Swing.

How long does it take a "pendulum" to swing from one end to another!? Well, it really depends. Sometimes it may take hours but in times of PMS-ing, the frequency and the duration taken for the swing will be more and faster! Ha. Mood swings.
Spare me please from all these moody stuff!? Shux. I can be happy for one moment and before you know it, I can become terribly upset. Ha. And I realised that I don't like to talk anymore. My heart talks more than my mouth and many thoughts that just stream into my mind! Studying mode!?
Studies. AHHHHHHHhhhhHhhhhhhHHhhh.. Hee.. What am I doing in the computer room again!?

=)

May bought this girly coin pouch from her trip to Malaysia! Guess what? I am using it as a handphone cover! Put some notes and coins inside and you are all ready to visit the nearby kopitiam for hot coffee and youtiao! Hee.

Spent quite a lot of quality time with Bester yesterday! Hee. We had youtiao dipped in pipping hot coffe for brunch. Forgot to mention that these youtiaos that we bought were huge! Haa. Bigger than usual. We thought maybe the uncle was in a good mood.. =P Lucky us!

Face getting rounder. But heck. I got to focus on my studies right now! Have come up with my studying schedule! Hopefully am able to catch up! Praying hard..

Round.

- Yoga fanatic, Xue Min.
"I am in shape. Round is a shape."

Really love that phrase because that is what I am experiencing now. Have exploded ever since I stopped jogging regularly and started eating like crazy! Mood swings was inevitable as I saw how round my face is! Depressed. Down. What should I do? Sigh! Stop eating!?

Sigh! Started playing with Adobe Photoshop.. =) must thank May for teaching me all the stuff.. HEe.. And my brother who taught me how to use it too!



I want to become slim! Can I?

Love!

Went to watch "Step Up" with Jen dear! Felt so good to be able to catch up with one another again after 3 weeks of not meeting up! Must really thank Jen for recommending this movie! Initially I thought I'm gonna be bored to death cos I've got absolutely no idea what the movie was all about! Hee. The opening of the show made me think I was watching a artistic and more sophiscated kind of movie lor! Haa.. But thank goodness.. It was afterall a romance show but a very meaningful one! Shant say much about it! Ladies and gentlemen, do go and catch this great movie okie!? =)

Egg tarts!

Hehe. Have conquered the challenge of baking egg tarts. First batch of this famous Dim Sum I've made! Tried one out of shape one! Yummy.. Super delicious. Photos will be uploaded tomorrow. Currently too lazy to go down n take some pic! HEe. I want to perfect the art of baking cheesecake!

Hee. Mommy has been complaining that I am baking too much! She wonders if I've been studying. Ehhz.. the answer to her question? NO! Haa. Freaking scared now! Ms Koh is making me more confused about CAPM, capital market line, security market line and the Fisher's 2 fund separation theorem! Gosh! Where's William Tan? I need help in CF!

Here are the pic of the egg tarts!


Great! My brother is back! Haven't seen him for almost 2 weeks! Miss ya! He's not feeling well. Praying that he'll recover soon! He's going to POP lor!!

Huh?

What's wrong with the Singapore's Yahoo search engine!? Wasn't able to load it up! Ehz... Everything in my life has been going downhill! So how tough can it still get? Can't seem to be able to pull myself out of this "depression" mode!

Baking seems pretty interesting and exciting for me nowadays. Hehe. Ever since Jen, May and I started that baking session, my interest in baking has grown tremendously! Would love to try baking all sorts of pastry & cakes! Anyone care to join me?

The next challenge: Egg tarts and Molten Chocolate Cake.


Hee. =)

Sux!

Life sux a big whole time!

Weary.

Extrememly tired after 2 days of the Drill Camp that was held over last weekend. Am very impressed by the girls who had actually being drilled (=P i only teach!) for almost 9 hours! WoW! Gals, well done! Give a pat on your shoulder!

