Random.

Feel like blogging but can't seem to find my thoughts. Something has been bugging me. I can't help but to feel a tad emotional. Is it part of the growing up process that we have to feel insecure and doubtful of our own future? Sigh. There are so many things in life that seem to unfold itself in a negative way. Moving on to young adulthood makes me learnt so much more about our "Earthly" world. To start with, I have learnt to trust no one except for your love ones and Him. But to further complicate things and making it contradicting, even your close family members and buddies might tell a white lie to make you feel happier. So when do we speak the truth? Maybe, it helps just by lying.

So what is my purpose of coming to the Earth? By chance? Definitely not. But till now I am still unsure why I am here. I feel that I am "squandering" my time away as I have been doing things that have no priority over the others. Here are some things which I have procrastinated doing for a long time.

1) Dolling up my room. Yes! This has been a project that is not planned and executed at all. And to think on my 21st birthday, my buddies actully bought me IKEA vouchers so that I can achieve my dream room. Sorry guys to have let you all down. But I will have to do it soon because of my upcoming wedding which is going to be held later this year.

2) Erm. Will update when I have thought of it. Ha. That's it! I am procrastinating thinking what have not been done!

Oh yes. By posting my feelings and thoughts in here, it will be free for all to read. If you have views and comments, I will still welcome you to leave a message in the tagboard. A blog, in my opinion is not really a "personal" personal diary. The entries are posted in the internet and so it is meant for people to read it anywhere, anytime! If you really will want to make it a private one, please change the setting to "only the blog author is able to read whatever that is in there." and not to whine, saying that people are intruding into your privacy.

One of my colleagues is pregnant! Such a wonderful piece of news, isn't it? A new life will be brought to this world. My actual day videographer, he too has just been promoted to the rank of "daddy". I have seen the photos of his little boy on his blog. He looks just so adorable! Congratulations to Why Keen and his wife for having give birth to a baby boy!

Quite random isn't it? I am jumping from one topic to another. Random.

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