Say CHEESE!

Had an awesome day @ May's place, baking our most favourite, cheesecake! Yummy.. It was simply delicious! Ahh.. BAKED not CHILLED okie! Hee.. All thanks to our shi fu, May! If not Jenny and I will have got no idea how to go about baking a tasty cheesecake wor!

. Jen + May!

. May + Me! Don't we look like sisters, yeah?

. The cheesecake!

. A old photo that we took when were in secondary school then!

Rest.

Never had this feeling for a long time. The smell of the air is so familiar. The sun rays shining into my room, waking up late in the morning, me watching TV with my mom in the kitchen and my dad in the garden.. Even Lucky is sleeping soundly beside the sofa! =)

Better do some revision before the time is being wasted away! It is noon already! A few more hours I will be going out again! =) To meet up with my baby whom I haven't met for a day! =P

Hee.

Yawn :0
Mixed feelings. Confused thoughts. Felt so much wanted to be in control of my life but seems like things doesn't always go smoothly in my way! Be it in my personal plans or studies, there must be some kind of distractions and temptations "lurking" somewhere, threatening to spoil them all.
Sigh. Empty promises. Self denial. Obessesion. Procrastination. Some words to describe a fraction of my feelings right now!
Weather is good. Gloomy skies, wind keeps blowing.. A good day ahead!? I doubt so with the lecture that I will be attending later. Completely lost and "drowned" in the pool of words and equations! Alrite. Enuff of my ranting. Shall stop here and START USING MY BRAIN FOR MORE CONSTRUCTIVE ACTIVITIES!
Revising for my 5 modules are activities on the critical path as planned in the Operational Research project. Any delay to the activities' completion time will cause the project to be totally delayed! Objective of the OR project: To get the paper used as a "passport" to gain entry into LARGE MNCs. Ha. I must be dreaming!
Whatever.

Yum Chia.

Yum Chia = Dim Sum.

Haa.. Daddy, mommmy, didi, bester and I woke up considerably quite early this morning! Wanted to bring my brother to try the "Casuarina Curry" banana prata and the cheese prata..Being health conscious, daddy suggested dim sum instead of cosuming the oil stuff. Didi then drove us all to Toa Payoh - Xin Fu Yum Chia Restaurant.. Haa.. LONG QUEUE. Turned us off immediately and didi remembered that there is another restaurant that the tv had advertised before.

Yum Chia Resaturant @ Chinatown area! Saw the famous stall that sells that the most tasty dessert! Anyway.. Didi gave us a treat and I must say all of us enjoyed the food!! Yummy! We orderd a lot of things! Didi knew I love xiao long bao.. Ordered 2 "long" of that.. as well as the siew mai! The congee there is so silky and smooth! Hee.. Ah! Simply love the dim sum treat! Thank you brother! =) Not cheap wor!

Made a trip to westmall.. to Paws & Furs.. Saw where is Cake Avenue!

Didi booked in le! Bester and I had a nice supper treat from my parents! Yummy.. Satay.. Oyster omelette.. Sugar cane juice.. and... tangyuen with peanut soup!

Burp! Ate too much le! Gain back all the weight le lor!

=)

Feel so comforted with so many good friends and buddies around me! =)

Urgency.

Sense of urgency. Have I totally lost it or what!? What have I been up to recently during the weekends!? Should be studying and mugging the whole day and not wasting my day by sleeping, makaning and using the internet! Shux! I forsee myself not excelling for my one and only final year exams!

Wake up! I got to clear my mind with all the shitty dieting stuff and start mugging from now onwards! Yes! There isn't any shortcut to getting good grades but to start studying and revising right now(It's t = 0 where t stands for time!)! Whatever..

Have been thinking through a lot for the past few days. Don't create unnecessarily problems that doesn't even exist in the first place!!! That is what I should do!

Life is as such.. No degree, no stepping stone into good companies.. No stepping stone, how on earth how are you going to show your "execellent" productivity to your boss? How are you going to climb up the ladder in the corporate world!?

So Jasmine, wake up your silly "shortcut" ideas and start using my brains and muscles now!

What on earth am I typing!? Whatever!?

Sick.

Yikes. Sigh.

Yikes!

Sigh.

Blog.

Wanna type something meaningful. But I can't bring myself to type it out! =) Muahahaa.. Okie! Shall cut out the crap alrite!? Here goes..

"...Life is as such.."

Hahaa.. Feel like bashing me up!? Come on!

Life simply sux!

Life sux when I just kept eating non stop and ended up gaining back all those extra kilos that I have shed for the past 2 months! Argh. I want to lose weight! I can't stand the sight of myself now. Looking at how friend around me are dieting now kinda makes me motivated again! I want to get rid of you fats.