Hee. My face is like lobster. Burnt! Boots are "well baked" under the sun and I'm sure it will be so much easier to polish them the next time round. Found back some long lost friends whom I've gotten to know over the years in GB! =) Yupsie..

Haven't been spending enough time with Bester for the past few days! Brought the charger to charge my almost flat mobile but forgotten to bring the 2 pin plug! Sigh. Couldn't talk to my dar and felt so so uneasy.. Pumpkin, please forgive me for being quiet for this period of time. Sorry!

Am in the school library. Feeling cold and sick! Sigh!

Duh.

Internet is such a powerful tool. Whatever.

When the music fades...

...comes silence. I'm lost in a world of reality. I'll have to face all the obstacles that may be coming in my way in time to come. Running away doesn't help to solve the problems. With my mind filled with only that objective in my life, I am slowly losing all my loved ones, including myself. My studies will suffer and I have to face the music. No one else is going to take pity on me! I've been given many chances to redeem for what bad decisions I've made. Time has come to a standstill. Many things have change but my heck care attitude is still in me. My life is sucky because I made it so. So wake up dumbo and start living in this real world!!! No one can wake you up.. except..

"Life is as such.."

Upside down.

My life is completely screwed up! Notes kept piling. Never seem to be able to finish studying in anyway! Sigh.

Yikes! I've gained another 2kg back!

Supper. Super!

Hee. Never had this feeling for a long time! Yeap! Had BBQ chicken (all 2 of 'em) all by myself! Ate lemon cuttlefish, another favourite of mine! Hee. Had Katong laksa in the afternoon.. durian cake.. Haa.. Ate a lot ah!

Sigh. Woke up this morning feeling so sinful and afraid. School's workload is getting heavier. I am not able to catch up with all my lecturers. Getting more afraid and nervous as the "doom day" gets nearer. Ah. Will I be caught in the situation as what I went through 2 years ago? I am praying hard that it will NEVER happen again!

On a happy note, spent quite some quality time with my di, daddy & mommy! Missing Bester tremendously right now. We won't be meeting tonight. What a day! =) Tired. Nervous. But fruitful.

Green bean sesame ball.. Tang Yuen in ginger soup.. A bit of thosai.. A bit of prata.. One indian doughnut (ehz.. hehee.. dunno what's that called!?) 1 and a half goreng pisang.. corn flakes.. ahh!!! Later will be eating dinner lor!

Dull.

Before I met you, my life is as dull as charcoal.. But with you around, I've been turned into a jewel.. Sparkling just like the precious diamond.. =)

Down.

Umph. I am feeling extremely down! Feeling bloated and fat yet hungry! I have been eating for the past few days without working out. *CRYING*

Mood swings. Upset. Tired. Fustrated.

Menu for the day:
2x mini pancakes
1x soon kueh
2x milo
2x coffee
1x eclair
1x rice + bean sprouts + fish

heee.. Life!

Home Sweet Home.

"Mom + Dad, I'm home!"
Hehe.. Didi will be coming home this Saturday! Haven't seen him for almost a week or so! Hehe.. But get to use his lappie though! Sigh. Last Monday was the most unconstructive day of year 2006! At least that is how I felt.. Wanted to go home after MSM lecture to get my POA notes for baby Syl and IM notes for revision while waiting for him to be back from work. Oh well, skies looked gloomy and true enough it rained barely 5 mins after I came out of the LT!
Stayed in the library for the whole 2 hours after finished doing half of my ME assignment! Had a nice lunch + dinner with Bester.. Ta bao food from Megabites.. Yummy pizza and tasty fries.. Jap bento was great! =) Hee. Fats. Argh.
Sigh. Promised myself that I will go do what I should do (eg. to revise for my IM and CF..) in 2 mins time! Life is as such...
I don't want to grow up! Ha. Silly me. I know that won't be possible. Whatever. I missed the growing up process! Have enjoyed myself for the past 20 years. Time passes especially fast when you are enjoying yourself, isn't it?
Gosh! It's 10.30am and I'm still here typing away! Ehz.. I need a break!