Depressed

Depressed is the word that I'm using for myself today. I cried. Morning till noon till evening till night. Does anyone care? No! Cos I deserved it I guess. Good things don't come together... But bad things will. I am going crazy. I feel like escaping. Perhaps a hole in the earth seems quite like a hiding place.

I want to cover myself. With anything. I am tired. I am sad. I am depressed. I am stressed. I am crying again. Shux! I want someone to cuddle up with me and tell me that it is alright at least he/she is still around. I know... God is there. I talked to Him last night. It was quite a nice conversation. Thank you Lord for comforting me.

Alone. I don't wish to be alone. I am scared of being alone. I just need someone to be with me.

I am tired. Tired of breathing, walking, eating, sleeping. Tired of this world. A world that seems dark and cold.