The greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows our flaws and differences and yet still willingly embraces you with so much love. If someone comes into your life and becomes a a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much...just be glad that your paths crossed and somehow he made you happy even for a while.
Monday, December 24, 2007
Merry Christmas!
Lots of pinkie that I've gotten from Bester's family!
Thank you all for your effort!!! Hugz and muackz!!!
Thank you darling for the expensive oven!!!
Friday, December 14, 2007
True?
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite
April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite
July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass
October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog
If you are an Ass: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty cannever be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes toyour attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed.Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains thereason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste forclothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sureare depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group ofdignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.
If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute andattractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind ofperson. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward toinclude you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive whichis a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you.If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealingwith you, it is enough to invite your wrath.God bless the person then!
If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are apeace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you arerequired to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one placefor a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how totactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when youreceive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!!Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatteryou to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....
If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person,sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you preferquietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth ofeach thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given areason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashionbird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion.Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much tostrangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care inchoosing your friends.
If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. Theexamples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people.You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a personwho is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish totalk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. Youcan give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do notexpect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in apractical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.
If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach inlife. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remainunaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are theleader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in theirtimes of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away fromhypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. Youare very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess,hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall inlove....
If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handlepressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without goingberserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with yourselected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations andthings to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible.As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise,you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when theyreally need you.
If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to bedone as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and loveif you are the center of attraction. That way, you people areunique... You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles.Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy,you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from thevery beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense iswhat saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch youpeople are!!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Simple as that.
But I am only a human...
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Random.
(Am getting a tad emotional here. Breathing in the air right now makes me feel so erm... relaxed and recalling the days I had gone through. The smell of the air makes me think of the nights at East Coast Park, GBC, BBSS... Sigh...)
It's Dec 2007 and in another month's time, we'll be bidding farewell to '07 and welcoming '08 with open arms. Isn't that great!? Ha. Far from it. Reflecting back on the past year's events, I seriously think that I am a utter failure.
Naive? I am and am trying not to be. I suck at interpersonal skills and in sales. I procrastinate, as usual. I run away from problems. I am not filial. I neglect my friends often. I don't go church nor pray as often. I am lazy.
Tell me more. I have got so much flaws that even myself can't remember all of them!
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Viral Infection.
Slept my Friday away, got up on Saturday but felt weak! Sigh.
I just want to thank my Pa Pa Roach! He actually stayed at my place to look after me for so many days! He even ate the tasteless porridge with me!
So blessed with my family and love ones around me.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Priorities.
2) Friends
3) Work and earn $$$
4) Toyota Vios!
Yup! Went shopping for a new car over the weekend. =) Set my eyes on the Toyota Vios 1.5G! Sigh! When will I ever get my own car!?
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Life.
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee
When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups ofcoffee.
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items infront of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very largeand empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into thejar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas betweenthe golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full.They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if thejar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table andpoured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the emptyspace between the sand. The students laughed.
'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you torecognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are theimportant things--your family, your children, your health, your friend, your favourite passions---and if everything else was lost and onlythey remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your houseand your car.
The sand is everything else---the small stuff.
'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is noroom for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If youspend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never haver room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always betime to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls! first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. 'I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'
Saturday, September 01, 2007
Tough.
Things happen as God has already planned them to be part of my life so I can learn something out from it. Thinking of all the things that He has done for me, I felt guilty of not being a good Christian. What's the point of saying and not showing it through actions? Thoughts of going back to a Christian church pass through my mind. Should I? I pondered and am still pondering...
I am here for a purpose. But what is it?
I HUNGER for His Words. The truth.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Sigh.
Biut I still tell myself, I must be strong.
Friday, August 03, 2007
Acronyms.
To excel in all we do, this is what I think we should all have.
Heart
Attitude
Mindset
All these are intrinsic. Internalised. Not something which can be taught and learnt overnight.
But with all these 3, we are receptive to changes and wanting to learn more. Learning itself is a life long process. Though I may have finished my official studies, but I have got SO MUCH MORE to learn in the real world, the working society.
Today marks the end of my training session. It ended off with an unhappy note. Shant say much. I have made a lot of good friends. Learnt a lot more about the reality and how humans really behave and react in different kinds of situations.
I discover a lot more about myself. I know my flaws and strengths now. I got to learn to listen and be more humble. Do not jump to conclusions before anything actually ended.
I am stressed. I am tired.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
BIA
MT96... "We are good! We are good! We are very very good!!!"
And now, is SHOPPING time. Am now low on funds. Sigh.
Friday, July 27, 2007
MIA.
Tomorrow is my last paper! wish me luck...
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Passed
Was reading though my past month's entries. Realise that the length of each entry is getting shorter. Unless I really feel a need to blog a long one, if not I will keep it short and sweet. Purpose of my blog is to give you guys some snap shots of my life. To know more about certain events, give me a call or drop my an email! =) I will be more glad to share with you of what is happening in my life.
