Sick. Fat. Decided.

cough cough. I'm sick. Feeling aches all over me. Am I running a fever?

Urgh. I'm FAT. Can see from my face lah! Ballooned.

...I want to be my bubbly self again! I am who I am and shall not restrain myself from doing anything I used to do. Feeling so much happier. Have to let go. Have to.

Pig.

Year of pig. Urgh. I'm the ultimate one. Have been eating non stop since I stepped into my house.

Duck Rice. Orange. 3 slices of Bread with Kaya. 2 bowls of Sweet Soup. Ha. Fat till I die. Sob. Can see all the fats already! Sob Sob.

Suay.

One can never imagine how unlucky I am today!!!

Woke up especially early (considering that my waking up time is around 9 plus!) to get ready for school. Urgh. Guess what!? I DO NOT have MSM lesson today! Gosh. Reach there 10 mins before nine and silence greeted me when I entered the lecture hall! Couldn't believe it! Went to check the E-board to see if the venue has been changed but to my dismay, the friend I called (just woken up from her sweet sleep) told me I can go back home and sleep le lah! Alamak. Sad. Could have slept a while longer with Bester and have a good and hearty breakfast with him! Shux.

Decided to go home. Without keys. Yup! You can guess what's next. My parents weren't home! Both of them went Westmall Shop n Save for groceries shopping. Keke. Told them I will wait at the bus stop but my bladder couldn't hold any much longer. Climbed over the gate and went to the toilet at my back yard! Urgh. Don't worry! I've made sure it's "coast clear" so that I won't be mistaken as a house burglar lah. Spent the next hour with Lucky and doing CF Chapter 10 revision. Keke.

I'm sick of studying. I just want to get this over and done with.

Blogging. Everyone seems to be doing it lah. Can't imagine what will happen to our in future. Trips to the moon? Cashless society? Sigh.

God bless everyone I love.

Anger.

Non-gentlemen. Lots of them in this world. Sad to say, it's the same for ladies as well.

Urgh. I won't forget so easily, "professor". I will curse and swear!

Swirl.

My mind. My life. The state of world I am now in.

Urgh. So much stuff I've yet to do. Main and foremost priority would be my studies! I don't think I can score as well as I did the previous time! Shux. That goes my 2nd Upper Class. Sob Sob.

Invesment Management. Gosh. Don't give me your $$$. I will lose it all.

I'm addicted to Milo + Oat. Yummy. Just finished another cup.

Jasmine sings...

"It's a raiiiiiiiiiiiny day. And I'm sitting her on the bus, it's a raiiiny day! It's a raiiiiiiiiiiiny day. And I want a bowl of hot soup on my tabletop. It's a raiiiiiiiiiiiny day! It's a raiiiny, raiiiny day! It's a raiiiiiiiiiiiny day... It's a raiiny rainy rainy day!"

Haa.. My self composed song. Ask me and I'll gladly sing it for you to hear! =P Bored to the core.

CF. Derivatives. Swaps. Options. Forwards. Futures. Sigh!

Happy...

... Birthday Jenny!!!

Stay bubbly and kawaii always neh! =P Hugz and kisses from ur bestest buddy..

To you my dear friend,

"You don't have to do anything to be better than the rest, because you are already the best!"

=)

life is good.

so contradicting! Ha.

I'm blessed to have such a good hubby-to-be.. =P

He took great care of me!!!

Ran.

Went got a jog. Cool. Nice route!

Sigh. Got people say I look bigger now liao leh!

Sin.

Gluttony is a sin. Have been eating more than required for the past month. As a result, I've ballooned. Terribly upset. All my effort has gone down to waste.

Keke.

Anyway, Dar got lost last night (was late due to meeting and couldn't fetch him back from school.) while making his way back home from Bukit Timah Food Center! Gosh. He took bus 173 which was going towards Clementi instead of Bukit Batok terminal. Kegs. He ended up somewhere near Yusof Ishak Sec and thank goodness he knew that bus 963 goes back to my place. Phew! Was so worried for him when my dad told me that he didn't reach home yet!

But guess what did dar buy for me? My favourite "tangyuen"!! Yummy. Brought him to EATz, a 24 hour shop selling "bar chor mee" and both of us gobbled up a bowl of noodles! (err.. still prefer dar's place "Chai Chee bar chor mee"!). It's located at Rail Mall. Keke. Had a fun filled night!

Urgh.

Had pizza for lunch! We had fininshed almost 2 regular pan pizzas at one go! Sigh. See! How can I not get fat with all the yummy food right? Hee. But I love eating with Bester. You will enjoy more when eating with someone you love! =)

Refused.

... to go jogging. Keke. Wanted to but gave myself thousand and one excuses why I shouldn't. It was 12pm! Sun rays will hurt my skin and for all I know, I may get cancer due to this! The skies seem dark. It may rain any moment, just like last night. There was a sudden downpour when Dar I and walked over to the "tang yuen" stall. Urgh. Got wet but was warmed up by the peanut soup and most of all, Bester's love!

