hmmMMMmz...

Happy! heheee.. Saw my neighbout when I came back from my jog.. Guess what she said..

"hey.. u slimmed down a lot... Any tips that u can share with me? hehee.. I eat till I getting fatter leh.."

heheee... yeah.. I slimmed down? hehee.. dun think so leh.. think still got a lot more fats to shed.. yeah.. Haiz.. Think I'm gonna change my blog skin rather soon.. Gettin sick n tired looking at the same old one.. heehe..

Hey Hey.. Tml's Children's Day.. Wishing all of u a Happy Children's Day!!! heheee.. hmmmz.. Christmas is coming soon.. I'm looking forward to this Christmas.. yupz! :)

Upcoming tests...

Oh no!!! I've got so many tests coming up but haven't studied any of them.. I think I'm going to fail a big time! I hate econs!!! So sucky! Dunno what they are talking about most of the time... N here comes assignment 1 which I have to hand in within next 2 weeks! Shux... I hate Econs! I dun like it man...

Next week got maths and POB test... I'm going to be dead.. Haven't finished reading the POB notes yet! oh no!!! die die... I'm supposed to get the mike buckle's text from my senior.. yup yup.. sianZ!!!! argh... Still got AF homework haven't finished yet... oh no oh no!!! how how how??? hahaa...

Losing weight...

Hey guys.. still remember that "trying" blog? hehee... Well.. I was talking about losing weight.. yup yup... U guys know something? Think I've gained quite a bit of weight lor.. hai hai hai hai... wanna lose weight.. shed those fats that has been with me since young? hahaa... Yeah.. was in TAF since like pri3? hehee.. diaoz.. till sec3 then i'm released from there.. hahaa... yup yup.

hmmm..flabby arms.. tummy.. awww... I'm determined man! hahaa...

So no more supper for me.. No dinner and lunch for me.. if possible lah.. hahaa.. Eat less.. Drink more water.. Found out that drinking lots of water does help a little in weight loss.. haaa.. those studying biology should know ah... water emulsifies fats.. yup..which means it will break down fats lor.. hahaa.. eat more protein food.. less carbohydrates.. less oily stuff...Everyday go and jog.. do the toning arms exercises.. heheee.. fwah... seems quite a bit of work huh? diao diao! hahaa..

I guess slimming centres does help a little but the effect doesn't stay for long if I've got the mentality that I dun have to do anything much to help myself in losing weight... yup yup.. hehee... Wanna go and tan too! hehee.. diaoz.. : )

MIA - Missing in action

BIA - Back in action

Early in the morning
I woke up by the ringing...

hahaa... erm erm...

Late in the afternoon
My stomach is growling...

ooops.. hahaaa....

Then in the evening
Mommy is still singing...

Oh man! What's this? hahaa... nothing much! hahaa.. gonna tidy up my room pretty soon.. Can't stand the mess anymore! hahaa..

my new look..hehee... some of u maybe able to see the diff.. look closely.. hahaa..

hehee.. guess what I've done jus now...

hehehee... First time after so many months... I've finally read my POB notes.. hahaa.. oh man... N i think I'm getting more and more interested in this course that I'm taking... Seriously! I didn't know banking is so fun! hahaa.. Kinda regretted why I didn't take Econs back in jc... hahhaa.. cos I couldn't meet the criteria to take up the subject lor.. so sad! hehee..

Sorry Li Shan.. Didn't call ya back.. I know u gals missed me.. Give me some time.. I know I've taken far too long.. but I've already decided..

Hmmmz... Think I'll have to turn in pretty soon.. Feel kinda sleepy.. but b4 that.. Think I'm going to read my AF notes.. hehee... Yeah.. Yesterday..oops.. I mean Thurs was my first lecture on AF... fun! hehee... Lotsa fun... maybe because it's jus the basics bah.. hahaa...

Yeah... Yippie.. hehee... Nitez...

Shux.. havin a cold and a itchy throat..

hahaa... yup yup... going to be sick.. but hopefully won't fall that ill! :)

"...There are 3 types of students... A student who sure fail.. A student who has the potential to score well but didn't make it.. And those who excel.. Which type do you belong to?..."

Hahaha.. that's what my AF lecturer asked us this morning... hmmmz... I belong to the potential who can score well.. but maybe can't make it that kind.. but I'm determined.. really.. to get my 2nd upper..hopefully lah..

Life is much better...