Left about 2 weeks before I'm being deployed to the branches. Nervous!
Thursday, July 19, 2007
80th Anniversary.
Feeling kinda grumpy the whole day just because of me being absent minded. FORGOTTEN to bring my wallet! Sigh...
And how else can I not be suay when I switch on the living room light and one of the bulbs gotta burst and I have to clean the mess!? Sigh..
Sunday, July 15, 2007
A special day to remember...
15 July 2007
3 years of togetherness... =) Blissful...
Supposed to wake up early in the morning and have BK breakfast at Westmall, buy the food for tonight's BBQ at Shop & Save but... hahaa.. Was so tired that I slept through the whole morning. Dar was very understanding to let me sleep early the night before so as to recover from the hours of sleep I had lost on Friday night. Sigh.
Something spoilt my day a little. When we took a photo of ourselves before setting off, I looked so haggard. Sigh didn't look nice at all in almost every photo that we took today!! Though dar kept assuring me that I always look great but I know he's just consoling me! True friends and your loved ones may say untruthful things sometimes to protect you.
Then we took a train down to City Hall and ate Cheesy Curry chicken from Chippy! Nacho cheese with deep fried chicken is a deadly combo! Haa.. NICE NICE NICE!!! Yummy-licious la! Using the fastest pace we could (running kinda late), we proceed next to Outback for their Bushman Shrooms! Dar was very IMPRESSED with the mushrooms we had as they were juicy and tasted EXTREMELY nice with the sauce. (Notice the CAPs? Haa..) A tad too expensive to think that we had to pay $22 bucks for just a free flow coke and a plate of mushrooms. Had been raving to Dar about the shrooms, so I guess it makes it ever more special to have this dish on our very special day. *winked*
Next on our itinerary was Body Contours. Appointment time was at 2. In my opinions, it was a fun and great experience! Nearly couldn't find the place but dar had asked a passerby for directions and thank goodness he actually knew the place! Anyway, I strongly encourage all couples to try at least once in your lifetime to visit a spa for relaxation and spending more quality time with each other.. We didn't spend a lot as it was our first trial. Usually they give almost 50% discount for your first visit. They aren't pushy nor hard sellers. I almost fell asleep during the massage and scrub because it was so quiet in the room (as no one was talking!) that dar and I were in! To grade their service, skills, professionalism and ambiance, I will give 9 out of 10!
After being almost physco-ed to sign up a package, we took a train down to Westmall to buy ingredients for the BBQ. Bought quite a lot of stuff as we are feeding 5 erm... 6 to be exact, including my precious doggie, Lucky Lee.. =P Haa... though she can't eat much of our food as she may get ill easily!
Went for wedding fair yesterday but least expected it to be meant more for the Malays! Didn't do much research as their packages differ from the Chinese one by quite a lot. Packages being offered to them are simpler as they are more traditional and usually the ceremony may spread over 2 days kind of thing. Anyhow we did manage to hear from 3 bridal studios. Bridal Concept so far had offered something quite worth taking up now but it's still too early to book anything right? Or you all think we should lock in the price now? On our way to Outback, we visited Seletar Broadway roadshow. Sat down and listen to the person and realised that most packages are quite standard. Hmmm, and most of the time they will give more items in the contract during exhibitions and roadshows.
By the way, I passed by 2nd paper! Unexpectedly. Thought I will fail.
Friday, July 13, 2007
Pissed.
=(
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Thursday, July 05, 2007
First Day.
The day. It's cool. Tiring thought. Met up with senior management. Didn't perform well! =(
04 July 2007
A day of training. Extremely tired. Test is this Saturday morning. Shux.
05 July 2007
Training at FTC. Overwhelmed. Begin to doubt myself.
Monday, July 02, 2007
Last.
Haa. Had an enjoyable time going out with my friends for the past 2 weeks. Since most of us have started working, time to meet up will be much lesser.
When I was schooling, I so much wanted to work. However. I realised being a student is still the BEST as we have got a lot more free time on hand. Sigh. I wish..
Since school has started for Bester, that means we can meet each other more often. Yeah!!!
Random thoughts.
Confused. Haa...
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Unpleasant.
god. life. spouse. family. friends.
Especially... =) shhhz.. Zipped tight! Don't ask me..
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Doubts.
Monday, June 25, 2007
Blading.
More activities lining up for me. Hee. One week left to start work OFFICIALLY.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Fear.
Was thinking about this on the bus journey back home. My parents aren't getting any younger. At least they are 8-10 years old older compared to most of my (and any) of my friends' parents! Gosh. There's like a LOT of time if we convert it to number of days. Nobody knows how much more time we have with our love ones. For all you know tomorrow I may get killed in an accident tomorrow. Ha.
