Feeling extremely down and irritable for the past week. PMS is haunting me again. It's one of the worst experiences that I ever had. Especially the case for this morning... I was on the verge of crying.. Feeling tired and weak and sick! Thoughts of skipping school soon filled up my mind. But I brushed them off thinking how much I'll have to catch up if I miss those lessons..
Yes. I'm stuck in the school. Do I sound grouchy? I am! School is sucky! Every student may agree with this statement. Notice I used "may" that's because there are some who actually love to study and be in school! "Feaks".. word that can use on them! Seems like a personal attack.. Apologise for that aloofness in me..
Talking about attitude, mine sucks! I have got attitude problem. There's something wrong up there in my brain! Wires connected wrongly, impulses sent to the wrong place..etc. It's a big mess! Hey ppl... I'm shouting here!!! I feel terrible. Argueing with ppl with my senseless nonsesne! I sincerely apologise to those I have offended!
I am still grouchy, very indeed! Sigh. (Sulking...)
Updates:
1) Lagging behind my schedule in my studies. Seems as if it's impossible to catch up with my reading up and revision with my lecturers' pace!
2) Communication problem with the people around me...
3) Stress. Comes mainly from school...
4) Took up tuition assignment. At lost on how to help the kid.
5) Not living a healthy lifestyle... Deep fried food, soft drinks, tidbits... Made me put on so much weight.
6) Missing all my friends.. They all seem so busy with their stuff.. Jus like me..
7) Has been a lousy girlfriend.. daughter... student!
9) Life? Many goals to attain but will I be able to achieve them?
Sigh.
This long blog is especially for Jenny who has to work night shift for whole of this month. Touched? *Grin* Tag me k? Email me too! Will reply yours shortly.
To Bester dar, sorry for my moodswings and being so argumentative... and insensitive..
Stopped typing right now. Sigh.
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