hmmm.. haven't been updating for a while..

yupsie... ppl.. I'm back! hehehee... Haven't blogged for quite some time.. because I've got nothing much to write nowadays.. hehehee... nevertheless.. I'll still continue on writing maybe like once a week kind of thing.. Today is Tuesday n I dun have to go to sch...

Woke up quite late this morning... Piglet was late for work.. He jus msged me saying that his co wanna have a talk with them.. oh no... dunno if he'll get a scolding or not! hope not.... hmmmz... As for me.. I haven't recovered from Drill Camp's fatigue... Imagine teaching drill for like about 6 hours for the 2 days? It's rather tiring manZ! but... I'm doing something which I like... Going to serve GB in this area only.. hahhaa...

Went to work this morning... The kids had this field trip to the fish farm! hahahaa... It was quite a scene seeing those kids hoo-haa-ing over those big fishes that they had seen.. Jovan, the youngest kid? hahaa.. he was so excited tat he kept telling me that he was going to the fish farm... and he's gonna catch lotsa fishes... Talking about fish catching.. hahaa... there's this area (like many lao kangs together..) set up for the kids to catch those small little fishes that can be found there.. hahhaa.. Guess what? The teachers seem to have more fun catching than the kids.. hahahaa..because the fishes swam quite fast.. hahaha... diaoz.. yupz..

hmmm... then came back home... feeling tired.. wanna bathe Lucky but the weather now seems not to be in favour for that.. hahaa.. if not later she'll feel cold and start to shiver AGAIn... hahaha.. poor doggie... anywayz.. cooked myself lunch.. treated myself to pasta in cream sauce.. hahaa.. Didn't have a full dinner last nite.. yupz.. hahaha.. First try failed... use too small a pot to cook the pasta... hahaa.. ended up getting burnt.. chao tA!~ hahaha.. 2nd time... the pasta too hard..but heck lah.. still can be eaten.. hahaa.. so now eating pasta and typing @ the same time.. but gonna throw away some.. Cos quite full le! hahahaa...

All those food tat I've been craving for.. I'll try to think about them.. although they are yummy but can cause weight gain too... haiz! heeeheee.. okok lah.. after this go do the power rider thingie lor! hahahaa.. rite? hahaha... Drill Com meeting on the 20th... yeah.. can see ai ai le! hehheee.. miss all of ya! :)

A bad day..yesterday... not a good day...today..

hahhaaa.. yesterday was my unluckiest day i think... okie.. I'll tell ya what happen to me alrite? but hold your laughter till u finish reading the blog... Remember to close the window (I hope u know which one I'm referring to..) ..if not I may feel that you're laughing @ mi... : )

Went to take bus 61.. but miss one bus! waited for another one... okie.. not so bad.. @ least the bus came fast.. I alighted.. but one suay thing happened... I slipped and fell on the steps of the bus! so so so so malu.. cos I think I've made quite a din! arghz.... then I pretended to look @ my leg..facing away from the bus.. The truth is I didn't dare to look who's around me... hahaha... haiz...

next thingie that happened.. well well.. hehehe.. went into the lt..there's a guy who wanna get out.. nearly bumped into him! arghz.. luckily I shun away.. if not it'll be so super pai seh again lor! haahaa...

took 852 to piglet's house.. dropped my ezlink card when going to alight from the bus.. hahhaa.. have to pick it up when the bus is still moving.. hahaha.. ai yo yo.. wat's happening?

hehehee.. anywayz.. I'm glad that I've piglet's accompany for the whole day.. hehehe.. he took mc... His feet hurt.. poor guy.. brought him to see a doctor.. yupsie.. hehehee..

Today? hmmz.. okie lah.. not as bad as I thought it would turn out to be.. hehehe... I'm tired and sleepy now.. Because the weather is quite condusive for me to take a afternoon nap! hahahaa.. ZZZzzzZzzzZzzzz.. Had lunch with my mommy jus now.. but now she's on her way to toa pa yoh.. hehehe.. yupz..

after the chocolate milk.. think i'm going to sleep le! hehehee.. Good nite...

I've missed all my friends...

haiz.. I've missed all my friends... Those that I've met up recently.. and those whom I've not met up for ages! Don't you all think life is like a cycle thingie ( hehee.. got this from piglet..) It's like we'll always wake up in the morning, shit, eat, work, come back home, eat, sleep... It goes on everyday... hehehee. I'm jus asking for opinions.. that doesn mean I kind of agree to the statement.. hmmmz... We're doing these things because God has created us to do so... It's part of nature thingie.. yupsie.. hahaha... @ least that's what I feel.. I extremely miss Jenny, Ying, Wen and Carinne.. we haven't hang out together for a long time le!!! N also Yawling, Jami, Mengru, Joey, Lynn, Yongni.. n more more... hahahaa.. haiz...

F riends
R always there..
I jus wanna say a big THANK YOU
E verything that u guys
N gals have done for me..
D un think I'll be able to forget
So, take care my friends! Love ya all!!!