Went to collect my mom's and mine passport (though I seldom, erm..rarely.. erm NEVER go overseas. Making just in case.. =P) with my parents. Was observing them during the train journey. Didn't realise that they have actually aged so much. The wrinkles on their faces and body said it all. My heart aches. I blame myself for not spending enough time with them.
My priority for now is definitely my Daddy and Mommy!
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Broke.
Broke! Lots of things yet to buy. Here is the list of stuff that I want to get before the GST hike!
1) Wardrobe
2) L'oreal Makeup Remover (20% off! Original price @ $24.90)
3) One working suit (preferably off-white!)
4) Pleated skirt with ribbon (saw at Dano and many places already!)
5) Americaya Shoes (10% discount!)
6) L'oreal True Match 2 way Foundation (Original price @ $29.90 now there's 20% off!)
7) Birthday gifts!
8) A "leather" bag from Bugis (Yi Fang, we must go shopping by next week kk?)
9) Silkygirl Eye Liner (20% discount!)
10) Heels cushion
11) New pair of specs and cosmetics lenses (Seeing things blurrrrrr...)
Thought I could really throw away my books for the time being but it seems like I'm back to studying again! 2 textbooks waiting for me to flip through. Urgh. Test after test.. It's not easy being a PFC!
Dar was so sweet! He brought me to Sakae for sushi buffet though I felt it's quite a waste as I DON'T eat much! =( Feel painful for the whole in his wallet!
Monday, June 18, 2007
Confused.
Lost.
I've been thinking about it for the past few days. Am I able to let go? Looking at the photos we've taken together, the times we've been through, the things that I've learnt from all of you... My heart says NO!
Picking myself up. Sorting out my thoughts.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Mess.
Holidays has been good so far. Trying to finish all my stuff within this week so that I can enjoy my last few weeks of hols leisurely.
UOB called me yesterday. = ( I am really depressed now.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Personal Financial Consultant.
Guess what!? DBS called me the next day! HSBC called me today! Gosh!!!
=( UOB, u better don't call me. I will be extremely depressed!
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Worries?
2) My parents' health!
3) Which church?
4) My brother's future?
5) Job! Am I able to take the stress?
=)
Am I going to be left on the shelve?
Monday, June 04, 2007
God.
My spiritual life is always stagnant. Should I go back to COS or shouldnt I? Should I attend other churches besides COS? In which area should I serve the Lord?
What job will I hold when I graduate? What has God planned for me?
All these uncertainies... But I shouldn't be worried.
My dad is recovering. Praise the Lord and I give thanks to Him for healing my daddy.
Continue praying for me. Havent been studying for the past few days. Became a full time gardener. Pray that I will be able to memorise with understanding and the paper is not going to be as difficult.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
God has spoken to me.
It's easy to defend our bad moods and to slide into deception and hypocrisy. But we must guard our hearts against such destructive attitudes. When they arise, we need to confess them, let them go, and experience God's forgiveness.
Don't let our bad attitude cause us to lose out while others enter into joy.
Resent comes from looking at others, contentment comes from looking at God.
When my dad went to hospital yesterday yet again, I was filled with mixed emotions. I was thinking why didn't Daddy heed my advice and just stay indoors but insist to go water his plants under the sun! Sigh.
True friends. Resentment. Shan't blog much about this.
I screwed up my 2nd last paper and I didn't want to do the same for my last paper.
Let go and feel the joy! =) I'm feeling it!
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Came back.
Gotta thank Dar Dar!! He helped me a lot. Accompanied my dad to the hospital first while I fetch my brother (my didi is having flu!) from the clinic..
He stayed throughout to help me out..
So many things that he has done for me..
Dar thank u!
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Prayers still needed.
Thank you Juan, Hui, Ting, Ying Qiu, Sherz, May, Jen, Wen and all the rest who have helped to pray for my daddy. Thank you all for your concern.
Today's MSM paper was a disaster for me. What a shame to tell others I got only 3rd Class marks for MSM. =(
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Monday, May 28, 2007
PRAYERS. MORE PRAYERS!
The doctor said it maybe an infection. Will stay for about a day or so for detailed checkup..
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Friday, May 25, 2007
PRAYERS NEEDED.
Updated at 10.25pm: I just reached home. My dad was fine! Back home le. When I was about to reach Expo, gave a call to Mom and my daddy answered! =) thank goodness he's alright..
Thank you everyone who have prayed for my dad!
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Can't study lah!
3.30pm! Finally, I AM SUPPOSED TO GET SETTLED DOWN and start REVISING for tomorrow's paper, CF! Shux! What am I doing here???
Sigh!
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
2 down..
Failing for sure. =( Won't dare to face my parents if that really do happen. Will know results on 30th August. Pray for me!
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Eyes on "you"...
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Sense of smell.
For now, I felt as though time has turned back to 1998-2001.. Yup! My secondary school days. After performing for some school event, it was about this hour we would leave school and head towards Westmall or MacDonalds. =)
I miss secondary school life!