Nothing happen in particular that I want to blog about.

Brother booked out and booked in. He is having a cough and perhaps an itchy throat. Please do pray for him. Worrying for him right now! No idea if his leg has made a recovery yet! Sigh.

School is totally uncool! Can't catch up with the pace of the lecturers as I have been slacking for the past whole month! =( What's happening to me!? Sometimes halfway through the lecture I really felt like crying!

Today is 15th Oct. =) Happy 27mth of togetherness, Bester!

Life sux when I am fat.

Vivo!?

Vivo City was officially opened on 7th October!

Took bus 963 from our house and headed towards the megamall. =) Mind you, it was quite late in the morning. Bester and I had only a piece of bread each before leaving. Imgaine how loud our stomach(s) were grumbling by the time we were strolling in the "forest". We were nearly lost! It was so huge and we didn't know where we were in the mall! As if it wasn't bad enough, we noticed that most shops haven't finished their renovations and aren't opened yet! We sure were very hungry then and the eating outlets weren't opened except Sushi Tei, Hagen Daz and Carl's Junior!? Oh my gosh! I was fuming mad! Quickly made our way to HabourFront Center to have a quick meal at Pastamania before watching "Stay Alive" @ GoldenVillage Vivocity.

(Bester, I am sorry for all the nonsense, yet again. Sorry!!!!!)

Was hesitating whether to buy popcorns or not and I was glad that I did! Dar was so sweet to give me the movie treat as well as the popcorn! Yummy. Sweet tasting popcorns that melts in my mouth. Haa. I got more than that! For those who have know me long and well enough, I would have told you about the half false front tooth that I have!? Hee. It dropped yesterday before the movie started!!!! Haa. I was eating popcorn when I realised it was gone! Darling had a good laugh and found me to be very cute. I didn't dare to laugh as my smile is quite.. erm!? Anyway, at that point of time, I weren't afraid. In fact, I felt calm as I knew pumpkin would take care of me. I trusted him wholly. He's the one. =P I'm sure!

Went to Ang Mo Kio Ave Dental Clinic. The dentist was good. Hee. Anyway, had my tooth filled back! Going to smile all I can!

One last thing, I love you sweetie pie!

New lease of life.

Had a good talk with Bester last night. The whole conversation was basically on the topic of my "diet obsession"! Whenever I typed that phrase, I didn't think that I was actually obsessed with being slim and everything. However, for the past few months, I didn't realise that I've become less bubbly and joyful as compared to before. My whole focus was only on BEING SLIMMER. Recently, Bester's plea was for me to love him more! I thought I had always showed him caer and concern?! I didn't "wake up" until last night when he told me that he is CONSTANTLY living in fear as my actions and behaviour doesn't show my love for him! That really jolted be back to the reality!

People for the past 2 months have been telling me that I have slimmed down too much, or being to skinny, etc.. Sure, I was slim then! I didn't care what they said! Cos I kinda like it when I was maintaing that weight! But it really affected my health badly that I am getting the fear of being anorexic! I didn't even want to eat but kept telling myself that I will skip meals and not consume anything but ended eating up more than I require! Binge. Now, that really makes me fat!

The person who suffered the most, Bester! He's always there to tolerate with all my dieting nonsense but never seems to give up on me once! I am really touched by all his little actions. He constantly reminded me to take proper meals and not because I want to have a hot body then go on dieting! He loves me just the way I am, be it now or in the past! =) So sweet of him! I realli want to make up to him for the past 2 mths that he had suffered! Dar, give me a chance! Please?

Scare.

Yesterday, I've gotten a scare of my life! Was discussing something with Bester and realised that he had suffered so much, in silence. We were talking about the past and how we have actually grown so much, being together, for the past 2 years. Keeping my fingers cross, praying really hard, that everything will goes on smoothly as it is now, till we tie the knot and being recognised as one in the eyes of God!

*BURPED* Sorry! Had bor bor char char for lunch! Especially whipped out by the master chef, my daddy!

Feud.

Didn't feel well on Mon. Fighting with the germs within me!

Seems to have this battle with fats as well. Will it eventually win over me? Argh. On dieting mode again. Hee.

Another war I am fighting now, studies! SIAN!!

Hectic.

School is driving me crazy at the moment! Hectic weekends.
Sherine's 21st bday party. She is a princess, just like the one in a fairytale. =)
Photos taken using Jen's camera! heee..

.Quan jia fu!

.Me @ MOS burger! Prelude pic!

.Me taken before setting off!

Today is my best pal's 21st birthday! Planned a surprise birthday party for her! Brought her to do hair colouring @ Kelture. Ta-da~! Her new look! So sweet looking..