yeah.. actually since yesterday? I was already having the PMS symptoms.. I mean I got irritated and agitated easily.. and my mood was like super unstable.. I mean I can be laughing and smiling @ one point of time, and be complaining and nagging at another.. arghz. Jus can't take it anymore... This morning.. I cried! Yes.. I cried.. I can't take it any more!!! I couldn't control my own emotions.. I cried... I know it's ridiculous.. Cos I'm already 19 and should be handling this quite well by now.. but!!! I can't... Sometimes, I do think that I'm a failure.. a total failure that is!!! I hate it.. Simply hate it..
Piglet was soooo GOOD to me.. I accompanied him to his camp this morning.. took a cab from his house... N when we're going to reach his camp, I couldn't take it any longer... I cried.. rite in front of him.. like a small baby... And he was like quite taken aback to see me in that state.. N took half day urgent leave! To keep me accompany.. yeah... as u all have guessed.. I didn't attend my lecture... Skipped it.. arghz.. anywayz.. I was so blessed to have him, the special one to be around.. When I'm like feeling so down and low... I really thank him for all he has done for me.. Putting up with me.. Cheering me up! Thank u ling.. Thank u so so so so so much!
He took me to watch the movie, National Treasure.. I totally enjoyed the whole show! It was terrific... awesome!!! N b4 that, we took a photo and the machine will print it out... but in oil paint effect.. It's like veri nice lor!! I'm gonna frame it up and put it up in my room... I simply love it! yeahz...
Getting all excited about Xmas... All those presents that I'm going to give and receive.. wOOOooooOOO.. hahaha... haiz... can't seem to find the present that i wanna get for ling.. hehehe..
oh yah! Tml will be the caroling performance thingie! woooOOOOoowEEeeeEEE... I'm getting so excited about it!!!
alrite.. Think I'm feeling all tired and sleepy by now.... I should turn in.. good nite everyone..
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