??? Not as if something bad may happen to him or what! What??? haiz.. Terrible! Everything is so.....

Headache...

Sob Sob... I'm having a headache! sob sob...

2nd day of school...

Arghz... 2nd day of school.. Maths lecture! I didn't wanna to have a ang moh teaching me math.. Cos his accent can't be understood.. N that stupid mic of his is not working! Got a hard time concentrating n listening! ARghz... Think I'm going to be dead... It's so so so...arghz...

N the worst thing? My good friend visited me... Nice time indeed... Arghz... Haiz.. But I guess it's better to come now then on National Day.. Hahaa.. If not I'm going to be dead lor.. Stand down there n having cramps? Yucksz....

To my best pal: Gal.. dun be sad or anything alrite? I'll always be here for u! Wen, Carinne n ying will also be there... Smile alwayz!!! yupz yupz...

Hmmz... that's about all lor.. sianz! I'm going to arrage my notes le.. update my blog later..

First day of school...

Heheee... Woke up in the morning n feeling exceptionally excited! Hehee.... Decided to wear the pink tee n the dirty green skirt... Heheee.. But after chaned to the white one.. Cos I think that looks nicer with the skirt lor.. yupz.. hahaa... Make sure everything is okie then i drive to sch...

Went to pick Yi Ching n Min Sin up @ the westmall Mac.. Hahaaa.. Tot we're gonna be late... Cos there was a minor accident jus b4 i made a u-turn to my school.. arghz.. First day of school n met this kind of thing already? hahaa..

Saw this person in the lift from my OG.. but kinda forgotten his name.. so didn't dare to call him.. hahaa.. So qiao.. He happens to be in the same econs lecture as mi.. hahhaaa.. Then came Pei Hong.. tot she's not in the same class as me wor.. Hahhaaa.. But I'm glad that @ least someone is with me lor! yupz..

Then there's this person who's sitting beside me.. So anti one..actually wanna make friends with him but during break time he jus listened to his discman.. hahaa.. Nvm then! Saw lots of ex-jjcians!!! N Pei Hong was like saying hi to almost everybody!? hahaa.. She knows quite a lot of ppl u see.. haiz.. poor me..

hahaa.. then I met David... 2 of my OG frenz... N guess who else I saw? Sir Alyosius? yupz! He was having lunch with his friends @ sim too.. N who else? Wesley...

Back to my lecture.. @ first I tot I will not be able to understand what Ting (my lecturer) is talking about.. but it turned out fine.. can understand.. but dunno how to get the gradient thingie! Hahaa.. Shall try out some questions later! that's what I'm gonna do.. Revise after every lecture! hahaa.. erm.. Little piglet needs to help me horz! hahaa.. Oh yah.. He was saying that Econs is a killer subject... Think I agree too!!! hahaaa.. :)

heheee... First day of school... I'm moving on to the last pages of my 1st chapter of life.. hehee.. Left about like 6 months N I'll be in by ty n not teen.. hahaa... sad.. but it's okie... Yupz!!!

For those who are reading my blog... take care!!! Catch my on the tv alrite?. heheee.... on NDP.. yeah..

Choir gathering...

yupz yupz... 1st August... We had our first choir gathering after leaving bbss for 2 years... Hehehee.. Mrs Wong (tic of Choir..) jus came back from the States.. With her little daughter.. heheeee... She still looks the same... N some said that she actually looks younger now.. maybe is her hair style.. hahaa.. Her daughter looks more like her husband.. hahaa.. but her eyes look like Mrs Wong wor.. hahaaa.. Haiz.. But they will be going back on the 19th August.. yupz.. Little piglet is leaving on the 18th...

Hmmmz... Mr Liew is still the same.. the joker.. hahaa.. He's our conductor.. But due to some reasons... He left bbss choir a year ago? Sad... heard that they're going to close down choir sooner or later.. the membership is now 20 only lor.. hahaa.. Compared to last time.. we had 70-80 choir members.. hahaaa... Sad.. He said he only wants her da lao po! hahaaa... diaoz... That is Wen.. hahaa.. She's da lao po cos she was our chairlady.. hahaa..

Glad to see everyone who were @ the gathering this afternoon.. heheee.. Guess all of us were kind of updated where n what we're doing now.. hhaaaa.. But the sad thing is we never get to sing together huh? hahaaa.. I mean that is what it's meant to be rite? Choir? hahaa...

Alrite.. Waiting waiting waiting... Still hasn't come yet.. hopefully tml isn't the day! hahaa.. IF not it's really gonna spoil my mood.. shux.. haven't bought my text book yet... Planning to get a guitar too... hehee... haven't gotten my pay yet too...hmmz.. should i call them up n ask? hahaa..