Life is much better when I'm walking beside God.. and not behind Him... Things are starting to pick up... But not quite... When it comes to relationships... May it be the daughter-parents relationship.. or relationship with my friends... I felt kinda distanced away from them...

I tot we were quite close.. but u said it isn't.. U said you're tired...

I'll continue my walk beside God... He's now waiting for the rest to catch up too... I'm pulling you along.. Dun give up!

Hmmz.. haiz.. Jus got back from sch.. quite tired.. I mean I didn't have a good sleep last nite.. This morning woke up early.. Actually wanted to finish up my assignment but.. I wanna be a sensible..mature young adult.. I want!!! Maybe I dunno how to strike the balance between being sensible and how to be much bonded in the relationship...

Nothing is eternal except for God's love.. Love ya Father...

Think...

M I still a 19 year old kid? Who wants all the things to be done in her own way? Do I expect my parents and friends to give in to me always? Do I think like a kid or more maturely?

I am still a child in God's and my parents' eyes...However, I guess I've reached a certain level of maturity.. When it's time to let go.. I have to... When it's time to be alone... I will be... When it's time to be there for my friends.. I'll be there... When it's time for me to study... I must... When it's time for me to rest... I'll rest... When it's time to hide my feelings...I will.. When it's time to bid goodbye to my friends... I doubt I can....

But I guess... I will have to learn. Although certains things it's hard to do it.. or not to do it... I'll have to learn how to handle that... I'm nineteen... not a nine year old kid...

If you want me to be there, just give me a call... I'll reach the place where ever you are.. asap.. Remember.. that's what friends are for.. :')

Crying...

C rying is a way to let your emotions all out...
R elease all the stress that has been bottled inside...
Y ou will feel better after crying...
I will be there to comfort you..
N ot to worry... no one is watching...
G o on and cry out... I'm there.. My child.. God said..

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Heheheee... This is how I feel..

A nger isn't going to help to solve the problem...
B e thankful always, cos God is there to help you...
C areful of what comes out of your mouth...
D on't ask what can God do for you... but ask what you can do for God...
E everything is being planned by Him, the mighty one...
F orever, He's there... to lend u a helping hand...
G od is love...
H oly holy, God almighty...
I gnorance is not always a blessing...
J ovial, a word that describes me?
K indess is a virtue that I've found in all my friends...
L ove your neighbour as yourself...
M ommy and daddy do care for me.. although I can sense that they like my brother better..
N o one is perfect in this world...
O pen up your heart to those who needs some of your love...
P ondering over the goodness of His love...
Q ueueing is a good habit.. duh? haha..
R ead the bible daily to recieve your daily bread...
S on of God is Jesus...
T o be served or to serve? Servant leadership...
U nderstand not based on our understanding but His...
V ery encouraging to see people coming to the His kingdom...
Z zzzZZZzzzzZ.. Some of you must be fast asleep when you're reading this..

I'm a right brainer...

hahaa.. attended the officer's retreat jus now...

It was awesome...

Felt kinda bad of not able to stay over night.... sorry gals!

God created each of us uniquely... We're all different in a way or another... But He also brought us together to serve as a ministry... He uses our strength.. and creates circumstances to develop on our weaknessess.. haiz.. God tell me... where u wanna me to serve...

Trying...have to...

I've been trying.. N I'm still trying... And I'm trying hard... I'm trying.. Try and try... trying trying... Dun give up trying... Everbody is trying... Try to try...

I have to... and I still have to... Everybody have to.. we have to...

What's up with me? With all these trying and have to thingie.. hahaa.. Only God and me know.. hahaa.. Help me k God? Thank You! :)

hmmmz...

hehee.. okie.. shan't blog anything that's not suitable for the younger ones.. hehee...

Mooncake festival is jus round the corner... hehee.. So exciting.. I'm gonna play with candles and the lanterns and and the fire sparklers.. hahaa.. hahaa... Now I sound like a 5 year old child.. nvm about tat.. hahaa.. But it's fun to watch the full moon with my parents... eating mooncake.. drinking chi tea.. hehe..

Mooncakes... yummy yummy.. hehee.. but can't eat too much though.. yup.. hahaha.. If not gonna gain weight again.. hahaa... yup yup.. hahaa... : )

Alritey... Better go do my tutorial questions b4 Ms Koh starts to scream @ me.. hahaa.. : )

Excited n nervous...

hehee... : )

So excited~

3 weeks passed just like a breeze? No it wasn't true in the beginning...
Life was hard and lonely... Without the presence of little piggy...
But less in 24 hours bunny will see...
Little piglet with a bit of injuries?

