Friday, June 17, 2005

Gu Dan

Alone. Spending quality time with absolutely no one except yourself is very important. At least it's time for you to relfect on your life so far. I haven't been spending time alone ever starting of the year. I'm either busy with studies if not work or friends. Hardly at home.

The only time that I was alone, was last like Friday? Went to Esplanade on my own. Sat there alone with no one else except me and only strangers walking past me. The scent of the sea makes me feel so relieved, of the stress and saddness that was inside me. Hot tears rolled down on my cheeks.

And now, I'm holding back my tears. You can only hear sniffing. Can't help but to feel that way. PMS is haunting me. What to do? Do anyone of you really understand what I am going through? You all don't! Nobody does, I guess.

Just want to hide myself under the blanket after a cup of hot Milo. To make me feel contended.

The office is filled with laughter. I'm sitting here alone feeling tired.

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