Friday, March 31, 2006

restless...

For 2 nights, I've not been sleeping well. For some reasons only that special someone will know. Hee. =P I tried to wake up early each morning but due to lack of rest, I couldn't pull myself up from the bed except to off the snoozing mode of the alarm clock! Ha. =)

Just revamped my blog! Hee.. Not that I don't love my "doggies" blogskin anymore but just wanna have a different look this time round. Dark yet serene. Saddness but peaceful. (That's how I felt when I read my blog!) Those who have read Bester's blog before would know that it was previously his blogskin! Hehe. Please do not say that I am a copycat.

I must say through all these years in my life, I have somehow become someone I wish to be. There are regrets but I can't do much to salvage whatever that has been lost. What I have now is the present and the future. And those who become a past when time passes by.

I am sure all of us would want to turn into someone whom people like. Think before you would want to say that you just want to be yourself. I wouldn't dare to say that I am right. As long you do not regret whatever decisions you have made and lead a life you have always wanted to.

Please treasure those you love. You will never know what our time is up. Jealousy "kills" relationships. Not trusting someone = "committing suicide". How many times can you all be friends? brothers and sisters? daughter/son and father/mother? Once!

=) Do you think what's shown on the TV reflects the reality? To a certain extend, maybe. I was dreaming all the while and now I have to face the true world.

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