I'm in a state of mixed feelings. Mostly negative feelings though. As I looked at my schedule, I know that I have got not much time to settle down and get through my revision without any breaking down or to simply have got the heck care attitude!
I am scared. Yes I am! Nervous and afraid! I cannnot afford to flunk again! I do not want to waste my time away! Neither do I want to spend so much of my parents' $$$ on my stupid paper that I am getting at the end of the 3 years in SIM! Shux.
I hate being misunderstood. I guess nobody likes it either. I am stressed up. I am afriad that I will offend anyone. This to some people maybe seen as hypocrisy. Can I adopt the heck care attitude here? I don't know. I am very confused! I do not know how and what I should do.
I would love to scream! Scream my lungs out and cry all I want.
Depressed. Nervous. Low self esteem.
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