Home alone for the past 2 days. I cried when I came back from home after my mock exams. Sense of loneliness. The feeling was terrible and with all the things I've been going through, I just couldn't control my flow of tears. I know, am too soft and emotional.
Finally, my brother came back from camp and I felt more at ease. Sent the car for a wash @ Caltex then went to buy KFC dinner. Had a fun time catching up with my brother and got to know more about his experience in camp. =) Felt bad leaving him alone at night while I went over to Bester's place.
Papa roach came to my place after he had his dinner at home. I'm VERY thankful for his presence and time with me. Without him, I think my world will be dark and lonely!!! Really appreciated his love and concern for me! Thank you dar! Guess that's one way how God showed me His concern, that is sending a friend to stay by my side.
Bester and I turned gardeners for a day! Haa. Oh boy! Had so much fun watering the plants! Dar saw a ladybird and he was so so so excited! Haa. I commented that it look like a robot and he couldn't not agree with me! =)
My parents just came back! Hee. Felt so relieved! Dad said that we didn't water enough and some plants are very dehyrdated! =P Dunno mah! First time spending so much time in the garden. I am surprised that I kinda liked watering the plants!
Ha. I am a grown up! Must learn how to deal with stress and challenges. Hey, that is what the world is about today. Do not be afraid as God will be there to guide me. Why should I be bothered over small issues? Interacting with people aint easy but does not mean I have to be afraid. We HAVE to interact with human beings at every moments of our lives! Brace up, Jasmine!
Thank you ru! Yup. A transition period. That is what I am facing. But with family and friends around me, and most importantly with God around, they will always be there to pick me up if I ever fall down.
I have been putting up false front. Appear to be garang on the outside but inside me, I am as timid as the mouse! Ha.
Suddenly felt so encouraged. Hee. Listening to music.. err.. those without singing kind?
Got to buck up! I CAN DO IT.
I miss him! = (
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