~Fairy tales~

Fairy tales are so beautiful and most of them have happy endings... Near to prefection... I believe fairy tales do exist, in terms of happy endings... Prefection? It's hard to find in the reality. Ha.

No one is perfect in this world... Except for one... God Himself... Our Creator... Our Saviour... Our Lord... I now know what is unconditional love is all about. You love that person but don't expect anything from him/her in return. It is difficult. Very hard. Who can? Maybe you could but always? I wouldn't think so. I miss God very much. Has been a long time since I told Him that I love Him. Sorry Father.

Fairy tales... To have one in life is a blessing... To have it prefect and have a happy ending is a miracle. Don't impose on others if you can't accomplish them yourself. Tell your loved ones before it is too late.

Cool! Black...

hehehe... trying to see if I can make my blog look similar to dar dar's one! I think his blog is really cool.. With only white and orange as the colour for the wordings and black as the background! hehehe.. totally cool! hehehehe...

In my blog, I'll write about my views and opinions about any issues regard the world! Hmmmz.. for today shall spare u peeps reading boring stuff that I typed! hahaha.. well.. let see... what else can I crap in here!? hmmmz..

oh yah.. I'll be starting work tomorrow. Feels kinda excited! hahahaha! Can't keep that excitement in me man! Going shopping later on... By myself... Hope to buy a new pair of ladies footwear! Errr.. what am I saying? Of course ladies one lah... if not I wear guys one meh? hahaha.. sha dan!

hmmmz.. sianz! Feeling sleepy le... yawnz...

Finally!

Hey peeps... Finally found a job through my sec sch friends... All thanks to May and Claudia for helping me in finding this job! Carinne, I'm also helping you to keep a lookout if you haven't found one yet! It's admin assistant... Assisting non other than Claudia lor! hahaha.. Feels kinda cool... cos it's my first time working in the office.. okie.. you can laugh all you want! Previously I worked as a childcare assisstant! But I'll miss the kids!

hmmmz... Kids! They should be having their holidays now! WoW... still remember when I was schooling, hols was like heaven to us! With lotsa time to play, sleep, watch cartoons! hahaha... of course there would be hols assignments, which we would normally complete them say the last week of the month! And if we can't finish them on time, I would start crying! ha! That's me! Still a crybaby though! hehehe... Not much changes after growing up...

NDP practice was good... Didn't manage to find dar in his contingent! Everyone is wearing the same uniform, cap, and with the same skin colour! How to look for him leh!? Though I tried hard to squint my eyes but my old contacts lenses didn't allow me to see them clearely... But I noticed something... SFI.. Singapore Food Industry which serves food for the army are wasting resources! They have used to many plastics bags. Imagine a plastic bag comes with a packet of food... So how many participants and helpers in the NDP would be how much rubbish we have produced! And the worst thing, we're all not environmental friendly by using so many plastic stuff! They are non biodegradable! oh man... I can actually still remember all these facts!? Yucks!

~ Some tots ~

Oh shux... just now I do remember what I wanna blog about... But my mind is blank now.. haha.. Can't think of anything to type here... Hmmmz...

Besides searching for a job online, tidy my room, go out to 'la' kopi, go for meetings, ndp practices.. There aren't much stuff for me to do... Life is really interesting kind of thing... Hey... Think I kinda remember what I wan to blog about...

Life... We make many decisions in our life. From deciding what time to wake up in the morning, what to eat for breakfast, what to wear, what form of transport to take to work, etc... So many many many small little decisions... We didn't realise as deciding has already become our life! ha. Each time you make a decision, there may be a sacrifice made. Like, if you want to save money, you got to wake up early and take public transport but you have to wake up earlier than usual.

Sometimes, I do really want to live my life to fullest! Make use of every little time I have to do things that I want and not succumbing to temptations and the sins in the world. For example, I can choose to forgo some of my sleep in the morning and go for a morning jog or to be lazy and sleep late. :o) Even now, I can choose not to have an entry in my blog and do something else that's more important. Errr.. okie.. for now I think writing down my ideas is kinda important.. Hehe... alrite alrite... excuses?

hmmz... Past, Now and Future... Our 'Now' would become our past... and our 'Future' may become our 'Now'... Don't you think it's so... well.. I can't seem to find any words... or rather there are so many mixed feelings about life! ha. Life... I am really grateful that God has given me a chance to live on each day. But one day, sometime later in my life, I will grow old and fade away from this world. A world that is full of temptations and sins... And hopefully I will be with the Lord, peacefully in the heaven... Sounds good to me...

ooOOooo.. what's the matter with me? ha. Getting hyped typing about life... Oopz. Sorry dudes! Am I boring all of ya!? Hopefully... am.... NOT! hahaha... K! I am sacrifing typing lesser words to go decide what I want to do now! :)

My first...