I really want to be a personal banker!!!
Friday, May 18, 2007
Jobs.
Eventually, I want to be a private banker whose customers are made up of high net worth individuals. Hee.
Striving hard. 2 days to FIRST paper! 2 days to his LAST paper! Urgh.
Monday, May 14, 2007
Urgent.
How great will it be if we can just scan in information into the memory card so that we don't to have mug and mug and mug!?
=( I am getting realli NERVOUS now!!!
Bester has contracted the "move-your-furniture" syndrome. While I am a internet addict. Ha. =P
I need slimming potion too. Those that gives INSTANT results. "Poof" The minute after you drink it, you will immediately lose 1kg! Ha.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Stars.
Found this pic while Bester was uploading photos to our Yahoo Photos.
Haa.. a bit blur but think still can see what's written on the cup right! Studying if fun. It's just the exam part that makes it kinda dull! =P
"Twinkle twinkle little stars.." My wish is to go to a place with no "light pollution" so that I can view the dark sky filled with shimmering stars! =) So romantic ya?
The smell of the air now, the atmosphere seems like when we were holidaying at Malaysia.. =)
Random thoughts. Bear with me k?
Monday, May 07, 2007
Purpose.
Everytime I see elderly walking alone on the street, or having to sell tissue papers to earn a living, tears almost filled the brim of my eye! Don't ask me why because it just happens.
Whenever I see a lost pet or a pitiful animal straying along the roads, my heart aches! How are they going to fend for themselves? Will they be able to look for food? What will happen to them if they are not reunited with their owners or not adopted by a kind family?
=(
Friday, May 04, 2007
Blissful.
When's my turn?
Monday, April 30, 2007
Friday, April 27, 2007
Continuation..
Had dinner, HD ice cream with bread, Swensen's banana crumble, KFC 2 piece chicken meal! Haa. See how fat can I not get with these amount of food!? =( And to think I want to be slim. This hope is totally dashed!
Sigh!
But on a happy note, I enjoyed myself tremendously with Bester! But kenna fined cos put only half an hour parking coupon. Sob sob!
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Glutton
Ice milo, crispy peanut, deep fried chicken pieces, char kway tiao, tao suan x 2, dinner, grass jelly (didi bought for bester and i!).. Not to mention that I feel aslp after lunch and dinner.. =(
Mee suan, ice cream, bei ti su (bester bought back from Malacca!)
=( misery. Fats. WOBBLY arms.
Monday, April 23, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Mixed Feelings.
Sigh.. Feeling kinda lost right now. Examinations in less than a month's time already! You know what I am really scared of? The very fact that I am not at all nervous about getting good grades! It is true that sometimes I will have butterflies in my stomach but most of the time I'm kind of relaxed! =( Unlike last year lah..
Bester has gone to Malacca with his family.. Missing him lots now! =( Aside from his army days, we have not been apart for more than 1 day or so. Will be praying for his safety!
Enuff of those depressing stuff ya?
Carinne and Jenny dropped by my place last night! That really touched my heart!!! Initially we wanted to meet up at Westmall but Carinne messaged me saying that they were tired after a day of shopping and sitting in the cinema for hours for the movie marathon! Felt disappointed after the sms. =( They took bus 66 and walked all the way from the alighting point to my place! Mind you, the distance is quite far!! So touched!! Thanks gals.. Really had a fun time playing Mahjong and Daidee with both of you! Thanks for the muffins that you all have bought too! Hee..
The night ended with Carinne dozing off on the sofa and Jen sleeping on the floor.. Haa.. They looked so cute when ZZZzzzZZ.. =P wasted never take photos ah?
=) Can't wait to see you all again!! Steamboat gathering.. here we come!
ME..IM..CF
MSM.. FI..
Bleah. =P
Slept at 2am. Woke up at 8am. Tidied my room. Mopped. Feeling refreshed! Hee..
Friday, April 20, 2007
Kill me.
S***! Feel like breaking down.
Monday, April 16, 2007
Slacked.
Haven't caught a movie with Bester for a long time thus we made a trip to Bishan Golden Village to watch Number 23! Gosh. There so many twists to the story. Didn't know who the real author was till the end of the show. Read Yeu Yun's blog and she mentioned about the scene whereby the girl fell and this gave her a scare! haa. Well, guess what? I was also scared la!
Sigh! Slacked. Upcoming exams. Will I survive?
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Fats. Ugly.
Dar dar has been sneezing and sneezing and sneezing non stop too! Am trying to nurse him back.. Hopefully he can recover asap! It will affect his revision..
Looked at myself in the mirror.. I looked so NOT groomed. Untidy, messy and fat. Urgh. Hate that feeling. PMS? Got no idea. My hair is super long! I need a hair cut badly. Also need to straighten and get it coloured! Any lobangs out there?
Well, I'm supposed to be studying IM now and not sitting right here, in front of the computer and typing away! =(
Friday, April 13, 2007
Sick.
