Black out.

Stupid me! Have been standing on the parade ground for so long and yet I had to fall out cos I felt I was going to faint. Felt that I've let the whole contingent down. I mean if I was one of the girls at least it wasn't that bad. But I'm a contingent commander. Supposed to set a good example for the girls but I didn't.

Well... When the march past was carried on... I felt a sense of coldness on my face. And I didn't feel too good already. And out of sudden, I couldn't see! My world was turning darker and darker every second. Couldn't take it anymore, I squatted down. But I told myself I couldn't fall out at that moment! Cos everything was going to end soon! I stood up again and clench my fist tight. But eventually the world turned darker again. Arghz. Squatted down.. and stood up... squatted down and stood up. N finally I heard the transformation music. I quickly tried to get to my position. But the thing was I couldn't see where I was going!!! I tried to ask my girls for help but the next thing I know was that the medic was there to stretcher me out of the parade ground. I told them 'NO' and I was okie! but.. haiz! I still failed as a contingent commander! Shux. I asked God to help me but still I wasn't strong enough. Sorry Father. Sorry girls. Sorry mdms!