My first cry, my first breath, my first sight... The place where I live after the first moment I came to this world... Mount Alvernia at Upper Thomson Rd. Ahh.... I went back today... Syl's auntie is there for an opreation. Just as we were about to leave the hospital, we chanced upon the babies' ward! So this is where I once used to live! ooOOoo.. Feels so nice and excited...

Can't wait to see my own baby coming to this world... Alrite guys, dun get it all wrong! Haven't gotten married yet. Ha. No $$$ no talk! Well, this is the world now isn't it? Everything is in monetary terms. You want to get married? Can... Must have $$$ lah. Want to have children? Got $$$ to provide them with a good life? so on and so forth... so many things...

But I know... love btw people can't be measured by how much it cost... Cos it is priceless... No quotation. I treasure my parents, my brother, my friends and of course my dar dar. Not forgetting the Great and Almight God... All that I am, all that I have is all given by Him! Grateful for the things that He has done for me. Thank you Lord.

hMmmmz... more about my week... Nothing much! Just searching for jobs! Haiz. It's hard... Perhaps I should really go to the recruitment agencies huh? Well, what to do? Everyone is having hols now. So it's kinda hard to look for a part time job. Anyone got lobang? Please tell me alrite~? Thanks!

Wanna buy a pair of slip-on from U.R.S... but guess what? Hai hai hai... dun have my shoe size! Again! Yah.. it happens to me all the time! Just blame it on me lah... Always want to look for the best thing and the most likeable by me before I buy anything. Bad idea rite? haiz.. hehehe

*Freedom*

Hey... Smell it? No!? It's the scent of freedom! Sweet fragrance huh? Yippe yeah yeah!! Ahhhh... How I wish I'm now at the beach, and with no one around, I'll just scream my lungs out! Enjoy the sea breeze, the white clouds in the sky and birds flying around! Sand beach... please wait for me! I'll be coming soon!!! hahaha..

hmmmz.. yupz.. yesterday was my last day of torture! well... guess next year there's more to come! But before I even think of that... let me just enjoy my life and in the mean time look for a job too! haiz. It's hard looking for one nowadays. Thought there are lots of jobs around! You know? ha. :)

NDP practices starting this weekend... Haha.. So cool... and guess what!? Syl is also having practices there. He's in the Colour party! hahaa.. CooOOooL... :)

Looking for a job...

Hey people,
I'm now looking for a job.. yes... I am! haha.. Please help me keep a lookout for it alright!? And if you have got any lobangs do send me a msg! hehehe...

Left 2 more topics before I finish studying for me POB! yeah..

God is good, all the time!

Indeed, He is good all the time! Praise Him the Almighty one!

I prayed for a cab fast... Imgaine all the cabs that didn't pick me up was either hired or "on call". I told God that I really need one fast or I'll be late! And tada... there came a taxi! I was so thankful! Thank you Lord..

Left 2 more days before my exams start! Gotta work hard! Jia you...

Phew...

Guess what!? Yupz.. Ain't studying now but here typing this entry! ha. Nahz. Just finish cleaning up my room. Why is there ever so much dust and dirty in my room? I wonder... Hehe.. Going to log off soon in another 5 mintues time! yupz! Had my lunch cum breakfast. Guess it will last me till about 4pm before my stomach starts grumbling!

Feel that my room is clean and nice now! haha.. At least it smells fragrant! alrite.. enuff of me crapping. (Looking out of the window) hey.. saw this pigeon which has been standing the fence since I started noticing it! ha. It jumped down.. Now out of sight! Gotta come up with a shopping list. Got a few necessities that I gotta buy. Time is running out.... oopz..

Exams exams exams...

Oh great! Left one more paper before I'm officially free from exam stress! But wait a min, think I'll still suffer from post exams symptoms such as worrying whether I'll pass the exam or not.. or will I get good grades for certain subjects. People guess what? Think I'll have to retake another 2 units next year! AF and Econs! I'm dead for sure! ha.

Well, as long as I can complete my studies within 3 years and I can do relatively well, I guess it's won't be that bad afterall. Seriously! Hai.. okie.. just trying to console myself! Guess it's all my fault! I've slacked too much this year! Too lazy... I've never failed in my finals before! Guess this must be a lesson learnt in a hard way so that I'll wake up from my dream! God maybe using this time to shake myself up and not just spending my life away, in a meaningless manner...