Didn't manage to finish Chapter 2 of FI. Kinda disappointed cos sometime last year I was mugging really hard! =(
Nevertheless, Bester and I will work hard together, to our beautiful future!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
S.O.R.E
Hee. Can imgine myself typing away in the office when I start working. =) Such a nice feeling!
Bester has ended his long and torturous POA revision class. Am leaving. Hee. Can't study much with computers (and best of all one that is connected with Internet!) around me. Better drag myself to school and start serious mugging if not I will have to face the music. And the consequence is one which may adversely affect the rest of my life.
Bye MH! See ya not for a LONG LONG time! Ek. =P
Management House
Exactly a mth's time to Bester's first paper, Macroeconomics. 10 days later to the start of my exam!
(Ring ring!! Jen called! hee.. Miss her so badly!! Also missing my bestest buddies wen, carinne and ying!!! Another outing soon?)
Yah. Was talking about my exams! Sigh!! Such a torture. HELP!! ME afternoon paper followed by IM morning paper! 2 days later to my fate of CF paper! So I MUST score well for my FI and MSM!!! Really want to get my 2nd Upper Honors! Sigh.
Monday, April 09, 2007
Baked!
Sorry peeps for the lack of updates as I'm busy with school lately! Having my last UOL revision but following after will be the local revision classes! Got back 3 out of my 5 marked scripts. Sigh. A disaster as expected! Quite a disappointment actually but am glad that I did go for ALL the mock papers! Hee. At least now i know what to expect for the actual yah?
K. Enuff of my rantings la! Below are some pics that Bester took after our baking session! hee.
Nice? Heee..
A closer look.
Left a bit of dough. Made a "gingerbread man". But it was broken while we tried to take it out of the toaster oven! Ha.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
ShopLah!
So what are you waiting for? =P
Friday, March 30, 2007
Curry.
Sigh. Studying. Chore. Eeks.
Fats. Urgh. Wobbly!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
It's here!
Goods ordered from Taiwan auction websites takes at least a mth for the entire spree process to end. Quality wise, erm. Get it?
Be good to your spree ograniser and they will be good to you too! Don't be too demanding as they have kindly volunteered their time and effort in helping us to purchase OUR stuff. Remember, be KIND to them!
Will update more. In school now. Ha. Running here and there instead of mugging la!
Anyway, just went to submit my resume to HSBC! People, pray hard for me that I will be able to get an interview! =) I am realli interested in working for HSBC.
HSBC, the world local bank. =P
Monday, March 26, 2007
Invesment Management
I am afraid for IM! HELP!
Friday, March 23, 2007
Fisher Separation Theory states that...
Haa. Going crazy!
Tomorrow is going to be another long long long long and tiring tiring tiring day.. I miss my bed!
Monday, March 19, 2007
Sigh.
That expression on her face. I would never forget. Speaking poor English. Help! I stammer when I am nervous or trying very hard to convey a message across! That feeling really sux!
Sigh.
My right hand is numbed!
Friday, March 16, 2007
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Huh!?
How long have you not walked in the rain without an umbrella? Shameful. I actually spelt the word umbrella wrongly just now. Laziness. Power of word processor and it spell check function!
Ha.
I want to be a HOUSEWIFE. I want to have my own BABY! Sob.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Thankful. Getting older.
Finally, my brother came back from camp and I felt more at ease. Sent the car for a wash @ Caltex then went to buy KFC dinner. Had a fun time catching up with my brother and got to know more about his experience in camp. =) Felt bad leaving him alone at night while I went over to Bester's place.
Papa roach came to my place after he had his dinner at home. I'm VERY thankful for his presence and time with me. Without him, I think my world will be dark and lonely!!! Really appreciated his love and concern for me! Thank you dar! Guess that's one way how God showed me His concern, that is sending a friend to stay by my side.
Bester and I turned gardeners for a day! Haa. Oh boy! Had so much fun watering the plants! Dar saw a ladybird and he was so so so excited! Haa. I commented that it look like a robot and he couldn't not agree with me! =)
My parents just came back! Hee. Felt so relieved! Dad said that we didn't water enough and some plants are very dehyrdated! =P Dunno mah! First time spending so much time in the garden. I am surprised that I kinda liked watering the plants!
Ha. I am a grown up! Must learn how to deal with stress and challenges. Hey, that is what the world is about today. Do not be afraid as God will be there to guide me. Why should I be bothered over small issues? Interacting with people aint easy but does not mean I have to be afraid. We HAVE to interact with human beings at every moments of our lives! Brace up, Jasmine!
Thank you ru! Yup. A transition period. That is what I am facing. But with family and friends around me, and most importantly with God around, they will always be there to pick me up if I ever fall down.
I have been putting up false front. Appear to be garang on the outside but inside me, I am as timid as the mouse! Ha.
