Laggard.

Ha. That is a Marketing term. Used to describe new product adopters who are always the last to try out "new products". "New" doesn't necessarily mean "NEW" but refers to something which the person has never tried before. Erm.. Ignore me if you can't get what I am saying! I miss school terribly and can't wait to start mugging again! And this time round, I won't even make a sound about how tough schooling is because it is definitely much easier than slogging in the society.

I am losing my passion. My confidence. Is it that I have done a lousy job that no one trust in me anymore? I am afraid that one day, I will not be serving Him in any ways. The reason that I still stayed on was because I want to give back a little to that much He has given for me.

Have so much to blog. So much that I want to share with all my friends. =) Lots of emotions that I felt. Especially after catching "Click" last night with Bester hubby... I feel that I haven't done enough for my family. All those "what if.." scenes have actually flashed through my mind, and I have even cried, fearing that one day.. I will not be able to see my parents again..

Friends out there.. do treasure all your love ones.. Not only your family members but also your close friends.. Don't treat anyone like an enemy but love them like your neighbour.. Don't set your goals as just about the earthly pleasures.. Think far and make your life meaningful in whatever ways you can.

I really hope to say this to you in person.. Hang on! You can do it..

Shattered. You have broken her heart.

Sigh.