Insomnia

I can't sleep! =(
12.24a.m.

Took out my contacts, closed my eyes and tried to get some rest but I couldn't. So here I am sitting here typing another entry. Do you know that there's this particular scent in the air? I mean at different time of the day or in the year, there will be this certain scent that you are able to smell. This air that I'm breathing in now makes me think of the past.

Sec3 Camp:
The year when I attended the camp, my beloved Grandma passed away. Missed her lots because she was the only Ah Ma I could converse with. Her smiles... Back to the camp. I was alone, thinking about her.. The same smile of the air...

East Coast Park:
My 2nd date with Bester! =) Went to ECP to "ton" with him. Didn't sleep a wink but was there enjoying the sea breeze. The same smile of the air..

LAME!

Anyway, was calculating with my current pay how much I can actually save up for my wedding, house, car, etc. Haa... The 5Cs! Erm.. or maybe there are more Cs to add on?

1) Credit Card
2) Condo (This I can't afford! I just want a 4 room flat but it shall be nicely renovated!)
3) Carat (Haha.. Yes! The diamond ring and I'm still waiting.)
4) Car (Nissan Latio Sport, black hopefully both interior and exterior. I don't mind 2nd hand cars you know?)
5) Career (Hopefully a managerial position by the time I reach age 35)
6) Cash (This is quite IMPORTANT!)

4Cs of family life!

1) Care
2) Concern
3) Commitment
4) Communication