Suddenly felt so encouraged. Hee. Listening to music.. err.. those without singing kind?
Got to buck up! I CAN DO IT.
I miss him! = (
Friday, March 09, 2007
Overwhelmed.
I'm worried whether things will get settled before the actual day and with so many changes happening, when can it be really finalised? I thought yesterday would be the day I have settled most of the things but it turns out not to be.
Roles. Responsibilities. Why do I have to grow up? Am I facing a hard time because it is a transition period of being a teen to a young adult? Oh boy! I must have taken a very long time. Sigh. I don't even know what I want to do after I graduate. Yes. I am afraid. Afraid of stepping into the working society. But guess I would have to learn along the way.
By the way, I am in school. Gonna do some last minute studying before by paper at 10am.
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Ultimately.
ME paper really stressed me out! I didn't know a single question and can only make do with my minimal knowledge! It's so much tougher compared to year 2006 paper and I thought that was the toughest!
IM paper was kinda easy provided I did a thorough revision, which of course, I didn't! Was trying to cram in all the information the night before. The weather on the day itself was a spoiler. Had been raining for the whole day! Urgh. Seeing people leaving earlier made it worse! Totally no mood to sit in the exam hall for the whole 3 hours and not to say to write decent essays to be marked by the examiners. Sigh.
I am in deep **** trouble! It's my last year. If I fail 2, my degree will just merely be a pass. That means I have wasted my 3 years of mugging. But if I fail more than 3, I can of course choose to retake. That would mean wasting more of my "investors" $$$! Ehh, investors are my parents la. Sigh!
HELP. Need lots of prayers. Pray I will be able to remember ACCURATELY those things that I have studied. Pray that I will UNDERSTAND what I am reading. Pray that I will be in good health. Thank you all! Sigh.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Friday, February 23, 2007
I want to be...
So, what do I really want to be?
Keke. Housewife!
Finally got to watch the whole 24 episodes of "Goong"! The story is so touching and fairy tale that I've to watched disc 23 and 24 over and over again! Haa. So silly of me? But I really love the part where 太子 and 太子妃 cleared their misunderstandings and they are finally together again! Hee. I love fairy tales.
I love babies too! Ehh.. =P
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Busy but happy!
表姐带了他大小baby, Sarah aka An Qi!她真是可爱到无法形容!Sarah 是个非常好动活泼的一个女孩。她灿烂般的笑容就像表姐夫一样,迷倒了我和妈妈!难怪表姐会被表姐夫给电到了啦! An Qi is SO SO SO cute!
我现在还真地有点累! Daddy and mommy went to visit my 大姨母. She's hospitalised for further observation. Hope she gets well soon!
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Happy Lunar New Year!
BHB rite? Haa. Though I'm tired, but it's all worthwhile! The whole of LEE family stayed at home and contribute their own effort in welcoming a new year! Didi helped to vacuum and mop the floor. Daddy helped to tidy up the living room. I helped my mommy in the kitchen well of course my mom, the chef, prepared yummy dishes for the reunion dinner! I hardly can move now! Have starved while working whole of this afternoon but stuffed myself during the dinner. Keke.. This year is so special that we even have wine glasses for our drinks! Haa. Wasted! No alcohol!
我,李锦钻,就在此恭贺大家新年快!学业进步!财源滚滚来!身体健康!做任何事情都是顺顺利利!恭喜发财!
红包拿来!Quick leh angbao? Hee...
Nice!
visit this website and take a look at the submitted shot! well taken by my brother! =) Wish him best of luck!
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Series.
14 feb - valentines day!
15 feb - 2 yrs 7mths anniversary!
Had a simple vday celebration at Lot 1 Kbox before running some errands for my parents at Westmall. Keke. I'm getting very "auntie"! Love shopping at supermarkets nowadays!!! Urgh. Old hag. I love being with papa roach! I love hanging out with him!
Have been enjoying myself for the past 4 days! Never done ANY revision! Just started this evening. Sigh. Am getting really NERVOUS now!
FATS. Haunted and still haunting. Whatever. Sigh!
Pooling people to buy the Oceanhealth slimming pills. Selling 3 bottles for $69.90 at Watsons. Contact me if you are interested.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
祝我生日快乐!
今天又是我老一岁的一天。
总觉得我自己好像老了许多!
我把很多事情都看得更开了。
小的时候,我会觉得为什么爸爸跟妈妈都能把种种的事情都不放在心里。
现在我明白了!
This is so so torturous to type in Chinese! Sigh. Anyway, was saying that I'm able to look at things in different perspectives and I've come to realise that the world doesn't seem so beautiful as it was! Innocence of a child, that's the greatest! Ignorance is a blessing! Really!
Bester have planned for me a surprise party! A BBQ at my place. Wow! The chicken wings, sausages coated with honey, crabsticks, fishballs, streaky bacon and bee hoon.. All these have more or less settled in my tummy as I typed this entry! Hee. Some photos taken earlier before we were being "smoked".
