Wee.

I haven't stepped into this library for donkey weeks. Haa. =)
I am hungry. Spiritually and physically.
I think I can start work immediately after my examination ends.
I want to shop. Shopping is every girl's forte. Isn't it? Ha.
I want to lose weight. Double chin? Float around my tummy? Flabby arms? Yucks. Disgusted.
I want to excel in my studies. Most papers have already been decided.
I want to be more confident of myself.
I want to spend more quality time with my and his parents.
I want to maintain good friendships. Realised how bad I am to some of my friends.
I want to catch up with my sleep. Double eyelids and my mom thought I have got eye infection!
I am tired. Sleepy. Feeling disgusted by my not well defined body contours.
I want to make myself prettier. Makeup. Perm or rebond? Short or long?
All the suffering and mental torture. It will soon come to an end.

I have wasted half an hour typing this. Ha. See how I die tomorrow. = (

"Who you are now are the decisions you have made in the past."

Interesting line.

=(

I am devastated. I think I am going to fail PBF. The consequence is that I will be going on to my fourth year. Yupz. Ain't going to get my degree at the end of my 3rd in school. I am a utter failure. I cried for the whole night. I realised what I have forgotten to write in. I am stupid.

I need a job!

Yes people. I know my exams aint over yet and I should focus on it rather than looking for a job right now. But I do need pocket money for the upcoming Great Singapore Sales!!!! So much things that I want to buy and without cash I won't be able to enjoy a higher utility. (Yikes! Econs.. sigh.) Will do up a shopping list now so that I won't forget what are things that I'm aiming for. hee.. "Steady pom pi pi!!"

Sigh. My typing skills have turned bad to worse. My typing speed aint fast anymore and to add on to the flaws, I even have to back space several times for a simple word like "typing". Shux! Perhaps I've been writing too much things for the past month? Ha. Yeah. That should be the reason.

I've slacked for the past few days. Now is the time to catch up with my studies and make sure that I will perform well for the rest of the 3 papers. They are Principles of Banking and Finance, Human Resource Management and Marketing. Did I ever mention that HRM and Marketing papers fall on the same day!!!?? I'll be so tired after the first paper in the morning! Sigh. What to do? Do the people who set the dates have any kind of sympathy towards us, students? Hehe. Perhaps they are taking their revenge so that we will suffer like they did when they were students huh.

Sigh! I am having a tummy ache right now. Sigh.

*phew*

Thank you all for your encouragement and prayers!!! They're one of my sources of motivation and strength!!! Thank you thank you!!!

Sigh. Left another 3 more papers to tackle. I'm feeling kinda pessimistic about this year's exams! Have absolutely no idea whether I can make it to the next semester. I hope I can but who knows?

Sigh.

Sigh.

4 more papers to tackle. Economics coming up next. Am I able to pass it? Does it seem so easy? I am afraid. I am! Sian! = (

The fateful period.

Yeah. Examinations period that is. = ( In case you are wondering why am I slacking and not studying, I have studied and am now taking a short break! = (

In school. Yeah. Wonder if anything has already been registered in my memory after studying for so many days! I hope that did happen! Sian!

Pray for Jami. Tml is her last paper. Pray for me. Tml is my first paper.

Sigh. Sian!

Stressed.

I am very stressed! Ah!!! How can I ever finish revising for everything for all my subjects! I am getting panicky! Help!!!! Please keep me in prayers. I need a miracle to pass. Sigh.

Pray for Jami also.. today is her first paper! Hee.. =) Jia you wor..

Felt quite nice after having a chat with Jenny gal.. thanks! =) Can't wait to go shopping with you people again!!! hee..

Ping Hui ah.. we go Kbox also okie!? hee..