-Happy 2 years and 6 mths anniversary honey!
Watched "The day after tomorrow", yesterday evening! Keke... Was giggling because it was our first date when we caught this movie!

Laziness is setting in me, yet again.

Saw a beautiful eagle soaring in the air somewhere near my school! Inspiring me lots.. =P

Empty.

Hmmm, I'm feeling empty. The rain made me felt so. Wore shorts and tee for yesterday's class. Most people were kinda "shock" that I was so underdressed for class but who cares? Sigh. Life simply.. *toot*

Empty. I really don't know what I should do. Putting on pounds made me go "ga ga" but I can't stop myself from eating. *toot* Hated it.

Hate my life, myself.

Rain, rain, go away!

Hurt.

"ya... so dun talk to me... hee..."

my heart is kinda shattered. those words, pierced right through my heart. what is happening?

Dark.

It has been raining all night. The rain did stop, but only for a while. About 5 minutes? Gosh! It is spoiling my mood and plans. Thought I could go jogging and start shedding fats before my 22nd Birthday. Yes. I am turning 22 soon. That really makes me feel old and haggard. urgh.

Errors with previous blogskin. Wasted 2 whole hours in front of the computer. Don't even know what I am doing nor what I am going to do.

pitter patter. rain. go away.

fats. don't haunt me.

pms. more mood swings. stop it!

school. exams. stress.

It's still raining heavily.

And worst, I am heavy! 58kg!

Rain.

Urgh. There's CF makeup lesson later on. Rainy weather made me feel like staying home. I don't wish to get myself wet. Simply hate this feeling. Ate super full again. Gain another kg. What the *toot*... I'm simply pissed with myself!

Am supposed to revise. LAGGING behing time. Seriously, tell me how can I ever finish studying everything with only 5 months. I know, am giving myself excuses. Sigh. Spent some Quiet Time with Him today. Something which I would like to share with my readers. =)

"Should mystery enshroud His plan
And our short sight by dim,
We will not try to scan
But leave each thread to Him."

Thought we may have plans made ahead of us however ultimately God shall decide where we're going and what we will become. Things don't always go as planned. Proverbs 16:7-8 "When a man's ways are pleasing to the Lord, He makes even his enemies live at peace with him. Better a little with righteousness than much gain with injustice."

Where God's finger points, His hand will make a way.

More pics!

Sexy. May!

Clubbing jie mei for the nite.

Made muah chee today! Hahaa. Tasted not bad! But next time gonna put less water and steam longer hour! =) Simply loving it!

Did I mention I've been eating and eating and eating and eating and eating and.....

Haha... Gotta face the music!

Ying's 22nd...

Birthday.

WoW!!! Amber had just celebrated her 21st birthday and most of us are turning 22 pretty soon!! Age is really catching up on us. Urgh. Wrinkles. Grey hair. Sagging skin. Gosh! I hate to age!

If people ever ask me how old I am? I will say I am 21. Forever! Haa. Can pose off as that age because we don't look that old YET right? Ermm.. Haa.. =P

Some pics! Enjoy!!

Birthday Girl. Ying. Chio!

Red lobsters! Chiobu. Jen!

gorgeous. Carinne!

Always sweet looking. Wen!
Hot babe. Sherine!

Still have some photos not received! May, sent me the one we took okie!? =)

Cafe Cartel.

A great revamp at Cafe Cartel. Guess it's due to the stiff competition of the F&B industry. Visited the outlet at Bukit Panjang Plaza! The service was great, food was yummy and simply delicious.. Hahaa.. Shared a lunch set A with Bester and of course we had filled ourselves up with the free flow bread! Ahh... The butter, the bread.. everything was great! It was all worth spending the $$$..

We were actually studying in school till Bester very wanted to go window shopping! Headed to Bt Panjang Plaza..kekee.. decided to treat ourselves to a good meal before setting off to school again for another round of 'serious' revision.

Getting fatter. Shux.

52kg.

stress. pms. hunger. cravings.
All of the above have made me lose control of my food intake and I'm weighing this much now.

Sigh! 2 days. Counting down to my first exam paper!

Belated Xmas Pics!

"..Pretty women, walking down the streets.." Us!

May and I! Look alike?

Christmas Logcake from Auntie Maria. It's yummy!

yet to receive all the pics! There are still some more with wen, jen and carinne! kekee.. sigh! I want pics!! =P

HongKong Cafe.

Bo Lo Bao... French Toast... Yuan Yang...

Dar dar and I.

Had an enjoyable New Year's Eve dinner with Dar Dar @ Marina Square Xin Wang!!! Yummy food filled our hunger and we then proceed to our next activity, window shopping! Tried on a dress but dar said it doesnt look too nice on me.. kekee.. =)

Note: Don't visit Cine's Xin Wang when there are lots of ppl.. Service sux!

Happy 2007 to everyone!!