Bester and I.
Focus is my skirt! Given by Jen, Wen, Ying, Carinne, May, Sherine.. =D simply loving it! Thank you gers!
Monday, February 12, 2007
The Day After Tomorrow.
But for now peeps, I'm still 21! Well, at least till 11.59pm! Sigh. Getting older and older and older and older each day!
Went for a supper gathering on Saturday night. Had a whole lot fun with the gers by just chatting!!! Haa. "When 2 or more gers gather, the whole place will become a market!" Haa. Quoted by Carinne.. The Causuarina Prata shop was filled with our laughter! Gosh. Hee.. Sweet babes, thank you so much for keeping me accompany for supper and hope you all like your prata! Hee...
Would like to thank Jen, Carinne, Ying and Wen for the sweet surprise! Haa. Thank you for the yummy strawberry shortcake! Can I sincerely ask that every year I'll have it as my birthday cake!? Prettie please? Hehee.. =P
2E4'99 rulez! Sherz, May, Carinne, Wen, Ying, Jen, you gals simply rawk!!! Thank you all so much for buying the mini skirt! Love it a lot! Already started wearing it! Haa. CAN'T wait till CNY!!!
Thank you Charmaine and Sebastian for the nice coin pouch! I love it too!! Shimmering and cute! =D
Friday, February 09, 2007
Headache.
Studies. Another headache! How to finish studying so many things with so little time? Urgh.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Afraid.
Terribly petrified about my upcoming examinations. I seem so unprepared! There's nothing else that I can do but to pull up my socks and start mugging really hard. Eh, can I burn the notes, drink and get the information that I need for examinations? Ah. If studying is ever so easy and quick. Ha. Never in life. There is ALWAYS a TRADEOFF.
Be nice and be misunderstood by people. Be hardworking and you lose the fun in your life. Be always on dieting and you will NOT get to eat yummy food. Ha.
And why am I typing all these crap at such late hour? I CAN'T SLEEP!
Monday, February 05, 2007
Sunday, February 04, 2007
My world.
Love.
Your Birthdate: February 13 |
You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month. |
This is however true!
Your True Birth Month Is February |
Sharp Ambitious Spendthrift Loves reality Loves freedom Temperamental Low self esteem Honest and loyal Abstract thoughts Daring and stubborn Changing personality Showing anger easily Intelligent and clever Loves aggressiveness Quiet, shy and humble Learns to show emotions Rebellious when restricted Determined to reach goals Superstitious and ludicrous Dislikes unnecessary things Realizing dreams and hopes Too sensitive and easily hurt Loves entertainment and leisure Romantic on the inside not outside Loves making friends but rarely shows it |
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Sick. Fat. Decided.
Urgh. I'm FAT. Can see from my face lah! Ballooned.
...I want to be my bubbly self again! I am who I am and shall not restrain myself from doing anything I used to do. Feeling so much happier. Have to let go. Have to.
Monday, January 29, 2007
Pig.
Duck Rice. Orange. 3 slices of Bread with Kaya. 2 bowls of Sweet Soup. Ha. Fat till I die. Sob. Can see all the fats already! Sob Sob.
Suay.
Woke up especially early (considering that my waking up time is around 9 plus!) to get ready for school. Urgh. Guess what!? I DO NOT have MSM lesson today! Gosh. Reach there 10 mins before nine and silence greeted me when I entered the lecture hall! Couldn't believe it! Went to check the E-board to see if the venue has been changed but to my dismay, the friend I called (just woken up from her sweet sleep) told me I can go back home and sleep le lah! Alamak. Sad. Could have slept a while longer with Bester and have a good and hearty breakfast with him! Shux.
Decided to go home. Without keys. Yup! You can guess what's next. My parents weren't home! Both of them went Westmall Shop n Save for groceries shopping. Keke. Told them I will wait at the bus stop but my bladder couldn't hold any much longer. Climbed over the gate and went to the toilet at my back yard! Urgh. Don't worry! I've made sure it's "coast clear" so that I won't be mistaken as a house burglar lah. Spent the next hour with Lucky and doing CF Chapter 10 revision. Keke.
I'm sick of studying. I just want to get this over and done with.
Blogging. Everyone seems to be doing it lah. Can't imagine what will happen to our in future. Trips to the moon? Cashless society? Sigh.
God bless everyone I love.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Anger.
Urgh. I won't forget so easily, "professor". I will curse and swear!
Friday, January 26, 2007
Swirl.
Urgh. So much stuff I've yet to do. Main and foremost priority would be my studies! I don't think I can score as well as I did the previous time! Shux. That goes my 2nd Upper Class. Sob Sob.
Invesment Management. Gosh. Don't give me your $$$. I will lose it all.
I'm addicted to Milo + Oat. Yummy. Just finished another cup.
Jasmine sings...