Oh no!!! I'm getting fatter!!!!

hmmmz.. have been eating and eating and eating and eating for the whole day! Since like on Saturday? oh no no no no.. I'm putting on weight again! better curb my eating b4 it's too late! hahahahaa..

Yes these few days I've been spendin time with my little piglet! hahahaa..

hey.. actually I've got nothing much interesting to blog.. I mean certain things needs privacy that kind of thing.. yeah... so not going to blog here...

I'll have to do the power rider thingie every morning... Starting from 15mins... then evening go for a jog.. eat lesser a bit!!! Jasmine, jia you wor!!! I know you can do it! hahahaha... yupz~ hahahaa...

Morning I'll spend time with God too.. hehehee... Just a simple prayer.. and read His words daily will help me to become a better person! yeahz.. hehehe... God help me okie?

haiz... Going for econs lesson later on.. my most dreadful lesson... I hate that..

okie ppl! all the best for everything u all do! jia you jia you zai jia you...

OooooOO...

had a new haircut yesterday! yupz. spent like $38 bucks on it? quite ex lah.. but i think it's worth it.. think I'm beginning to like the new hairstyle that I have! yeah.. hehee..

Little piglet bought a winnie the pooh alarm clock for me.. it's so cute lor! heehhee! got winnie the pooh music one... then when press it.. it will say GOOD MORNING.. hahahaa... Simply love it..

skipped POB test today.. hahaa.. but got caught by Ms Koh.. so sad hor..hahaha..

bad day...

everything went quite haywire today... board the train.. was going to be late for sch... alighted @ gombak.. wanted to take taxi but no one in sight Called God for help.. but still no taxi come to my rescue... took bus 945.. still no taxi.. walked to the bus stop.. too late for lecture... miss half of the lecture.... didn't know what the lecturer is talking about now... then got on the bus.. alighted.. but nearly black out... walked back home.. super sunny day! put hp in the bad but ended up on the floor... called my darling.. he was eating.. didn't want to disturb.. I'm fustrated...and down.. I need someone to care for me... NOW!

I'm tired!

Holidays...

Haiz.. How I wish I've got the money and time to go on a holiday with my parents... little piglet.. hehee.. piglet's family went to Malaysia, Genting this morning.. yupsie.. Hehhee.. So fortunate.. hehee.. For me.. The furtherest I've been.. Batuk Bahat.. somewhere in Malaysia.. My relatives lives around there! yupz.. heheee.. Used to visit them quite often when I was still a young child.. but now... Busy with bf..sch.. n work.. My brother is schooling... then like that veri hard lah! hahahaa..

hehehee... wanna go on cruise also.. Cos never board a ship before.. yupz yupz! hahahhaa..

hmmmz... okok... think I better go for my morning run or something! hahaha.. yupsie! Getting fatter after so much snacking! take care folks!!

Ren..

Ren? 1) Throw... 2) human 3) endure.. 4) Identitfy.. hahaaa.. chinese han yu pin ying... yup yup... 4 different sounds means 4 different words... Even with same sound.. there are different characters you can find under the same sheng diao.. hehehee.. hmmmz... Why am I into this?

Sometimes.. Ppl have to make sacrifices... It's mentioned in the bible that you'll have to scarifice something b4 God can give us something even better.... yupz... okie lah.. Think I'm talking crap here! heheee.. go cut fingernails le! too long.. after that going for a jog! yup yup.. take care folks! : )

hurt~

Confusion and hurt...
I've caused..
I'm truly sorry n I am..

Mood swings and questions..
Upset...
I have no answers to them...

I'm not angry...
With no replies...
Jus feeling sad and disappointed...

I tried to care...
But you shrug off...
You were sleeping then...

My heart is aching...
My heart is sad....
My heart is empty...
Like a well with no water to spare..

Blood donation...

hahhaaa... finally got to donate blood! cool... haven't done tat for like a year... I wanna be a regular blood donor! heheee... Although kinda scared of the needle.. but still hehee.. It's worth it... My blood can save a few lives if it's being put to use! yupz... hehehee.. Hopefully there isn't any germs or bacteria inside my blood.. heheee.. anywayz... I was like waiting outside the room then this guy came to have a short conversation with me...he's from the SRC.. council lah.. they are the ones who organise this blood donation thingie.. anywayz... hehee.. he said that I dun look like a Singaporean.. oh no! that means I look as thought I'm from China!? eeEEee!!! hahaa.. anywayz... yupz! I'm feeling prefectly fine now... oh yah another thing.. when the health screener asked how heavy I was.. I said 60.. then she ask me to weight myself.. wOw.. 53kg! oh mine! hahahaa.. heheee.. Still I have to keep up with a healthly lifestyle.. for many reasons.. I wanna spend more active time with my kids in future.. hahaa.. hahahaa.. like going clubbing with them that kind? hahaa.. diaoz rite? hahaaa... okok lah...

