that is what i am doing now if not he may think that he isn't doing good enough.
but i guess people don't just change over night and we will have to give them sufficient time isn't it?
meanwhile, i just got to protect myself from getting hurt.
i have to remember "UNCONDITIONAL LOVE"!
oh man it's hard to put it into practice! Thank goodness for the love of God that is keeping me going all these while...
things that still show i am nowhere in his heart.
- carrying a baby, with a heavy diaper and another sling bag... he could have come over when i said that we will be ending the gathering soon.
- and when i went to look for him, he just sat there like a log and never even come open the damn door for me!
- first thing ask me how much his meal cost when i have got so many things on hand!
- he check in in FB without tagging me (while he constantly asked me to tag him when we were together at some places!)
seriously, how big am i in his heart now when he is still thinking about himself.
i am tired. not wanting to share with him how i feel anymore. i just want to do my best and that is it! not going to to anything extra cos it is not going to be fruitful anyway.
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