Study study study!

Arghz.. this is what I practically do everyday! Okie.. perhaps not everyday cos sometimes I procrastinate till it's my sleeping time and by then I would be too tired to revise through my work.

(Guess where I am now? Where else? School library!)

I'm really determined in gettin good results but will it turn out the way I want it to be? I am afraid.. scared of failing my exams and having to resit for the paper again! This fear is driving me to work hard and study smart! Praying to God for His strength and grace to be upon me.

Recently just changed my contact lenses and spectacles! So exicited! I'm going to collect it later from the optical shop. Did I mention that my degree is now 325 for each eye? Wow! In a few years time and I will be blind!!

Why can't we use compunter during our exams? haaa.. Imagine all of us typing away.. The sound of the keyboard! Awww.. haaa..

Was lost but now am found...

Lucky was unfortunately lost on the 19 September 2005, at about evening time. My parents went frantically searching for her but to no avail. Even though my neighbour helped us, she was no where to be found.

First thoughts that came to my mind, did she drop into the drain and get washed away? Did she get stuck in the drain? Was she ran down by a car? Was she abused and been thrown into the dustbin? Negative thoughts as you would see..

I cried upon hearing the news on Tuesday. Immediately I went to do up a poster to be pasted all over my neighbourhood. Daddy helped by distributing the posters to his friends. Mommy stood at the bus stop and see if anyone would bring her for a walk.

But Tuesday was also a futile search. I cried to sleep that nite. I prayed hard that Lucky has got a place to sleep and eat. It was raining cats and dogs.

On Wednesday morning, a man called my hp and my mom answered. He said that he has found a dog pacing down and up along the road. He picked her up and brought her home to feed and wash her. I am thankful for that.

Finally I saw my precious doggie once again! Will try to spend more time with her in future. This experience makes me treasure those people whom I love a lot. My dad, mom, brother, Bester, Lucky, Jen, Wen, Carinne, Ying, Ping Hui and those friends I've made throughout my 12 over years of school life. I love all of you. Muackz.

JB trip...

Afraid of going there by bus for the first time, I nearly cried. But I managed to control my flow of tears when we were at the custom. Sylvester was such a sweetie, he kept assuring me that everything is going to be alright. He taught me what would be happening at each custom and what we they have over at Malaysia.

Finally, I heaved a sign of relief. We all reached JB safely. Had some tim sum which tasted very nice before we set off to the hotel. haaa.. Uncle Cogen brought us to lots of places. From shopping centers to the seafood restaurant and to the satay stall.. and of course the billard center in the 24hrs restaurant.

Food.. we had lots of them! Yummy... Chilli crab.. Satay.. Prata! fwahz.. Imagine the amt of fats we had already put on..

Shopping was fun.. but just can't find anything that I like! I cried... because I was scared... afraid... me in a foreign land..

Overall.. I enjoyed the trip totally.. and my best friend.. my dar dar! Thank you for all the things you have done for me! I love ya..

Yawnz..

yeah.. this is what I've been doing ever since I woke up this morning! Yawn yawn yawn.. hahaha. Does that make you feel like yawning too? Oopz.. Apologies..

hmmmz.. today dar dar went back to camp... feeling rather well... Can't help but to worry for him. It was just like 2 days ago he fell ill and had to go on drip! Morever he's doing duty today! Will be praying for him that he will be fine and I know that God will be looking after him.

Will be going for human resource mangemenet module later! OOooOOoo.. can't wait! haha.. It's a new unit..

Busy day...

Sylvester woke up having a upset stomach and vomitted a few times... Took him to see his family doctor... Diagnosed with a stomach flu.. He took medicine.. But hours after he came back, he had a high fever of 38.8 degress celsius.. Helped him to cool down by a few towels and also a icepack..

But after a few futile attempts, we've decided to go Tan Tock Seng Hospital.. By da time, Syl was tired and with whole of his body aching.. Poor dar dar.. he was being put on the drip for 2 hours! But he couldn't stand the boredom and within an hour.. he come out of the room.. haha..

Saw lots of people coming in and out of the A&E department.. well.. saw many elderly mostly! Felt so sad for them that I nearly cried.. If Uncle Cogen (Syl's dad) isn't there to help us out at the hospital.. I would have cried.. and broke down.. Cos I didn't know how to help Sylvester! Dar is so brave! He went thru all these..

Oh yah.. spent most of the afternoon there.. so didn't have time to do my revision! Arghz.. Think I'm still lagging behind! I'm dead.. haha..

Do pray for Sylvester's speedy recovery.. and of course for his grandma too.. She's lying in the hospital bed for days already..

arghz...

was trying to upload some pictures but failed! There were some errors.. which I dunno what they are.. cos it wasn't stated in the error msg!!! Should I download the HELLO software..which is used to upload photos on Blogger? well.. I just reformatted my computer! Arghz.. there was some problem with my IE..

Sorry Joey and Mengru and Sokling and Yawling.. hahaa.. Didn't go for the officers retreat.. hope you ladies have learnt lots of things! Had lots of fun too huh? haaa.. Miss u gals all.. Aiai.. miss ya a lot too!!!

Heyz.. don't you find it strange? haaa.. It's Saturday nite.. and why am I sitting in front of the computer blogging away? Dar is having AHM tml.. hehehe.. so he got to stay in camp.. so far so good.. He just called to say that he couldnt sleep.. hahaa...

Miss Jenny and gals too! Hey Wen and Jen.. sorry that I didn't join you ppl today! N Yang.. sorry ah! haaa.. now is I MIA bah? haaa..

Must thank Auntie Maria and Uncle Cogen.. for the yummy meal that we had just now! And also wanna thank Charmaine and Sebastian for buying da cake..

hmmmz.. kk lah.. guess there's nothing much to update le! Take care all.. :)

A new start...

A new sch term and hopefully a new start... Taking 6 units will be triple of hardwork..effort and focus! Can I do it? Will be revealed in next year's examination results...

Suddenly feeling so motivated to get good results.. have got lots of plans but can I do it? haiz.. I'm feeling so tired actually.. I'm a person with 3 minutes passion.. (chinese would understand what I'm trying to say)

hmmz.. Cannot! Must tell myself that I can do it!! Jasmine, jia you.. I'm sure you can do it! You are not a stupid gal.. u noe? With hard work and effort I am sure you can perform.. and hopefully excel! Jia you!!!

Trying.. Tried... Tired..

harlow ppl.. haven't been blogging for quite a few days huh? Well... nothing much to update though.. still not in a very good mood lately!

(Hey Karen.. dun be sad too ya? But I'm sure u did better than me!)

Hmmmz.. Went for Charmaine's bday celebration yday evening.. Food tasted yummy and superb! (Hey gal.. thanks for da meal! Really enjoyed ourselves that nite.. Hope u like da gift from Bester and I!) I'm now starting to think how to celebrate my birthday! Another 5 mths more! Yeah.. not even half a year..

Before I even start to think of that.. I'm reflecting on my studies! How am I going to survive in another 2 years in SIM!? I would very much want to get a First Class honours but I didn't do well in my passing papers! Arghz.. Someone help me? Haiz.. Guess it all voice down to my working attitude n everything! Come on Jasmine! Where's your fighting spirit?

If I have to do well.. I better start working hard now! Uni is far too slacking for me! jia you gal!! You can do it!!! You can!! Yes!!! I can!!! well.. hopefully?

Depressed...

just gotten back my results.. please.. stop asking me how well I did for my exams!!!!