No worries, bunny will be there...
To sayang you and shower you with care...
God will bring you back here safely...
Till then, we shall meet...

Hmmmz.. couldn't sleep... hahaa.. hai hai hai.. :) Gonna see a panda bunny rabbit... hahaa.. a mutated one ah? oPps.. :P

1 day...

1 more day n I will get to see you...
Feeling excited and nervous and thinking what I'm going to do...
Nothing out to embarrass you...
Jus wanna give u a big hug and say I do treasure you...

Although we may felt quite distanced away...
But deep in our hearts we know that we all have a special place...
Things will get better when we meet on Wednesday...
And things will change, same or better than in the past...

Little piglet maybe feeling tired right now...
I just pray Lord that You'll let him be safe and sound...
As he makes his way back here...
Let us all reunite and be happy as well..

Sad...

Again, the conversation wasn't that good...
You said that either one of us tried too hard or isn't trying at all...
No words can actually describe how I feel...
But I know I'm afraid of losing you...

Bunny rabbit isn't feeling too good...
Of making little piglet angry, sad and confused...
She jus wanna say that she's really sorry...
Although that's why she will always say and do...

Like what you've said,piglet...
Jus hope that things will turn out to be the same or better...
God please help us... We're lifting this relationship into Your loving hands...
Pray that we'll depend on You and not on our understanding.. Of what You want us to do..

Disappointment...

I called you in excitement but u didn't sound so well...
I thought you will feel happy to hear my voice... But you talked to me in a different way...
I felt that I weren't treasured and you thought so too...
What happen between us? Is it meant to be in this way in the first place?

Maybe you felt tired after days of training...
I can understand if you tell me straight...
But please don't ignore me and treat me like a stranger...
Cos i felt so hurt and the tears will not stay...

Bunny rabbit is not good at words...
She can't tell you exactly how she feels...
But deep in her heart, you have a special place...
She misses you so much and hope that you all will be together forever in the future days...

So blessed...

really.. I'm so blessed to have a brother... He's so so nice to me man... I was jus telling him like days ago that I wanna get a mp3 player... n he bought me one?? N when I said I'll pay him he said no need wor! Oh manz.. hehee.. Thank u brother... really.. thanks a lot!!!

3 days...

yup... 3 days.. N I'll be able to see how much weight little piglet has lost... He was telling me that even his officers can't recongnise him! Oh no no no... haahaa.. He took up the role of platoon sergeant for his mission today.. God help him.. : )

Hehehee.. Gonna fetch him from the airport this coming wed... hehee.. Kinda afraid to call up his parents n ask whether they will be going down.. if they are I can give them a lift.. But what's there to be nervous about? hehee... errr.. hahaa...

Thank you Lord for answering our prayers...
We were confused then and didn't know what to do...
But You came to our rescue... Our personal Lord and saviour...
There's nothing that we want to say but a big THANK YOU....

Thank You Lord for being with us all the time...
Although sometimes we may not come to You but You didn't forsake us....
When we're down, You pick us up... When we're dry You fill our cup...
Again, we jus want to say a big THANK YOU!

Thank You lord for so many many things that happen in my life...
Put in more circumstances oh Lord to increase my faith! : )

heheheee... Edited photos... nice? : )

5 days...

Counting down.. 5 days..

Get tired easily nowadays... Hmmmz... tired tired tired.... hehehee...

I felt tired... I started to ask...
Where is God when I needed Him that much?
However a question popped into my mind...
Am I a disciple or a consumer kind...

God is there for me when I'm down...
But did I go to Him when I smile?
God gave all His love for me...
Sacrificed Jesus for our sins...

Lord, thank You for all You've done...
I'm so blessed by You and by Your son..
Thank You for bringing great friends into my life...
I'll love them with all my heart, soul and mind...

A week more...

7 days... N little piglet will be back... hehehee... I'm so nervous... and pai seh to see him next wed.. hahahaa.. yup..

Today will be that ang moh lecturer again! arghz... maths... hahahahaa... Actually maths is an interesting subject.. is the teacher that makes it uninteresting.. hahahaa.. yup yup..

Haven't finished tidying up my room though... sianz!!! hai hai hai.. Will be doing my revision today.. also to clean my room.. n go jogging... hehehee... lots of things to do huh? yeah.. sianZ!

2 sentences for each paragraph.. Hahhaa.. yah... nothing to blog nowadays..