"It's a raiiiiiiiiiiiny day. And I'm sitting her on the bus, it's a raiiiny day! It's a raiiiiiiiiiiiny day. And I want a bowl of hot soup on my tabletop. It's a raiiiiiiiiiiiny day! It's a raiiiny, raiiiny day! It's a raiiiiiiiiiiiny day... It's a raiiny rainy rainy day!"
Haa.. My self composed song. Ask me and I'll gladly sing it for you to hear! =P Bored to the core.
CF. Derivatives. Swaps. Options. Forwards. Futures. Sigh!
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Happy...
Monday, January 22, 2007
=)
so contradicting! Ha.
I'm blessed to have such a good hubby-to-be.. =P
He took great care of me!!!
Friday, January 19, 2007
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
Sin.
Keke.
Anyway, Dar got lost last night (was late due to meeting and couldn't fetch him back from school.) while making his way back home from Bukit Timah Food Center! Gosh. He took bus 173 which was going towards Clementi instead of Bukit Batok terminal. Kegs. He ended up somewhere near Yusof Ishak Sec and thank goodness he knew that bus 963 goes back to my place. Phew! Was so worried for him when my dad told me that he didn't reach home yet!
But guess what did dar buy for me? My favourite "tangyuen"!! Yummy. Brought him to EATz, a 24 hour shop selling "bar chor mee" and both of us gobbled up a bowl of noodles! (err.. still prefer dar's place "Chai Chee bar chor mee"!). It's located at Rail Mall. Keke. Had a fun filled night!
Urgh.
Had pizza for lunch! We had fininshed almost 2 regular pan pizzas at one go! Sigh. See! How can I not get fat with all the yummy food right? Hee. But I love eating with Bester. You will enjoy more when eating with someone you love! =)
Monday, January 15, 2007
Refused.
-Happy 2 years and 6 mths anniversary honey!
Watched "The day after tomorrow", yesterday evening! Keke... Was giggling because it was our first date when we caught this movie!
Laziness is setting in me, yet again.
Saw a beautiful eagle soaring in the air somewhere near my school! Inspiring me lots.. =P
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Empty.
Empty. I really don't know what I should do. Putting on pounds made me go "ga ga" but I can't stop myself from eating. *toot* Hated it.
Hate my life, myself.
Rain, rain, go away!
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Hurt.
my heart is kinda shattered. those words, pierced right through my heart. what is happening?
Friday, January 12, 2007
Dark.
Errors with previous blogskin. Wasted 2 whole hours in front of the computer. Don't even know what I am doing nor what I am going to do.
pitter patter. rain. go away.
fats. don't haunt me.
pms. more mood swings. stop it!
school. exams. stress.
It's still raining heavily.
And worst, I am heavy! 58kg!
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Rain.
Am supposed to revise. LAGGING behing time. Seriously, tell me how can I ever finish studying everything with only 5 months. I know, am giving myself excuses. Sigh. Spent some Quiet Time with Him today. Something which I would like to share with my readers. =)
"Should mystery enshroud His plan
And our short sight by dim,
We will not try to scan
But leave each thread to Him."
Thought we may have plans made ahead of us however ultimately God shall decide where we're going and what we will become. Things don't always go as planned. Proverbs 16:7-8 "When a man's ways are pleasing to the Lord, He makes even his enemies live at peace with him. Better a little with righteousness than much gain with injustice."
Where God's finger points, His hand will make a way.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
More pics!
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Ying's 22nd...
WoW!!! Amber had just celebrated her 21st birthday and most of us are turning 22 pretty soon!! Age is really catching up on us. Urgh. Wrinkles. Grey hair. Sagging skin. Gosh! I hate to age!
If people ever ask me how old I am? I will say I am 21. Forever! Haa. Can pose off as that age because we don't look that old YET right? Ermm.. Haa.. =P
Some pics! Enjoy!!
Birthday Girl. Ying. Chio!
Red lobsters! Chiobu. Jen!
Always sweet looking. Wen!
Hot babe. Sherine!
Still have some photos not received! May, sent me the one we took okie!? =)
Friday, January 05, 2007
Cafe Cartel.
We were actually studying in school till Bester very wanted to go window shopping! Headed to Bt Panjang Plaza..kekee.. decided to treat ourselves to a good meal before setting off to school again for another round of 'serious' revision.
Getting fatter. Shux.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
52kg.
All of the above have made me lose control of my food intake and I'm weighing this much now.
Sigh! 2 days. Counting down to my first exam paper!
Monday, January 01, 2007
Belated Xmas Pics!
HongKong Cafe.
Had an enjoyable New Year's Eve dinner with Dar Dar @ Marina Square Xin Wang!!! Yummy food filled our hunger and we then proceed to our next activity, window shopping! Tried on a dress but dar said it doesnt look too nice on me.. kekee.. =)
Note: Don't visit Cine's Xin Wang when there are lots of ppl.. Service sux!
Happy 2007 to everyone!!