I've told myself that I'll work hard! And it's really hard... it's not difficult to score a 34 for a passing grade isn't it!? I can do it! and I know I can! Gambette!

Units that I wanna take up: AF, Econs, Stats, Maths, Intro to Sociology, POB, Marketing, Human resource management, Auditing, Financial Intermediation, Invesment Management, Coporate Finance. Yupz! Sounds cool isnt it!? Not exactly... ha. Imagine all the stress! Alright, it might not be that bad afterall! All these modules are geared towards my career in banking!

And to those who are still schooling in secondary school or jc.. believe me! Study hard in school... Treasure your teachers... You won't have the honour of getting nagged by them when you're in uni! And that will cause you to suffer if you can't handle independent learning that well. Study with a group of friends! Plan a learning strategy for yourself... Don't dwindle your time away! OkiE? But sometimes we do need to fall down once, pick ourselves up again and we'll be able to learn more and suceed eventually then when your life is plain and smooth sailin.

(keep hearing this interference thingie on my speakers... and it's not my mobile!)

Rain, rain go away...

It's "raining" again... Didn't feel like studying! Can't wait for tml to come! Shux! How? Help! Help! Help!

Statistics...

Woke up 5.40am in the morning and still feeling a bit sleepy... Studied a bit more before i went to bathe and get changed..

Reached Jurong East MRT at about 7.15am.. Yeah.. I'm the earliest there! hahaa... Then then... Took the train to Singapore Expo till my butt aches! Missing my dearest dar dar at the same time!

Time to go into the hall! It's huge!!!! hahaa... Yeah.. Sat at the wrong place.. Frantically looking for my right place! And tada! Found it... hahaa.. Cooled myself down... Opened up the paper and I was like oh shux! hahaa.. Kinda different from what I used to do! haiz..

Oh gosh! What's today's date?

9th of May!?? Oh dear oh dear... Tml will be the start of my examinations. Part of me was like really hoping for this day to come... But the other half... must be the guilty-ness... was pyscho-ing myself how good will it be if I've got another few weeks to prepare for the doom's day!

haiz! Okie... Reached home at about 2.30pm.. tidied my room... vacuumed and mopped... Every corner of my room is much cleaner now! Bathed and before I know it it's 4pm. Told myself that I'll surf the internet for a while more before hitting the books... and before I know it here I am still typing this blog. And the time now - 5.20opm.

I know! After this I'll really go revise through my statistics one last time and a bit of my econs revision! I'm afraid! Really... Though scoring of 34 to get a pass seems quite easy.. but for me it's maybe a very difficult task! Oh shux! I know I shouldn't be saying all these but I just can't help it! God.. I know You're always there.. Calm me down this one more time Lord...

Hey drill comm pals! About meeting up, after my exams I will be having NDP practices on saturdays. And maybe getting a job soon.. yeah.. :)

Jenny, PeiYing, Carinne, JingWen: We'll be meeting for dinner soon?

Miss you all!!!! haiz..

8 pts!

Hey my brother finally passed his driving test! hahaa.. Feel so happy for him... but at the same time, I know there's going to be a war! hahaa.. You know what? That means I've gonna fight with him for the car! ah...

He got 8 pts... I got 18! hahaa.. okie lah... He's better at driving I know! :)

MuNcH MuNch

I'm getting hungry easily nowadays! Hungry lah! hahaa... Must be pretty stressed over my exams... Coming soon.. Next week! ah!!!!! Sianz...

Can't get to serious revision yet! shux! Nothing goes into my head it seems! hahaa.. Think if I pass it's really by God's grace! Help!!!

It's rude to stare!

Hey guyz... Especially those lechers and lao bei bei out there... Better stop staring at gals boobs when they walked past you! It's extremely intimidating for such a thing to happen.

Well well... I'm getting really scared and afraid! Exams! Shux... Hated that word..

Human beings. Ha. Fake smiles? Fake concern? Who cares?

I choose to believe in the positive side of the world... A rainbow can be seen even in the darkness... (Yang guan zhou zai feng yu hou, qing xiang xing you cai hong!)

Human

haha.. Didn't know what to crap.

Okie lah. I'm having exams in exactly a week's time. God bless me...

Heat wave...

Sheesh... The heat is getting on my nerves already! Why is it so humid and hot everyday? and night? arghz... I now bathe with cold water but it cools me down only for like a few minutes.

Exams exams exams! I'm getting so tired!