This morning was doing some reflection thingie... " Never cultivate a habit.. cos it's hard to change after that.." " pushing yourself to the limit.. No pain no gain... The satisfaction after putting in your best effort is nice.." yupz.. I've set myself goals that I wanna achieve in the months to come... hehee.. N I want to achieve them! yupz... hehehee... Jia you wor Jasmine.. you can do it! :)

OooooOOOOO... So early in the morning?

yup yup... couldn't sleep... haiz! Dunno why... actually I know why but... anywayz... jus here to slack for a while.. and also to type some words.. hmmmz let see... what should I crap down here? hehehee...

How's life for everyone out there who are reading my blog? Good?? Year 2004 is coming to an end pretty soon... Saving for xmas presents? heheee.. Tot of where to go for xmas? Where to have your countdown and celebrate a new year to come? hehehee... N to some... Have you tot of how to celebrate your birthday? heheheee... well well... I haven't! hahaaa... Oh no! heheheee... But I'm more worried of xmas! heheee.. Have to crack my brain a little of what to buy and stuff... yupz!

heheee...

- someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection... the lovers, the dreamers and me... -

ah!!!! I'm so super super super super super super super super sianz!!!!!

heheeeez... anywayz.. I'll be doing carolling @ Changi Airport Transit lounge on the 4th, 5th and 10th of Dec.. yeah! heheee.. yup yup... it will be so so fun!!! Haven't sang in a choir for quite some time!!! Thank God for giving and also Wen and her friend Mingren for giving me a chance to sing manZ! heheheee.. Was looking at the music scores last nite.... brought me memories... Still remember that time when we first went carolling as BBSS choir was when Mr Liew first took us.. and it's for charity gift box.. hehehee.. held @ orchard.. the area where now the street hawkers are... yeahz... fond memories..

- All I want for Christmas.. is a gift for every child... one that will be treasured.. one that gives a smile.. In this joyous season.. of pleasures great and small.. All I'm really asking.. is a gify for every child.. -

Nice song.. hehee.. learnt this when I was in pri sch choir! heheheee.. yupz.. have been in choir for like 7 years in my life! OOOooooOOO... miss those days!!! arghz... heheee.. okie lah... think I'm getting sleepy! heheee.. Good nite! oooPsz.. :P i should say...GOOD MORNING!!!

Scary experience...

Okie... I must admit something... Guys are always better in reading maps and directions... Hahahaa.. That's how my dear dear directed me to his camp. Went to pick him up this evening. He said he was sianz for the whole day (jia you wor!).. can understand a bit how he felt then... Anywayz.. we didn't go anywhere.. jus went Northpoint and his house.. Slept for half an hour or so... Then sent him back to the camp... Okie here comes the scary part... I was driving driving driving... Tot that I should keep going towards my right on the BKE cos the left board said going towards city.. Didn know it's referring to my area also lah... Shux.. Went all the way down and reach woodlands checkpoint.. yes! For once I really freaked out... Time check: 11.25pm. Ai yo yo.. Then I quickly turn towards woodlands area.. Called my piglet and I cried.. But he was calm and cool.. Kept asking me where I was.. so that he will know where's my location.. he directed me till I reach home... Thank you so much Syl.. : ) I'm sorry that I threw my temper @ you jus now. Sorry sorry!!!

Haiz.. Felt quite guilty today.. Ate quite a lot.. Ended up I skipped my dinner.. Actually I didn't skip lah.. I jus pushed forward to late afternoon only... Tml I'm not going to eat my breakfast and lunch.. then must jog extra mile! yupz.. Jia you wor..

OoooOOoo...

Hmmm.. Hi guys and gals.. If u've noticed, I have not blog for quite some time.. yupz! heheheee... busy counting calories and the duration of exercise that I have.. Starting to put on weight! Boo hoo hoo.. The thing is.. I have to eat... If not it will cause more harm than good to my body.. To those who are dieting to lose weight: Eat a balanced diet. Each day we need about 2000 kcalories.. Try not to eat more than that.. If not input more than output and before u know it.. U're putting on weight...

I feel that there are certain things in my life that I can improve on. Like how I can make use of the time fully and wisely.. to the max.. So that I'll lead a meaningful life.. Was reading one of my friend's blog jus now.. Serving the ministry or serving God in the ministry.. haiz.. That's a big big big big question mark to me now.. I've got to spend more time with Him.. the one who has saved me from eternal death and given me an undeserved gift, eternal life. Thank You Lord for always being there for me.. I love you..

Although things are starting to pick up.. taking the relationship with my daddy and mommy n my brother.. for example.. We're starting to talk more.. but one thing is lacking.. we haven't been out together for a long long time... miss those days when mommy and dad will bring us to Giant to buy those groceries... hehehee... then me and brother will buy quite a lot of stuff.. yup yup...

There are some other areas that I've yet to settle..