Sigh.

Wonder why I am sighing? Yeah. Most of you would have guessed it is related to my studies again. I have two tests tomorrow and not one has been fully revised for. Half here and a quarter there. I am destroying my own future, looking at longer term. Sigh.

I am in a holiday mood. For those who do not know, I am going for a Malaysia trip next week. Be back on the 17 November 2005. Gonna miss a few lessons. Sigh. Wonder if I can catch up... Sigh.

Hey, a part of me is thinking positively, telling me that I can do it. I did it for the past few weeks and now to give up? Isn't a waste? Sigh. Another side is saying that I am a total failure. I do not wish to disappoint my parents nor those who care for me. Sigh.

Am I getting a slight depression? Feel like crying nowadays! Sigh.

Cheer up gal.. God is there with you! And also not to forget my dear family, my dar and my bestest buddies, my best pals, and frenz.. :)