Messy!?

Can't stand my room any longer! Ha. So messy with things lying around.. be it on the floor, my bed, the table.. well, it's everywhere! Trust me... haa.

I'm going for a battle in year 2006. Will first attack SIM Hall 4.03 and will take a break from there before conquering Singapore Expo Hall dunno what! Ha. How on earth am I going to win when I didn't even know the actual war zone? Shux! Have to pay some money in January to bribe those officials. It's a hefty sum mind you! $3000!!! Dad told me that I better score well this time round if not he's going to let me earn my own school fees!

Am rushing to finish my projects on hand. Hope to do it well and good. Gave myself a dateline that by 1 Jan got to complete everything that I'll have to plan!

Read XiaXue's blog. She looked so pretty in those pics! Sigh. I hope I can too! I am looking fatter each day. Trying to skip meals nowadays and also to walk longer distances to burn a bit more calories. Ha.

Emotionally I am still quite disturbed by certain things. I wonder why can't I be seen as who I am!? Why am I treated like as if I'm one of the finalist in the Star Idol!? Well, if I really am I should be in that show as one of them right now! Sigh. Shall use one sentence that Bester used.. "I'm treated like shit!"

Now I know how it feels. Dar, I apologise for that! Truly!

Wanna buy more pink stuff! Haa. Thinking of getting Lucky a pink leash! Haa. Perhaps a pink bowl where she can drink from. Hmm...